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It is an indisputable fact that what we value the most is life itself. It is
not many among us that have a correct understanding of the nature of life,
though we all know that life is what is the most valuable. We cannot conceive
of anything more desirable than life, and this notion we cherish even without
having a correct grasp of the true nature of life. On a careful investigation
of what we mean by life, we understand that life includes everything that is
comprehended by the fact of our being aware. The principle of
consciousness includes the totality of our life.
Concept of Self
Life
is attended with a kind of knowledge, consciousness, understanding,
intelligence, awareness. When I say that I live, I mean that I have
self-consciousness, whether it is implicit or explicit. It is implicit in the
vegetable kingdom. It is explicit in the human kingdom. It is in a stage of transition
in the animal kingdom. Life can be defined as the process of the development of
consciousness, whatever be the degree of its manifestation in any particular
individual. Taking into consideration the phenomenon of human life, we find
that life is based essentially on experience. And what do we mean by
experience? If you ask an ordinary man what he means by life's experience, he
will not be able to give you a correct logical definition of it. But from the
explanation of it which he will try to give, you will draw the conclusion that
he means by 'experience of life' the series of the processes of the reception
of sensations from outside, the ordering of the sensations into perceptions and
the converting of the perceptions into concepts, and then the passing of a
judgment on whatever was originally experienced sensuously.
Empirical
Life
The
five senses of knowledge form the basis of ordinary life. It is this that we
refer to as temporal life, mundane life, empirical life, or earthly life,
because it is based on the consciousness of the world presented to us by the
senses. To put it concisely, experience is brought about in us by the senses.
So we call this the sense-world, the world that is known or experienced by the
senses. The man who relies upon the values of this material world is said to
live in a world of the senses. He is confined to the functions of the senses,
and his intellectual or rational judgments are based on what he experiences
through the senses.
Just
reflect for a while as to what ideas you have in your minds. You will find that
you cannot think of anything which you have not seen or heard. You can stretch
your imagination to the farthest limit, but you will notice that no thought of
anything is possible, which neither the eyes have seen, nor the ears have
heard. Now, what does this mean? It means that our life is based on
sense-experience. Even our idea of God is tinged by the ideas of the objects of
the senses. Our logical scrutiny, our intellectual judgment, is based on what
we know through the senses. We need not pride ourselves over our
intellectuality, for an intelligent student of philosophy or science will
detect that our judgments, even if they are rational, are ultimately based on
sense-experience. We are better than animals in the sense that we are able to
order sense-perceptions into intellectual concepts, and exercise a determined
will over them, whereas the animals are not able to do so. That is why we say
that a human being is rational, while the animal is only instinctive. Great
thinkers have held that even our rational activity can be resolved into
instinctive roots. The sages of yore, men of wisdom, the Rishis, have declared
that human experience is not all, that the intellect is limited, because it is
not capable of comprehending things as they are really in themselves. The life
of reason is that of ordered instinct.
Yet
there is one special feature which we have to notice in human experience which
distinguishes it from instinctive life. Human life is centred in
self-consciousness, i.e., all experiences in man are referred to a unit of the
self, the 'I'. When the 'I' is recognised in an object, it becomes a 'he,' a
'she', or an 'it'. All these are comprehended by what we mean by the 'I'. The
'I' is an individual unit to which all sense-experiences are referred. You may
call it my self or your self, as you please. This particular unit called the
self is the point of reference in all experience. 'I see', 'I hear', 'I taste',
'I feel', 'I touch', 'I am happy', and 'I am sorry': all these experiences are
tagged on to the fundamental unit of the 'I'. There is no such thing as 'you'
or 'he', in truth, for these also are only the 'I' objectified. These are the
'I' as observed in objects outside the centre of perception. If life is
experience, if experience is given to us through the senses, and if all
experiences refer to the self, what is life? Life is an interpretation of the
self. This may be done through the senses, through the intellect, or a faculty
higher than the intellect; but all reference has ultimately to be made to the
self. Suppose the self or the 'I' is completely abolished from life, experience
would be impossible. Without the 'I' there is no experience, no life. There
cannot be the process of seeing without an individual seeing. There cannot be
an experience without a basic substratum of experience. There is thus a self -
you may call it my self, your self, or any kind of self. The self is an
experiencing unit which is endowed with the faculties of conception, perception
and sensation. The whole life of man in centred in the idea of the self. Minus
the self, the world is not. There is then no experience whatsoever - nothing is
possible without the existence of this basic entity of the self.
