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A dissatisfaction with prevailing conditions arises by a comparison and
contrast with an ideal which is supposed to be promising full satisfaction.
This principle, this finding, may be regarded as the origin of what we may call
the religious consciousness. We have to draw a distinction between religion,
and religious consciousness.
To give a popular, homely example, electricity is a common operative force
which can heat, which can freeze, which can cause motion and perform several
functions. The variegated differences in these technological operations do not
make electricity itself a multiplicity in its constitution. The electric power
is a compact, integrated operation, which can act in many ways according to the
medium through which it is made to express itself. So is the case with religion
and what I would like to call religious consciousness.
There are many religions in this world. All of you must be knowing the
nomenclature of these religions. The differences that we observe among the
various religions in the world arise due to factors such as geographical,
cultural, ethnic, and anthropological backgrounds of people in whose proximity
these performances and gestures and activities called religion originate.
Religions are conditioned forms of the religious consciousness, just as the
technological activities of an electric current are conditioned operations of
an otherwise single force called power.
We have to consider deeply what all this means, finally, in our life. What
are we asking for? This question cannot be answered fully by any person. Ask
anyone, “What do you want? What are you seeking? What is it that you need?”
Though everyone knows that there is a want, a requirement, and a need, no one
can explicitly describe the nature of this requirement fully. No one can answer
the question, “What do you want?”
It is surprising that while we know that there are various needs that we
feel in our life, we cannot name them. We just nod our heads a hundred times
and cannot say anything about our actual requirements, because these
requirements are like chameleons, changing their colours and contours under
different conditions when passed through in the historical process of time. It
is not that we want anything particularly, always, but we need everything at
one time or the other. We do not want anything particularly at all times, but
we require everything under different conditions in the process of history.
This is the reason why we are unable to give a compact and concentrated
answer to the question of what we want. However, if we go into the psychology
of this phenomenon of a dissatisfaction with things in general, we would
realise that it arises because of the perception of something beyond us and
above us. It is only when we recognise the presence of something that is more
than what we are that we are dissatisfied with the present condition of
existence.
There is something above us, more than us, transcending us, and having a
larger dimension than our present personality. The presence of such a thing,
vaguely felt in the mind, disturbs everyone’s heart because the feelings
describe this condition as a contrast between what is and what ought to be. The
‘ought’ is a disturbing factor. The ‘must’ or the ‘must be’ is always
interfering with what is, and what we are experiencing. How does this ‘ought’
arise in the consciousness of a person? Why should we say, “it ought to have
been like this”, “it must be like this”, or “it should be like this”? Why do
such ideas arise in the mind of a person? Why are we not content with whatever
is the present state of affairs?
There is a double personality in each individual. This is not known to any
person. Each one of us belongs, as it were, to two different realms of
existence. On the one hand, we seem to be inhabitants of this world,
conditioned and constrained by the laws operating in this world, which compel
us to behave and act in a particular prescribed manner; but anything that
conditions is detested. No one likes to be restrained by any kind of
regulation, because that regulating principle stands above the one who is
restrained and conditioned. What we cannot tolerate is the presence of
something above, which conditions us, commands us, and obliges us. We do not
like to be obliged. These words are painful. Why should I be obliged to
anybody? That makes me a dependent of someone else. Dependence is death,
virtually; independence is life. The Manusmritti says, “Self-dependence is
freedom and happiness, and dependence on somebody else is veritable hell.”
Under no circumstance would we like to subject ourselves to the commands of
another, because that would not be freedom.
There is, for instance, legal freedom granted to us by the nation to which
we belong. If we obey the laws of the constitution of a particular nation, we
are given a freedom, but a freedom conditioned by the obligation on the part of
the individual to obey these restraints prescribed by the constitution - so
there is, even in the granting of freedom, a conditioning factor. There is an ‘if’,
or a ‘whereas’, that is behind even the freedom granted. We can walk on the
road freely. Nobody objects to that, but there is an ‘if’, and a condition,
even in using the road. Even to walk, there is a rule how to walk on the road.
