This meditational technique is not an
advertisement in society. It is a healing process that you are trying to
undergo inwardly for your own ultimate blessedness, so you are concerned here
with yourself and not with anything else. Here is the point where you are
required to be totally dispassionate in judging your own self. You should make
a list of all your weaknesses also together with your capacities, endowments,
and know where you stand. "This is my strength, but this is also my weakness."
And, so far as your strength goes - so far, so good. Be happy. God bless you.
But as far as your weaknesses are concerned, they have to be got rid of with an
intelligent psychoanalytic technique of positive induction of a new
understanding which you have to receive either from your Guru or, if God has
blessed you with enough understanding, to the strength of your own self.
Generally your weaknesses are your desires which, somehow or other, seek
fulfilment by hook or crook - by any means, fair and foul. This word 'desire'
has a vast connotation. It covers a large area; it touches anything and
everything in the world. It is a desire for any blessed thing.
Now, a philosophical analysis has to help
you here in understanding how desires arise, why they are there, and what are
the means and methods you have to adopt in checking them, rather, sublimating
them, and transmuting them into a friendly power rather than a disturbing,
annoying, agonising distraction. That which is an impediment to you
psychologically, may become your friend. An energy that is moving outwardly in
the direction of a distracting sense-object may get transmuted into your own
mental force or consciousness force, and when this attunement takes place, your energy gets re-doubled. Here we
have explained, perhaps, the sum and substance of what pratyahara means
- the coming together of the energy of the senses with the concentrating
activity of the mind. When the senses unite with the mind, you have achieved
the process of total withdrawal, pratyahara, and the mind gets
concentrated.
The place of meditation therefore should
be, as far as possible, free from nearness to those objects, persons, and
circumstances which may draw your attention, either by like or dislike. So here
you are free to choose any particular place for your meditation, under this
given condition. A suitable time also is necessary - it is not that you will be
able to sit for meditation at any time during the day; and you are here, again,
your own judge. The mind should be amenable to this task of concentration of
consciousness. It should not be repellent - it should not be revolting for any
reason. You should not be hungry, you should not be annoyed, you should not
have a commitment to be attended to a few minutes afterwards, you should not
have to catch a train in half an hour, or you should not have a court case
tomorrow. These things are distractions; they have to be dealt with in their
own way - and as long as they are not fulfilled or handled in an intelligent
way, your concentration of mind, spiritually, will not be a success.
Spirituality is a positive art - it is not
a runaway attitude of consciousness. In spiritual meditation, you are not
moving away from the problems of life, you are not shirking your duties, but
communing yourself with the substance and the very causative factor of every
problem in life, and handling these forces as a master rather than as a slave
who runs away from difficulties. A spiritual seeker is not a coward - he is a
scientist in the highest sense of the term who tries to understand and control
the forces of nature, rather than a person who would like to be ignorant of
their existence and close their eyes to them, like an ostrich. Thus the art of
spiritual living, which culminates itself in meditation, is the highest
positivity of approach to Reality by a human being who is fully integrated for
this purpose in a most healthy manner. The time that you choose for meditation
should, therefore, be conducive as the place is. I need not dilate upon this
theme, because many of you know which time is suitable for you, for what
reason, in what place is conducive, etc.
The method of meditation is perhaps more
important. Place, time and method - these three are especially to be taken into
consideration. The Bhagavadgita succinctly mentions something about the place,
time and method - the techniques to be adopted in concentration. The method is
the way in which you conduct yourself, the manner in which you place yourself
in the context of your relationship with reality - firstly in its most
immediate form of manifestation, and later on in any form of its expression.
Usually we are seated for the purpose of meditation - we don't stand up or lie
down. You know very well why it is not possible for you to meditate by
standing; you also know well why it is not a suitable posture to lie down on a
bed. So, a 'via-media' technique is prescribed - to be seated, which means to
say, to repose or posture in an asana like sukhasana, padmasana etc., with the spine, head and neck erect, as far as possible, because a
crouching pose will affect the nervous system and consequently the movement of
the prana, and again consequently the very activity of the mind itself.