Spatio-Temporal
Personality
Now,
what is this self? We began the analysis with immediate experience through the
senses. Then we rose up to the conception of the self. Now, we have to
understand and interpret the self. "What is self?" Put this question to anyone.
"You say: 'your self', 'my self', etc. What do you mean by 'you', 'I', 'he' or
'it'?" By this unitary self one ordinarily means the constitution of the
individuality, the body as an immediate presentation. What again is meant by
this individual unit called 'body'? This object situated in space and time,
exhibiting intelligence, the spatio-temporal personality conditioned by
causation, is, then, this 'I'.
The
material form, the bodily self, is the self known by the common man. When I
say, "I feel heat" or "I feel cold", I refer to this material or bodily self.
But I do not always live in this material body alone. When I say that I am
hungry or thirsty, I refer to a stratum of self which is higher than the
material one. You may call it the 'vital self'. It is the vital energy
animating my body that is responsible for my feeling of hunger and thirst. That
is why Yogins do not feel hunger and thirst when they control the vital self
through Pranayama. The physical body is the gross form of another order of self
animating it from within, as force or energy, the vital self. And when I refer
to myself as being happy or sorry, I do not refer either to the bodily self or
the vital self, but to the mental self. It is the mind that is happy or sorry,
not the body or the Prana. When I say, 'I understand', or 'I do not
understand', 'I am wise', or 'I am ignorant', I refer to the intellectual self,
and not to the bodily self, the vital self, or even the mental self.
We are, ordinarily, not aware of any other form of the self than these. We live
either in the body or in the Prana or in the mind or in the intellect. The
highest living faculty manifest in this material universe is the intellect. The
human being is not endowed with any power superior to the intellect or reason.
Therefore, man calls himself a rational being. Now, viewing our analysis with a
retrospective effect, we find that life is experience, experience ordinarily is
sensuous, and experience is referred to a self. And the self is manifest in
various layers of personality - the material, the vital, the mental and the
intellectual. Even here we do not exhaust the function of the self.
Objectification
of Self
Consider your position in society. You are not satisfied with referring
all experiences merely to your personal or individual self. You have a
consciousness of something wider than your own personality. If you are the head
of a family, you will find that your consciousness of the self is extended to
the family. You are not confined merely to your body, to your mind, or to your
intellect, but your self expands into the family. "If the family is happy, I am
happy. If the family is sorry, I am sorry. If the family is dead, I feel as
though I am dead." Here the individual has transferred the characteristics of
the self to the family, and the characteristics of the family are superimposed
on the self. Herein is disclosed one of the striking features of human life.
Life, though it is confined to the idea or the notion of the self, is not
always confined to the individual or the bodily self. It expands itself into
the group-life or the family-life. This is the meaning behind the usual
attachment of self to the family. The self is transferred, as it were, to the
totality of bodies constituting the family. From the outside this appears to be
a wider form of self. A person who sacrifices his life for his family is
supposed to be more altruistic, in the ordinary sense of the term, than the one
who lives for his own bodily comfort. When a person lives merely for his own
body, you call him selfish, and if he does so for the sake of the family, you
say that he is more unselfish.
Extension
of Self
The
extension of the self does not come to an end with the family. It extends
itself, sometimes, to the society or the community to which one belongs. A
person is capable of identifying his self with the community, a vast society
consisting of many members, many families or many villages. Here, as one
commonly thinks, altruism is increased further. A person who confines himself
merely to his family is considered to be more selfish than a person who
identifies himself with a vast society or a group of human beings. We may call
this form of the self the community-self.
Further on, the self may expand itself to the nation. A patriotic person may
sacrifice his life for the sake of the country. He feels that his self is
spread over the country, not restricted to his family or community. Here the
self has moved itself externally to such an extent that it goes beyond the
ordinary notion of self which people usually are familiar with. There are
people who have died for the sake of their country, because they never felt
that the self is the body or the individual personality, that the self is the
family or a small group of their own, but that the self has the whole country
or the nation for its sphere of operation. We say the patriot is the most
unselfish man, because he works for a wider form of the self, a country-self,
or a national self. But there are others who live for the whole world, whose
self gets itself identified with the entire humanity, not merely with a
particular country or a nation. These are patriots of a still higher order.
They lead the life of the consciousness of the world itself. Here the self has
expanded itself to the being of all the inhabitants of the earth.
Superimposition
Are
there, then, many selves - an individual self, a family-self, a community-self,
a national self, a world-self? Is there a multiplicity of selves in the world?
This question can be answered only if we know what the self can be, ought to
be, or is. Let us bring back to our minds the result of our analysis. We began
with the analysis of sense experience. We referred it to the unit of the self.
