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The
great concentration called yoga meditation is somewhat akin to the individual
involved in dream consciousness attempting to concentrate on his own waking
consciousness. It is necessary for every seeker on the spiritual path to know
something about the anatomy of dream experience. Who is awake, and who is in the
state of dream? We just bypass this interesting phenomenon in our daily
existence and imagine that everything is clear to our mind. We dreamt
yesterday, and today we are awake; there is nothing complicated about it. But,
it is intensely complicated. The entire structure or the secret of our
existence is involved in this relationship between waking and dreaming.
Incidentally,
this is exactly the relationship between God and the human individual. What is
the relationship between the mind that is awake, and the mind that is dreaming?
What is the connection? It is the connection between God and every one of us.
There is a frightening inscrutability about our relationship to God. We can
never understand it, because we also cannot understand how we happen to be
dreaming a world quite different in its structure from the experience of the
very same mind in the waking condition. What makes the difference between dream
and waking? The person exists continuously in both the states. That is why
there is a statement often made, "I slept, I dreamt, and now I am
awake." But, who actually dreamt? Is the waking mind dreaming? That would
be a self-contradiction. The waking mind that is ours at present cannot be
regarded as the one that is dreaming, because waking and dreaming cannot go
together. When the one state is, the other state goes. So, it is not true that
the waking consciousness itself is dreaming. Then, who is dreaming?
Nobody
has thought over this problem, because the enigma of the whole creation is so
entangling and deluding that it will not permit even the raising of such
questions. It is like asking a magician, "How did you suddenly produce a
sparrow from your empty hand?" The magician just waves his fist, and opens
it; a bird flies out. If we ask him from where the bird came, he can never
answer the question. He only knows that something came, but he cannot explain
how the bird came out of his empty hand.
We
need not go to gurus, teachers or masters to have an answer to this question.
Each one of you sit quietly, and be sure that you are awake. Put a question to
your own self: "Am I awake? Or, is there a doubt? Do I doubt that I am
awake just now, or am I really awake?" When you put a question like this,
you will start doubting: "Is there something wrong in the question? Why
should I raise a question like this, unless there is a difficulty involved in
it?" Put another question: "How do I know that I am awake just
now?" Have you any proof to establish that you are now in the waking
state? There is no proof, because all proof arises after you have the certainty
and indubitably of the fact of your being awake. If that also is doubted, there
would be no source of proof.So, certain things you take for granted:
"I am awake. The matter is closed. I cannot ask a question to my own self,
'Am I awake?' Am I to go to different people and ask, 'Please tell me, am I
really awake?'" You will not have the courage to ask such questions,
because people will laugh at you that the waking man is asking a question whether
he is awake.
All
right, be convinced that you are awake; to your satisfaction, it is so. But, do
you also dream? When you go to bed and try to fall asleep, you often enter into
a condition called dream. You begin to perceive a large world of space, time
and objects. Now, go on putting a series of questions. "Who is perceiving
this vast dream world of space, time and objectivity?" Don't give me a
glib answer: "I myself am dreaming and I am perceiving space, time and
objects." This is not a correct answer, because now you are speaking from
the waking-consciousness point of view. So, your statement, "I am the
person that dreamt of the world of space-time in dream," is not a
logically perfect answer. I already mentioned that there is a difficulty in
assuming that the waking mind is dreaming the world of dream perception. There
has to be assumed a kind of dreaming mind also - that is to say, a diluted form
of mental operation, which assumes an individuality of its own for the purpose
of getting converted into the location of the observer of the dream.
The
waking world is also perceived by the waking mind. This waking mind has to
assume a locality, a kind of individuality, this bodily existence, in order
that it may behold the world outside. Unless there is a beholder, a perceiver,
there would not be a perceived world outside. That a similar event is taking
place in the dream world is something well known to us, but our difficulty is:
Who is actually perceiving this dream world of space-time and externality? Not
the waking mind, it is certain. A peculiar, unintelligible transformation takes
place in the perceptional process when we enter into the dream world. The
slipping into dream is so quick that there is no one to know that this event
has taken place. When we commit an error, we suddenly do it, though we may
repent for it afterwards. We do not go on logically thinking for days and
nights how an error should be committed, or in what manner we should get angry.