The atmosphere around, the body, the nervous system, the muscles, the mind -
all are interconnected; they are not disassociated, isolated aspects. So, you
have to be first of all in harmonious condition with your atmosphere, with
society, with your daily routine etc., outwardly, and also in a harmony with
your muscular system, with the anatomical and the physiological organisation of
your personality, which is achieved by being seated in a comfortable posture,
as mentioned.
Then, of course, something is mentioned
about the breathing process - a little of it is mentioned in the Bhagavadgita,
and there are larger details in other yoga texts like Patanjali and Hatha Yoga
Pradeepika, etc. As far as you students here are concerned, I would advise that
you need not go deep into these technical matters of pranayama as it has
been described in the Hatha Yoga Pradeepika, etc., because, for your practical
purposes, it would be enough if you breathe normally by a daily practice of consistent
and harmonious deep inhalation and exhalation than merely breathe shallow; you
don't breathe deep, for various reasons. For fifteen minutes or twenty minutes
or even half an hour in the morning and in the evening you may stand up, or
even sit down, and throw your arms out by breathing deeply, slowly, gradually,
in an open atmosphere, if possible, or in even your own room - opening the
doors and windows, breathe deeply and exhale also slowly. This simple,
non-technical procedure of gradual, deep, consistent, persistent inhalation and
exhalation itself will be sufficient for you. The other technicalities like sukhapurvaka - holding your nostrils etc. - may not be necessary for you at the present
moment, though they have their own value.
So the asana should be a seated,
consistent posture. If you cannot sit for a long time in one position, with a
straight spine, etc., you can, in the beginning stages at least, sit near a
wall which is perpendicular to the ground. This is a convenient position, and
you will not feel much of an ache in the back because of your leaning on the
wall; but it should be perpendicular, not slanting. And then this breathing
process gradually, together with the recitation of OM, pranava, if
possible with a mild sonorous sound by which systematic, harmonious, calm
process of chanting of OM. You will create within yourself a vibration which
you will yourself feel as a creeping ant through your nerves. As if a mild
electric shock is given to you, you'll feel a sensation through the entire body
when you chant OM without any kind of occupation in your mind but with a
feeling of devotion to the great ideal before you. This chanting of OM may done
every day, for fifteen minutes, before your concentration on the object.
Then, the crucial point comes in - the
nature of the object of meditation and the way in which you have to adjust your
consciousness to that location and structure of the object of meditation. Here
you are face to face with a problem. The earlier stages may look simpler - asana, pranayama and pratyahara even may be regarded in any way, the
outer court of yoga. When you come to meditation proper, you are in the inner
court. Here, initiation is necessary; mere book reading may not be
insufficient. Whatever may be your study, however vast it be, that may not be
sufficient because here you are facing a difficulty which cannot easily be
explained in textbooks. You may study the biology, the anatomy of a lion, but
you will not be able to face it though you are a master of anatomy. You know
what the lion is made of, its psychology also is known to you if you have
studied a lot about it, but you cannot go near it, in spite of all your
knowledge of how its body is made and how it thinks etc. So, likewise, any
amount of academic knowledge here may not be adequate to the purpose. A
professorial understanding is one thing, and a practical ability to handle the
situation is a different thing altogether; like rowing a boat even - you may
know the art theoretically, but you cannot row the boat in the water.
So, here comes the necessity for a
spiritual initiation by a competent Guru. Any amount of study is not
sufficient; and you have to be very honest here, and don't merely pat yourself,
imagining that you can stand on your own legs. That is not possible, because
you will face such difficulties that you will not even be able to understand
them. The initiation process is not merely a teaching which you receive from
your Guru, but it is something more. The Guru does not merely give a lecture to
you when he initiates you; he also infuses into you an energy of his own will.