Then we began to take notice of the different forms taken by the self in this
world of space and time. Now we are in a position to answer the question: "What
is life?"
Life
is a function of the self, whatever be the extent of its manifestation in the
space-time world. We may say that life, as we know it, is, as a whole,
empirical. By the word 'empirical' we mean 'connected with or known in
sense-experience'. Though the life of the individual self is apparently
transcended in the self which gets identified with the family or the society or
the country, you will find that it has not really expanded itself in its
wanderings in these external fields, but has merely transferred its own
personal characteristics to its external environment. The meaning of this
transference can be clear only if we understand what the head of a family does
by identifying himself with his family. Nothing more happens when he identifies
himself with the family than the superimposition of the characteristics of the
individual self to the different members of the family taken as a single unit
of reference.
Fundamental
Urges
What
are the fundamental urges of the individual? Hunger, libido and fame. Hunger is
the foremost among the instincts which limit the individual to a circumscribed
field. "I must feed my body - I must feed every member of my family" is an
instinctive feeling. Here an individual need has been recognised in other
individuals with whom a particular individual has identified himself. There is
also the desire for fame, power, respect and honour. No one wishes to be
censured or degraded.
Everybody
wishes to retain self-respect, self-esteem. This individual characteristic is
transferred to the family. No one wishes that one's family should be censured
or be inferior. "As I am honoured, my family, too, should be honoured and
exalted." These individual characteristics are, again, transferred to the
community. "My community should not be censured, my community should be fed
well." The same feeling is transferred to the nation. "Everybody in my nation
should be fed, nobody in my nation should starve. My country should not be
censured or lowered in any way." The fundamental instincts which drag the
individual to earthly life are the desire for wealth, power and sex-fulfilment.
These fundamental gross urges are transferred in various degrees, gradually,
from the individual to the environment, through family, country, nation, etc.,
which are but names of groups of individuals enjoying common characteristics.
Essential
Self
But
are these the essential properties of the self? Is the self merely an aggregate
of divided bodies? As we have noted before, the self is a centre of experience.
Experience is nothing if it is not attended with awareness or consciousness.
Now, can this consciousness of the self be expanded, in the way stated before,
to the external environment in space and time? Is there any such thing as a
family-self, a community-self or a country-self? Though people identify their
selves with such external forms and suffer or rejoice, those who had the
intuitional experience of the Truth have declared that the self cannot be
divided in such a way.
We
cannot have a multiplicity of selves, because the moment a second self is
posited, it becomes not a self, but a 'not-self,' Anatman. It is something
external to the self. That which is posited as something external to the self
can be experienced only through the senses. Now let us come back to our
previous analysis. Nothing that is not known through the senses is known to
man. So, if there is a second self, it ought to be a body known through the
senses, as everything in this world is an object of the senses. We know the
world merely as made up of particles or bodies of matter. Our own bodies are
the configurations of matter.
So
the external sensible forms of the self ought to be material expressions. They
are not conscious entities. We cannot see consciousness or hear consciousness.
We cannot sense it in any way. There is no such thing as sensuous experience of
consciousness. This leads us to the conclusion that there is no
sense-experience of the Atman. The moment you objectify the self, it becomes a
material body, and not a centre of consciousness. If I know you are
intelligent, it is not because I directly perceive your intelligence, but
because I perceive in you certain effects of intelligence which I perceive in
myself.
So
there is no such thing as objective perception of the self. There is only
inference of the characteristics of the presence of the intelligent self in others.
It is on account of this inference that I deduce that there is a self in you
all. This inference is drawn from my own experience. The fundamental experience
is of the self, not of the 'not-self', not of the family, society or country,
not of anything outside me. The entirety of life, therefore, is based on the
fact of self-consciousness.
Aberration
from Truth
We
have seen how the self gets transferred to external conditions in various
degrees. The self is a centre of consciousness, and it cannot be divided. It is
Akhanda-Satchidananda - indivisible existence-consciousness-bliss. This
is the essential Atman. It is this that erroneously gets identified with
external spatio-temporal conditions. It is this life of self-othering
that is called samsara. Samsara is aberration from Truth, running away
from the centre of Self (Atman). It is the moving away of the Self, as it were,
from Itself, in search of external conditions of Itself. The whole life of samsara
is thus explained by the search of the Self for Itself in conditions outside
Itself. This is the very essence of samsara or mundane becoming. It is
the attempt of the Self to look at Itself through the senses as the objects
external to Itself and then enjoy Itself.