These are sudden occurrences which defy the operation of logic. Yet, it is
necessary to know what is actually happening to us in the dream world. An
individuality is artificially, we may say, created in the dream world -
artificially because it is distinguishable from the waking individuality, and
that newly manufactured individual existence in dream creates a situation of
externality. The whole world of dream has necessarily to be contained in the
structure of what we consider as the waking consciousness.
Is
it not true that the whole world of dream is inside our brain, in our waking
mind? Now, where is the location of the waking mind? Where is the mind situated
at this present moment? Psychologists have many things to say about even the
location of the mind. Some say it is in the heart, some say it is in the
throat, another says it is in the midway point between the eyebrows, some say
it is in the cerebrum, or cerebellum, in the brain cells. But how does this
little force of thought, which we call the mind, manage to modify itself, transmute
itself into a spatio-temporal world in the dream world, and begin to perceive
it? It has to assume another dramatic actor-like role of a conceived
individuality in the dream world, distinguishable from the waking
individuality.
It
is not the waking individual who is actually dreaming the world of dream,
because we cannot have two kinds of experience at the time - we cannot be
waking and dreaming at the same time. This analysis of the relationship between
the dreaming individual and the waking individual may give us some clue as to
the manner in which we have to carry on Yogic meditation. We say that yoga is
principally meditation on God. Nobody has fully succeeded in conceiving the
existence of God with a locality of God involved in it. All sorts of phantasms
arise in the mind when we begin to conceive God's existence. If this difficulty
is to be overcome, for the time being, in the state of a strong imagination, we
transform ourselves into the dreaming individual, and imagine that we are seeing
a dream world: This whole world is the dream world, and I am the dream
individual, who is to wake up into a consciousness which would include within
itself not only myself as the dreamer, but also the whole space-time world of
dream perception. That is the waking mind.
Actually,
that is called God. There is not much of a difficulty in convincing ourselves
about our relationship between God and our own individuality. We need not
scratch our brains very much on this matter by reading too many scriptures, and
all that. The intriguing relationship between the dreaming individual and the
waking individual is also the intriguing relationship between man and God.
Striking this relationship in a conscious endeavor, and becoming aware of what
is actually happening is yoga meditation.
What
does it mean? Can anyone catch the point? I mention once again: Imagine that
this world is a dream world - here we are included within the dream world, as a
perceiver thereof. In our earlier sessions we have taken time to study the
relationship between the perceiver and the perceived world. The world of
perception is involved in the perceiver, and vice versa, the perceiver is
involved in the world of perception. The world does not stand totally outside
us, cut off, without any kind of vital connection. This is so, not only in the
waking world, but also in the dreaming world. In the same way as the events of
the world are connected to our individual existence in this world - physically,
psychologically, socially, in every way - so is the connection between
everything in the dream world with the dreaming individual.
Then,
how do we start meditating on God, the Creator? God the Creator is just the
waking consciousness creating this dreaming world. Where is this God sitting -
how far? We have often put the question: How far is God? God is as far from us
as the waking mind is from the dreaming mind. Each one of you can assess the
length, the distance, between the dreaming individual and the waking
individual. There is certainly a distance, but it is not a measurable distance
in space and time. It is like the distance between death and rebirth. It is an
unimaginable self-transformation that is taking place, where we cease to be
something, and we become another thing at the same time.
As
we cannot understand the relationship between death and rebirth, however much
we may brood over this phenomenon, so also we cannot know what is happening to
us when are awake and the dream world is abolished completely. Where is the
dream world? We have woken up from dream and we do not see the world of dream
at all. All these mountains and rivers and people and the entire population of
humankind that we saw in the vast creation of the dream world - where are they
now, when we are awake? They have not vanished in a sense of negation,
ultimately. They have been absorbed into a wider mind which manifested itself
as a spatiotemporal external world, together with an individuality necessary
for the perceiving of that dream world.
