There was a Brahmin who was a great devotee
of the Bhagavadgita - this is a story which touched me deeply, and perhaps it
has a great meaning. He was a great devotee of this verse: Ananyashchintayanto
mam ye janah paryupasat; tesham nityabhiyuktanam yogakshemam vahamyaham. He
was so confident of the help that he would receive from the Almighty that he
was carefree in life, poverty stricken though he was. Practically, he was
living a life of begging from the neighbourhood. Yet he was so confident that
he would receive what he wants because of the promise that the Almighty gives
in this great ordinance. One day he had nothing to eat; second day he went starving;
third day there was nothing to eat, children were crying, the mother in the
house was weeping. "Is God dead, is He alive? What is the meaning of your sloka?
Throw out this Bhagavadgita," said the old mother. The poor man was
flabbergasted, he wept, "Is this proclamation false? There is no truth in this
statement?" Down goes the Bhagavadgita - he struck that verse with a nail.
Those days, scriptures were written on a palm-leaf, not a printed paper like
this. He struck with a nail the verse written on a palm-leaf, tore it up, threw
it away and went out in disgust that no God exists. "We are dying and nothing
comes - and yet, there is this promise." The old man went; very interesting
story for you to hear. He went weeping in the streets. The story goes that one
boy came running with a bag of rice on his back and with some rations and many
other things on his head - a large hoard - and threw it on the verandah of the
house, but his tongue was bleeding. The mother of the house came out and asked,
"Who are you? What is it that you are bringing?" "These are the rations sent by
your master; the father of the home has sent this - I will go." "Thank you very
much, but why are you bleeding? What happened to your tongue?" "Oh," the boy
said, "I was a little delayed in bring you these things, and your man was so
angry with me that he tore my tongue." "Oh, I see. What a cruel fellow! I did
not know this." He vanished - the boy vanished. After the old man came home,
the lady was down upon him. "What happened, are you mad? You tore the tongue of
that boy because he came a little late?" The old man said, "Which boy? I never
sent any boy." Then the lady described the whole story. The old man burst into
tears, cried, and then told the lady, "From today, you are my Guru, you had darshan of Lord Krishna; I had not that fortune." Who else could have brought this
costly stuff, and this indication of the torn tongue shows that it was nothing
but divine dispensation that so grandly operated. God is never unkind, He is
never unjust, He is never cruel, He never does harm to anybody - such is God.
There is some sort of message that we seem
to receive from the meaning that we can read between the lines in the ninth and
the tenth chapters - everywhere He is present, sometimes more pronounced in His
manifestations, sometimes not so manifest. Yadyadvibhutimatsattvam
shrimadurjitameva va; tattadevavagaccha tvam mama tejomshasambhavam:
Wherever there is exaltation of any kind, power, knowledge, capacity, whatever
it is, a super-normal manifestation of anything in this world, it may be
artistic capacity, literature, music, administration, whatever it can be -
where there is a super-normal expression of this characteristic or endowment,
know thou, I am present there." Not that He is not present anywhere else; this
will be seen in the eleventh chapter that He is present even there where He is
not pronouncedly present or markedly visible.
We are taken gradually to giddy heights
where God's preponderance, superintendence and all-inclusiveness engulfs not
merely human individuality and the isolated existence of jivas, but
absorbs all of our rules and regulations, predilections, studies, power and
knowledge into His bosom, so that He stands unparalleled. There is no second,
either above or below or right or left or anywhere. This is the might of God,
and there is no one to behold this might except He Himself. It is the Glory of
God, beheld by God only, and He sees Himself, He loves Himself; He is what He
Is. To this height Arjuna's mind has to be taken, and the minds of every one of
us have to be led. Then we shall no more feel a necessity to exist as we are
today. The love of this body, the greed after self-justification, this craving
of the jivas will no more feel the necessity to receive recognition from
anywhere, as a disease would not like to be recognised. This so-called
independence of ours can be compared to an illness, like a carbuncle that has
grown on the Universal All-Comprehensiveness. Who would justify it? Who would
like to maintain it for a long time? This is a disease, but as one can love one's
own disease, so one can love one's own ego, this body and everything that is
connected with it.
Deluded man, totally oblivious to his
glorious goal, foolish in his pursuits, regards himself as all-master in this
world, which may carry on and continue for some time until God takes up his rod
and tolerates it no more. And there cannot be a greater evil in this world than
self-justification. Every other evil follows from this: audacity, tyranny,
despotism - all these follow from self-justification. A little bit of long rope
is given by God Himself to every one of us, so we may live in our own fool's
paradise for the time being and we may rule in the hell that we have created
here. That is okay; for some time, enjoy your hell. But when adharma,
incomparable adharma which is this egotism of man, goes to heights, to
the breaking-point, then God Himself cannot tolerate it anymore. He takes up
His cudgels and there is a dissolution of the cosmos. And, when He takes up the
reigns of rule in His Hands, the rule in the kingdom of individuals not only
does not operate, but powerfully gets communed with this universal rule of the
kingdom of the Absolute.
All this is told to Arjuna and he weeps, "Mighty
Lord, I cannot understand what You are speaking. I am in a state of
consternation, my mind is not working, I do not know where I am standing. You
are describing a glory in a manner which my mind, my reason, is not expected to
contain or understand. What is this 'might' , this 'glory' , this 'grandeur' ,
this 'completeness' , this 'absoluteness' - it is possible for me to behold
this?" That is the question in the earlier verses of the eleventh chapter. "Who
can behold It?" This eye which sees through the microscope or the telescope is
not the instrument to see the Almighty. We have but only these eyes, these two
eyes. They cannot see that All-being. An integral vision is necessary to behold
this integrality of existence. The superficial, phenomenal eye sees diversity everywhere,
but distinction between the seer and the seen is not the tool that you can
employ in the vision of the Absolute. So the Great Lord says, "You cannot
behold this Being, this Mighty Form of Mine, with these two eyes. I shall endow
you with a third eye." This third eye is an integral intuition, the total
consciousness, the whole of our being welling up into action - the Atman
beholding Brahman. That miracle seems to have taken place by some magical
action of the Almighty, and we cannot understand how it took place. We have
only to accept it; it has been there, it is there, and there is nothing more to
say about it.