If
I try to possess myself, how can I do it? I cannot possess myself as an object,
for I am what I am. There is no question of desiring myself; but the world is
ruled by desires, by ambitions, cravings, longings, urges and instincts. Why?
Because the Self has been falsely projected to external spatio-temporal
appearances. To withdraw the consciousness of the Self from materialisation
into the existence of external things and conditions is the essence of
spiritual Sadhana; and the essence of worldly life is to believe in the reality
of the presence of these external spatio-temporal phenomena. This is the
distinction between the life worldly and the life spiritual.
Even
the attempt at a withdrawal of the sense-consciousness from outward conditions
and the endeavour to centre it in the Self is a great step taken forward along
the path of spiritual Sadhana. But if we allow the senses to run amuck among
what they consider to be real or true, they will be bound by what they consider
to be true. The essence of evil and sin is belief in things that perish. The
moment we pin our faith in fleeting things, we begin to bind ourselves with
chains created by ourselves, and throw ourselves into the prison-house which we
ourselves have built.
We
suffer on account of a lack of knowledge of the true nature of things. If the
Self should ultimately be a centre of consciousness, and if this consciousness
cannot be more than one, then, there can be only one Self in the universe.
There can be no such thing as a multiplicity of selves. It is very hard for us,
bound souls, to grasp this point, because we are so much wedded to
sense-experience. We have so much identified ourselves with the senses that we
cannot conceive of anything other than what is perceived by us through them. We
are all living in a sense-world. We are all sensual beings, knowing and feeling
in terms of the senses. Such beings the Upanishads refer to as Asuras,
devilish, demoniac, who do not know their own essential divine nature. To be a Sura
or a divine entity one has to turn one's attention from sense-experience to
spiritual realisation.
Aims
of Human Existence
The
wise seers have conceived of four values, or ends of human existence - Dharma,
Artha, Kama and Moksha. They have summed up the entire life of the human being
in the concept of these four values. There is nothing on earth which is not
comprehended by these great aims. Dharma is the ethical value of life, Artha
the material value, Kama the vital value, and Moksha the infinite value. It is
this last which comprehends all the other lower values.
Life
is based on Dharma. It is Dharma that forms the basis of the attainment of even
Moksha, not to speak of Artha and Kama. Bereft of Dharma, there is no scope of
even the justness of Artha and Kama. The scriptures declare that there is no
such thing as eternal enjoyment of any object of this world. We cannot possess
Artha or material objects eternally with Kama or desire for them. Why? Because
such desire is based on the fundamental error of the objectification of the
Self or the separation of the Self into something other than Itself. But a
person who has the consciousness of the unity of the Self lives a happy life in
this world. The ideal of the Karma Yogi sums up this goal of a happy life of
Pravritti.
The
life of the householder, or the Grihastha, is said to be a well-ordered and
regularised attempt to lead the life of Pravritti for the acquisition of Artha
and Kama with the ideal of Moksha as their determining factor. The fulfilment
of desires and the possession of wealth are to be based on Dharma which is an
empirical expression of the nature of Moksha itself. No one can lead a life of
Adharma and be happy, because happiness is the nature of the Self, and Dharma,
too, is an expression of the law of Self. Dharma is not a law imposed upon us
by another external being, not even by any God outside us. It is called
Sanatana, the eternal.
Eternal
Law
The
Dharma of the Eternal is inseparable from the Dharma of our own Self. This
Dharma is conceived of in the Rig-Veda as Rita. There are two significant
words, 'Rita' and 'Satya'. Rita is the order of nature, the regularity which is
visible in the universe. Satya is the Reality behind Rita. We may say that
there is no regularity here, there is only chaos. No. There is no real chaos.
There is system, method, order, regularity, everywhere in the universe, because
this universe is ultimately governed by the Self. It is the body of the
universal Self. It is the external appearance of the Virat Purusha.
There
is one God. He is the Absolute; He is everything. As the different limbs of the
body are held together and comprehended in the consciousness of a single
personality, so the different individuals here are held together and
comprehended in the one consciousness of the Universal Self. Hence there is no
such thing as a multiplicity of selves. My right hand is not different from the
left, as far as 'mine-ness' in regard to them is concerned. If either of these
hands is hurt, I say, "I am hurt." If the foot is hurt, I say, "I am hurt". The
whole body is "I". In the same way the whole universe is "I".
There
can be no existence of the individual self without the Universal Self. We are
expressions of that Self. As the different cells of the body are integrated
into a single personal consciousness, so this Virat Consciousness, the
Ishwara-Chaitanya, integrates the different individuals of the universe into
one whole Being. To be aware of this fact is the fundamental duty of one's
life.
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