If
you want to wake up into the consciousness of what you call the waking world,
while you are in dream, what will you do? This is a feat of exercise of your
mind. Imagine that you are dreaming and now you want to wake up. Don't take
this as a kind of theoretical argument. It is an actual thing that is
happening, and it will take place again when you depart from this world. So,
place yourself in the context of a dreamer who wants to wake up. What do you
mean by 'waking up'? You have to do something with this world of perception.
You have to deal with it in some way, in order that you may awake. What do you
expect to do with this dreaming world when you want to attain the waking
consciousness? Remember that the world of perception is involved in the perceiver.
To wake up is actually to awaken the whole world that you are perceiving,
because when you have woken up into the waking consciousness, you have not left
the dream world somewhere far away and come individually, unconnected with it.
The world of dream that has come up with you, dissolved at once in the waking
mind. This is what we are trying to do in yoga meditation. This is exactly the
technique of dissolving individuality in universal consciousness -
God-consciousness.
What
exactly is the technique that we have to adopt in dream in order that we may
wake up, and in order that we may not continue dreaming? The operational
faculties causing the dream world have to be restrained. Which are these
operational faculties? They are the eye that sees the dream world, the ear that
hears the dream sound, and so on. The five sensations with which we are quite
familiar should not be allowed to engage themselves intensely in that enjoyment
they call the form of the perception of the world. The consciousness of the
dreamer is together with the consciousness of the seeing eye, and involved also
in its relation with the object that is seen, as is the case in waking. The
object that we see in dream, the faculty of perception that is the eye, which
is the medium of perceiving the world of dream externally, and the
consciousness thereof, are all intertwined, and one cannot be separated from
the other.
We
are eagerly awaiting awakening:"I do not wish to continue dreaming;
I want to wake up into the world of reality." The "world of
reality" - what does it mean, actually? It is something that contradicts
entirely the present perceptional process. Otherwise, the present perception
also will be reality only. A dreamer need not wake up. He can be dreaming for a
lifetime. What is the harm? The dream world is also a reality when it is
dreamt. We can live and eat and drink and sleep and do anything in the dream
world. What is the reason that we have a desire to wake up? The inward impulse
tells us that this is an unreal phantasm. The dream world is a fantasy; it is a
total unreality. The consciousness has to restructure itself, in order that it
may become the so-called waking consciousness.
If
we imagine that we are conscious even in the dreaming condition, there is a way
out from this predicament.It is said that people who dream but do
not know that they are dreaming are bound souls. People who dream and are aware
at the same time that they are dreaming are philosophers, saints and the sages.
They are also dreaming. A philosopher, a saint and a sage also see the world,
but they see it as a dream object. The other type of people, who are bound, do
not know that they are dreaming. A dreaming individual cannot know that it is a
dream. It is the only reality. So are the people in this world not conscious of
anything beyond this world.This world is all, and everything is fine, and
nothing is wrong with it. This wrong conviction that this world is totally
real, and there is nothing beyond it in a higher waking consciousness, has to
be tackled properly. For this purpose, yoga meditation is to be practiced.
The
meditational process, therefore, is to imagine strongly that one is dreaming
this world. Since the dreaming is possible only when the sense organs of dream
also are active, they have to be withdrawn. Self-restraint, which is
virtually sense control, becomes the precondition for the other type of
concentration on the higher level of consciousness in yoga meditation.
There
are many methods of meditation.I am describing today one method - the
transmutation of dream consciousness into waking consciousness.For this
purpose, continuously we have to be aware that this world is a dream world. It
should not be taken as a world of reality.It requires great vigilance in
the form of non-attachment. If our sense organs get attached to their
corresponding objects, they are supposed to be attached to those objects. A
vigilant mind withdraws the sensation of connection of the sense organs with
the corresponding objects thereof, and ceases from focusing attention on the
sense objects. It becomes desireless. This analytic mind will not be
attached to anything in the world afterwards, because attachment is to get
involved in the dream world, and then it will prevent you from waking up.
