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The discipline of yoga culminates in
meditation, dhyana, which is the subject of the sixth chapter of the
Bhagavadgita. The art of yoga is principally the process of self-integration by
degrees through the levels of the constitution of one's personality, such that
when we reach the point of meditation proper there is a total concentration of
the whole of one's being in the direction of the whole of that which one
aspires for through this discipline we call 'yoga'. Last time we noted that
essentially this is a technique of communing the lower self with the higher
self, and I endeavoured to briefly mention the characteristics of the higher
self and the way in which we have to understand what this term means. It means
many things, and in every sense of the term it has to be taken into
consideration when it becomes an object of meditation - gradually by stages. We
can today take up the practical side of it as enunciated in the sixth chapter,
since the theoretical side is already known to you, to some extent, through our
studies conducted earlier.
Meditation is no doubt the fruit of the
enterprise called yoga, but it is a fruit of the tree of an inner development
into a state of maturity of personality which is prepared for this last attack,
as it were, on the problem of truth - of reality. The scattered particularities
of human thinking get gathered in this focusing of attention, and we may bring
back to our memories here what we understood of the process of vairagya and abhyasa - the detachment which is a requisite in this practice, and
a concentration or habituation of consciousness which is simultaneous with it.
This mustering in of the forces of one's self, the focusing of them, and the
attention to be paid on the object of meditation - all these processes involve
a gathering up of whatever we are, in every sense of whatever we are. I am not
going to repeat what we studied earlier, since we have not much time and we are
to cover the entire study in a few days.
"Whatever we are" is an important sentence
to be underlined, and we have to understand first of all what we are, which is
another way of saying what 'self' means. We are to understand the self in every
sense - in terms of the definition of it as gaunatman, mithya-atman,
and mukhya-atman, to which we made reference earlier. So, our self is
not merely the imagined location of our consciousness within the body, as it
were, but everything that we are, even in an established relationship of
ourself - spatially, temporally, socially and otherwise, together with our
consciousness of this psychophysical organism - finally to culminate in the mukhya-atman or the primary Self, which is the universality of our essential being.
For the purpose of meditation, a proper
place is necessary - Suchau deshe pratishthapya sthiramasanamatmanah. Suchau
deshe: In a purified atmosphere, in a conducive environment we have
to place ourselves comfortably in a posture for the purpose of this great
adventure called meditation. This is a great spiritual worship that we are
performing, an ardent invocation of divinity, a soulful devotion that we
manifest within ourselves towards the Creator of the Universe, and an inward
communion spiritually established between ourselves and all that God has
created and God Himself is. So it is a sanctified, sacred, worshipful attitude.
It is not a mechanism that we are operating - it is a spirit that gets unfolded
in meditation. There is an organic growth, an advancement of personality in the
process of meditation, so that we become richer and richer, wider and wider,
deeper and deeper, and grow well beyond in our spirit as we advance in
meditation. The place that we select for our meditation should be free from
distractions. Some more details concerning this matter is available in the
Swetaswatara Upanishad. There again we are told that the location for the
purpose of our seatedness in meditation should be conducive in the sense that
there should be no other avenue to pull our attention in any other direction
than the point of concentration we have chosen; this is an important point to
remember. There are loves and hatreds, prejudices and emotional tensions to
which man is heir and from which no one is totally free. These are important
things that we may bear in mind.
The process of meditation is not a struggle
in the sense of a fighting with nature, or with what we call the odds of life;
it is an establishment of a harmony rather than a conflict, with the powers
that be in which we are engaging ourselves. It is more an attitude of
friendship by way of communion of feeling that meditation is, than an encounter
with an enemy; though in the earlier stages all the opposing forces appear to
be our opponents, enemies, and intruding factors. There are stages by which the
senses and the mind have to be weaned from the points of distraction, and the
highest method should not be applied when one is in the lower stage of
evolution. Each one has to realise where one is positioned in this world. There
should not be any kind of over-estimation of one's capacities, nor is there a
necessity for under-estimation. It is a need for a careful observation of one's
self in the true perspective of the position or the station one occupies in
this great scheme of evolution. This requires a knowledge of the vaster field
of our relationship with the entire scheme of things, where we touch upon the
whole story of creation - the cosmological process to which also reference has
already been made. When we touch the point of meditation, we are actually
coming in contact with every sleeping dog in the whole universe - they will
slowly wake up and become conscious of our adventure, our activity and our
intentions.
In the lowest stages, such as the one in
which we are at present - the purely social, political, and physical - the
forces of nature do not actually make themselves felt in our relationship to
them. We are so self-centred, physically and socially, etc., that the wider
involvement of ours in the larger scheme of things does not become an object of
our awareness, usually. But any act of concentration, a pointed attention of
consciousness, stirs the atmosphere in a particular manner and this
stimulation, communicated to the whole environment of ours by the effort of our
consciousness in meditation, rouses into action certain powers whose existence
itself might not be known to us earlier. These are the oppositions we feel when
we actually enter into the process of meditation in right earnest. In the
beginning nothing may seem to happen. For days and months, and even years, it
may appear that our meditation is not yielding any result at all, and we are
just the same person that we were - but, this is not the truth. Every effort at
concentration of consciousness is a great asset, and even if it be not tangible
to our outer consciousness or our surface mind, it is there, like a little bank
balance. Though it may not become cognisable because of the little quantum of
it, it is nevertheless there like an incipient disease or a possible
potentiality for a future development of any kind whatsoever.