What did Arjuna see? Well, when we say 'saw'
or 'see', we should understand that it is not 'seeing' with these two eyes,
because it is already mentioned that the two eyes of man, the mortal eyes,
cannot behold the Immortal. He saw a miracle. These sentences we are using are
inadequate to the purpose; we are using fragile words of mortal language for
describing the characteristics of Immortal Existence. Like a frog in the well
describing the ocean - this is how we are describing the Almighty. Whatever be
our description, it falls short, badly, from that Mighty, Super-Nature. It is
impossible to describe the meaning of the eleventh chapter. It just stands
unparalleled in poetic excellence, and an exuberance of philosophic abundance.
We have to read it for ourselves; our soul has to read it - not merely our
eyes. Vyasa, the great author of the Bhagavadgita, goes into raptures, as it
were, in giving a description of this rapturous experience of Arjuna, and
poetry is the only way of expressing such miracles and wonders and marvels and
majesties. Prose is poor - poetry is supreme here, and the poetry in Sanskrit
here goes to its heights. When we are in a state of rapture, we speak anything
that we like - any word that comes from us is holy at that time. It is the
Divine Word that we speak because we are in ecstasy of Self-possession,
God-Possession - it is a Veda that comes from our mouth when God possesses us
and we speak at that moment. This great vision is difficult to have because God
is 'All' and He cannot tolerate the presence of another 'all' external to Him.
There cannot be two kingdoms of God. If we establish our own kingdom here, on
earth, vying with the eternal kingdom of the Absolute, then we may rule our
kingdom well in the way we are having here in it; but this empire of ours
cannot reach that divine empire.
Na vedayajnadhayanairna danairna ca
kiryabhirna taopbhirugriah; evamrupah sakya aham nrloke drastum tavadyena
kurupravira: Not anything that man can do or an
individual is capable of, can be considered as adequate for this purpose. What
is necessary is the total abnegation of oneself. God does not require anything
from us - no prasad or sacrament. Nothing can be offered to God because
everything belongs to Him. There is nothing with us because we possess nothing
here. What can we offer to Him? Perhaps the last thing that we have is our own
individuality, our egoism, our personality, our being. God asks that we may be
offered to Him, and not anything that we may have. He does not want a temple to
be built for Him, a house of brick and mortar, calling it a chapel or a church.
He does not want any offering because all these offerings are not our
properties. We are offering to Him what does not belong to us - this is not a
charity. But what we consider as our property is ourself only. The last thing
that we can part with, the dearest and the nearest of our possessions, that
object which we love most, it is our own self - let this love melt into
God-love.
Bhaktya tvanayaya sakya ahamevamvidho - This bhakti, this devotion spoken of here, is not a little
lip sympathy that we show to God. It is not a bowing of the head, it is not the
folding of the hands or the striking of the cheeks - it is the melting of
ourselves in the menstruum of God-Being. We can only speak, but our reason
cannot grasp what all this means - Matkarmakrnmatparamo madbhaktah
sangavarjitah; nirvairah sarvabhutesu yah sa mameti. Again to repeat, Ananyashchintayanto mam ye janah paryupasate; tesham nityabhiyuktanam
yogakshemam vahamyaham. Recite this sloka every day - contemplate
its meaning. Nobody can harm us. There is nobody who is not under the
subjection of God's rule, and therefore when we are in communion with this
Great Master of the World, who can do harm to us? The whole army of God will
protect us, provided we are honestly in fraternal relation with Him and we
regard Him as All-in-All. In a way, the response from God is proportionate to
the response from us in respect of Him. The way in we envisage Him, or
contemplate Him, or understand Him, that perhaps is the way in which He will
respond. "As you do to Me, so I shall do to you - what you think of Me, that I
will think of you - and what you give Me, that I also give you." If we give
ourselves, God will give Himself. God does not give any material prosperity,
though He can give that also. But when He Himself gives His Own Being, why
should we expect any material prosperity? Do we not think that God is more than
all matter, all the wealth of all creation? But God will offer Himself only
when we offer ourselves to Him - not before. If we offer only a tidbit or
tinsel, the response will be of the same type.
Thus it is that the Self-offering of God is
an automatic, instantaneous occurrence as a response to the whole-souled
offering of ourselves to Him. Here is bhakti reaching its culmination,
its logical completion. The word 'bhakti' is not the proper word to
describe this condition. It is not jnana, it is not bhakti, it is
not yoga - it is every blessed thing. When we love a thing with all our soul,
with all our heart, with all our being, we do not know how to describe it in
our language. It is not devotion, it is not affection - it is something more
than all this. Do not use any words from language; it is something more. Thus
is the devotion, thus is the bhakti that is the surrender, that is the
yoga and that is what is expected of us here when we reach the supreme
culmination of yoga which is the vision of the Absolute in the Vishvarupa.
Jnatum drastum ca tattevna pravestum ca: To know It, to visualise It and to
enter into It. These are the duties of man, finally. God-realisation is the
goal of life. Union with God, entry into God, merging into the Absolute is the
final goal of all things everywhere, all beings, living, non-living, visible,
invisible.
Thus, yoga is an art of attaining to
God-consciousness. The various types of yoga, which are the ways we understand
for the purpose of this grand culmination, are described in the twelfth
chapter, briefly, later on.
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