This is something very important to note; there is a difference between a Guru
initiating a disciple and a professor lecturing in a college - there is no
connection whatsoever. You are not merely receiving some information from the
Guru - you are receiving something deeper, vital and living; and here the will
of the Guru may be said to be operating in your own will, and, in a very
important sense, the Guru thinks through a disciple. Sometimes this process is
called shaktipatha - the descent of Guru's power into the personality of
the disciple. Any amount of teaching verbally was not enough for Arjuna. There
was a higher need felt later on, and you know what happened and what Sri Krishna
had to do.
The art of meditation is the final touch
you give to the whole process of spiritual practice. Which object are you going
to concentrate upon? Normally, this object is chosen for you by the Guru. Are
you going to meditate on God when you are here for meditation? No one can
conceive God - ordinarily. But I may remove this fear from your mind by giving
you a lesser and easier definition of God, for practical purposes. Whatever God
be as He is Himself, whatever the Absolute be as It is in Itself, that need not
deter you from embarking upon this fruitful art of meditation. Actually, for
the purpose of yoga which is a psychological technique, the object of
concentration - which you may consider as your God, of course - is a thing
outside which nothing has to be, can be, or ever is. God is something outside
which nothing exists - this is a simpler definition of God. You know the story
in the Mahabharata, in the Adi Parva, wherein there is described the tournament
which Dronacharya conducted for testing the students - the Kauravas and the
Pandavas - and he hung a little wooden bird on the branch of a tree and he
asked these boys to shoot the eye of the bird. He asked everyone, "Look, what
do you see?" Someone said, "I am seeing a tree with many branches, and a bird
kept there with a dot on its eye, of blackish colour. The acharya said, "You're
unfit, get out! You are seeing so many things." And another said, "I am seeing
the bird tied on a branch and also I see the black spot." "No good, get out!"
he said, "You are seeing so many things." Then another he stood up and said, "I
am seeing the bird." "Oh, no good, go!" It was Arjuna who said, "I am seeing
nothing, only the spot; I am seeing only the black spot. I see nothing else,"
he said. "Here you are, start. Go ahead, attack!" he said. So, the
concentration of the mind of Arjuna was so intense that his consciousness got
united with that particular spot of concentration and he was not aware even of
the bird, let alone the branches and the tree and the many people around.
Now, for the purpose of your spiritual
meditation, the God of your meditation is 'that something' which is the whole
reality for you. Remember this here again: a God for you is that which is the
entire reality - it is a total substance. It is that which includes everything
that you want in this world. This is, again, an emotional aspect which you are
to infuse into this object, because you cannot concentrate on an object which
you cannot love emotionally. Again I mention to you this is not a machine that
you are operating, but an organising of your own total being that is surging
forth in the direction of the object, and not merely an object. It is a
soul-filled ideal. A compilation of whatever is desirable in this world will
have to be seen in that object. This object, whatever be that object, is my
God, whom I have chosen for the purpose of my meditation; it is not merely
something among many other things that I have taken. When you love a thing
whole-heartedly, it is not any more one thing among many things - it is the
only thing. Intense lovers see the total reality in their objects, and no other
objects exist there - that only exists, and you die for it. Unless the whole of
reality is concentrated in that object, you cannot concentrate on it, you
cannot love it - so love and concentration go together. You cannot concentrate
on a thing for which there you have no love; and it is not a mere ordinary
love. It is a love where the passion of the spirit gets roused to such an
extent that it is inundated by itself and it sees itself wholly in the object.
So, the object of your meditation should
have a double characteristic. One: outside which nothing can be, nothing has to
be - it is the only thing before you. Secondly: it is the object of your
emotional satisfaction. "I love it, and I cannot love anything else. It is the
dearest object for me. I will die for it." And all lovers die for their
objects, because they see the total reality there and nothing else exists for
them. This is your God. Now, a psychologically conceived totality of reality
becomes a necessity in the earlier stages, though the ontological reality is
far off from you. As these subjects will be dealt with by our Professor
Yavdekar, I don't touch upon these things. There is a distinction between
ontological reality and psychologically-conceived infinite, which also is an
essentiality in the earlier stages, for the purpose of spiritual meditation.
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