Things invisible and unfelt are not
necessarily non-existent. But, at a particular stage, when this concentration
attains some maturity - gets fructified, becomes ripe - it calls, invokes or
elicits the attention of everything in the world with which we are connected in
our personality. The so-called obstacles in meditation are not inimical forces
attacking us. In fact, there are no enemies in this universe. But, certain
operations in the universe may look antagonistic to us due to our inability to
reconcile ourselves to the modes of their working and the purpose for which
they are operating; the defect is not in them but in ourselves. The forces of
nature are also manifest in different degrees of density and, if you recall to
your memories the earlier studies, you will realise that the forces around us
are manifold in nature. In a way we may say it is a single force manifesting
itself as manifold presentations or expressing itself in various forms. We are
related to other people in the world. This relationship that is social will
also evoke the sort of reaction in a particular manner, when we go deep into
this technique we are adopting for awakening our spirit that is asleep now. There
are other associations, which are purely empirical, also will get stimulated by
the act of our concentration if it is accentuated enough.
But these are minor things compared to the
more powerful ones - namely, the elemental forces, which cannot easily be
roused by a little of meditation. A huge lion, very strong and confident of his
strength, will not wake up even if we pelt a stone at it. Only a little puppy
will wake up; it will bark at us even if we look at it. But a mighty lion or
even an elephant, which knows its own strength, will not in any way be affected
by our gazing at it or even with our interfering with it in a mild manner. So
our little meditations may not even be felt by this mighty lion of the physical
universe. It may be like scratching a rock with a little needle; the effect is
so little and imperceptible that it is practically not there. But if it is
strong enough, if we are attacking it with sufficient force and it is aware
that it is facing a power almost equal to itself, then it wakes up. This is the
waking up of the powers which constitute what we may call, in ordinary
language, the five elements - earth, water, fire, air, ether. If the powers of
the elements wake up, then we are really in a state where we have to reinforce
our energies to effectively take up this task on hand.
We are mostly in a state of
irreconcilability with the powers of nature. The elements are not in harmony
with the structure of our individuality. We can be seriously affected by
physical forces - we can be drowned by water, burned by fire, blown by wind,
and become destroyed by anything that is material or physical. Hunger and
thirst, to mention only the least among them, are some of the consequences that
follow from the weakness of the physical personality in its relation to the
five elements. These energies do not make themselves felt ordinarily; most of
us will not feel this difficulty at all. For us, all is a theory only, because
our meditation may not be so strong as to wake up the five elements. But, until
we are able to touch the borderland of this novel experience where we are able
to face the five elements and become cognisant of their existence as vital
elements involving our own lives, until this state is reached, we may be said
to be a little novice only in meditation, just a 'kindergarten meditator'. But,
according to great teachers of yoga such as Patanjali, for instance, true
meditation begins only when we contact reality, at least in one of its degrees.
The grossest manifestation of reality may be
said to be the five elements in the cosmological process; and until we reach
this stage of vital contact with the five elements, we are cut off from reality
in a very significant manner. At present, we are out of touch with reality.
That explains our misery in life, our sorrows, and our difficulties even in
understanding what the world is made of. Scientific analysis, even logical
approaches, will not serve any purpose finally when the world of five elements,
or the world as such, is considered to be a total alien to us from the way in
which we are encountering the world at present. To us, all people around us are
aliens - the world is a foreigner, and it is an object of the senses. It is an
object in such a way that it bears no organic connection with ourselves; and we
study it, try to understand it, experiment upon it and observe it as something
totally different from us, which is the error of pure, classical approach of
science. There is a vital, basic organic connection between ourselves and the
world of nature which is not available to us when we live in the world of pure
sensory operations or are cut off totally from this contact with reality due to
our involvement in this extreme, externalising feature called space-time.
Thus, when we are seated for the purpose of
this great objective of human life - encounter with Reality - in the earlier
stages we guard ourselves, as we put up a fence around our field when we want
to grow a harvest, or tend a garden, or grow fruits or vegetables, a fencing, a
protection is necessary. We put up a protective fencing around ourselves by
means of a dual action on our part - namely, the withdrawal of consciousness
from sensory contact with distracting objects, and, at the same time, a
focusing of this enriched consciousness upon the chosen ideal of meditation,
which perhaps is the essence of vairagya and abhyasa.
In the process of pratyahara, the
earlier or earliest stage of meditation, there is a need, first of all, to be
conscious of what things there are which will distract your attention. What are
your loves and hatreds? What are your inner tensions or frustrations, longings?
They have to be dealt with very carefully, as we deal with wild beasts when
they are tamed in a circus, or as carefully as a physician will diagnose a
chronic illness. Here you should not be in a hurry; it is better to go slow -
slow and steady wins the race. You should not be too anxious and emotional or
enthusiastic about it. Every step has to be a firm step, a reinforced step,
such that you need not have to retrace your steps due to any over-enthusiastic
movement in this direction. You have to know your strengths and you have to
know your weaknesses also. Here you have to be your own judge, unless of course
you have a very competent Guru who may be your judge. Where such a Guru is not
easily available you have to be your own intelligent judge; and here you should
not be, in any way, over-compassionate in regard to your own self. You should
be a physician of your own soul, a judge of your own self, and no hypocrisy is
permitted where it is a question of your own welfare and it is not a
demonstration before others.
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