Suppose you do not succeed in this art - with all your effort, you are not
successful in withdrawing the sense organs completely from the world of dream,
which is this world of so-called perception, and you die in this process. What
happens?
You
may be under the impression that the dream has gone, because you are
dead.It is not so. Though death of the physical body has taken place, the
impulse in the mind to project a dream world has not died. That
reincarnates.That unfulfilled, unrestrained impulse, which has the habit
of creating a dream world through the operation of the dream sense organs,
concretises itself, centralises itself in some location in an imagined
space-time, and takes rebirth, manufacturing a form, a body suitable for
experiencing the very same dream experience which was cut off in the earlier
incarnation due to its separation from the body.
So,
death is not liberation.It is a continuance of bondage. If we do not want
to go on continuing the chain of bondage and do not wish to be reborn a
thousand times for the sake of being in this very hell of erroneous perception,
we have to put forth serious effort, day in and day out, to see, first of all,
that the sense organs are not attached to their corresponding objects. We do
not go on looking at things; the desire for seeing cinema, video, etc., must be
withdrawn because we are seeing the dream world.Similarly, the desire of
the ear to hear sounds which appear to be very melodious and enrapturing, the
desire to eat delicious things, touch soft things, and various other fantastic
desires of the ego-consciousness all have to be subdued and centralised in a
will that concentrates on its higher degree of reality, which is God, which is
the Creator of the world, which is the Absolute - which is our own higher Self.
The waking mind will act like the enemy of the dreaming mind if there is no
harmonious relationship between one and the other, because the dreaming mind is
a manufactured entity out of the waking mind only. So, the law of the waking
mind operates in the dream world. Thus, the law of the Cosmic Mind operates in
this whole process of world perception.
These
ideas are not easy to entertain in the mind. In scriptures like the Yoga
Vasishtha and certain verses of the Mandukya Karika of Gaudapada, such analyses
are carried on to logical perfection to tell us our real fate in this world of
sensory perception. We cannot enjoy this world. There is really no such thing
as enjoying, as there is no enjoying in the dream world, except in a form of
utter stupidity.So, whoever enjoys this world is a stupid
person.That is all we have to conclude, from the point of view of the
reality which is the higher Atman, which is to pull up the lower one which is
dreaming, eating the fruit of samsara, as is illustrated in the analogy
of the two birds in the Mundaka Upanishad. In this tree of the world, this
creation, two birds are perched on one branch. One bird is sitting quiet; he is
not interested in the fruit thereof.But the other bird is engaged in
eating the sweet fruits - so much engaged in eating the puri and kheer
that he does not even know another bird is sitting there. Sometimes, in a good
lunch, we will not be even aware that another person is sitting nearby because
we are thinking only of the lunch. In this bhandara of world perception,
we have completely forgotten that there is another Atman above us, which is
watching us like a spy; we are totally unconscious of Its Being, and one day It
will take action.Like a policeman arresting, the higher mind may arrest
this lower mind involved in the eating of the sweet fruit.
Actually,
it is not sweet. It is an action-reaction process which is mistaken for the
sweetness of the experience of life, says the Yoga Vasishtha. Neither sugarcane
juice is sweet, nor lemon fruit is bitter. They are only reactions set up by
the palate in respect of the constitutional pattern of the object outside.
Neither is anything beautiful, nor is anything ugly; neither is anything sweet,
nor is anything bitter.All these differences are the action-reaction
process, which you will realise when you wake up from this dream world.
You
will be wonderstruck that this malady has gone. All the sorrow of dream has
gone! You take a deep sigh, and go for your work in the waking world. Likewise,
a miraculous transformation will take place if this dream contact is struck off
from the connection it has with the dreaming individuality by yoga meditation,
one technique of which, I mentioned today, which is the analysis of the
relationship between the dreaming individual and the waking individual, who
Himself is God Almighty.
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