We are free, but not entirely free. We are told, “It must be like this.” We are
told that we must speak only in this way. It does not mean that we can speak
anything to people. We have to do things in this manner only. We have the freedom
to do, and to act; in that sense, we are liberated individuals, but the freedom
is conditioned by a law that it is possible only under these circumstances.
Every individual is free. Put a question to your own self: Is it possible
for every person to be wholly free? For all people in the world to be entirely
free would be like asking for an infinitude in each person. The whole is the
infinite. Would you like to be infinitely free, or finitely free? You do not
like the word ‘finite’. You would like to be unbounded in your freedom. But the
very existence of another person beside you limits your existence.
So, the freedom that we can have, and we are supposed to be enjoying, is
to the extent that we are able to give this freedom to another, also; the obligation
on our part to give freedom to another limits our freedom, so we are not
entirely free. The asking for perfect freedom is a chimera; it is a hobgoblin;
it does not exist. Life looks wretched, if this is the state of affairs. We can
never have real freedom. Politically, socially, in every manner, we are
restrained, with a camouflage of a satisfaction that under these obligations,
we are free.
People have no time to think along these lines. Somehow, we have to get
on. “Chalta hai,” (So it goes), we say. We are actually dragging on our
life every day, and not really living it. We are getting on, as they say.
Getting on in life is somehow a kind of satisfaction: “OK, I am getting on.”
But we cannot really be happy with simply getting on. We should not be
vegetating. A tree and plant also exist; they grow, they multiply. We do not
want to live like that. We want a sensible, meaningful life. Here, another
question arises: What is the meaning of “a sensible and meaningful life”? Are
we now living a meaningless life? Here is the philosophical profundity and the
in-depth secret of our personality coming up to the surface of our awareness
telling us that human beings are really wiseacres. Vainglorious, egoist
consciousness prevails in their mind. Each one pats himself or herself on the
back: “Things are getting on all right.” But, it is not going on all right.
When one pain is removed by a particular treatment, that treatment may
cause another pain, for which we may require a second treatment. Philosophy is
the capacity of a person to investigate into the deepest roots of nature, and
the in-depth constitution of existence itself. The ultimate cause, which is the
determining factor of all effects and phenomena in life, has to be probed into.
Philosophy is the search for the ultimate causes of everything, not tentative
causes. Why does it rain? It has a cause: The heat of the sun is converting the
sea water into vapour, and the wind blows in some particular direction,
converting these vaporous things into water particles, and then by ecological
laws, rain falls. This is a tentative answer as to the cause of rainfall. By
why should the sun be so interested in vaporising the water of the ocean? Why
should the wind cooperate in this work? Why should the water particles collide
and create lightning and thunder? What is the meaning of all this? This
requires a probe further inside, as to the causes behind these apparently clear
causes.
There is a cause behind every cause. There is a concatenation of causal
factors, one behind the other. We cannot even know who is the origin of our
parentage. Who are your parents? So-and-so. Who are the parents of these
people? Somebody. Who are the parents of these? Go on like that. Let us find
out from where this heritage starts - who is the first parent, from where the
lineage started - until we reach the immediately visible parents, through whom
you appear to have been born into this world. Even here is a failure. You
cannot even know the origin of your parentage.
You cannot even know why your name is what it is. Who told you that your
name is what it is? No, you cannot give a clear answer. “My name is this.” But,
how do you know that? Here again, you are caught in a dilemma. Somebody in your
childhood pumped some sound into your ears: “Your name is this, your name is
this.” The child goes on hearing this again and again, and accepts that the
name is this. So, the name that you are associated with comes from an action
that is outside yourself; therefore, the name cannot be your intrinsic quality.
Likewise are the difficulties in finding out the causes of things.
We generally wonder at the phenomena of nature. We can explain nothing.
Why does the sun rise in a particular direction? Why do the planets soar around
the sun? What are the stars? How far away are they from us? What is the role
that the earth plays in this family of the revolving planets? Why does not one
planet fall on another planet? Why does not the sun fall on our head? We do not
know. We cannot say. We do not speak about these things.
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