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Here is the drama of life. But the drama is a tragedy, unfortunately. It has
ended in our anguish and poignant feeling; and, something is dead wrong in
all things. Even in our pursuit of pleasures in life, we are passing through
endless pains. Life has been ever an intriguing, miserable, yet desirable thing.
Everyone knows what an amount of misery the world can inflict upon us, and
yet how pleasurable it appears. The misery and the pleasure of life that face
us day in and day out, with which we collide every moment of time, this double
attitude of the world in respect to us and this dual experience that we have
in respect to the world are explainable only by the fact that we are in Virat
even just now, because a real separation from it is unthinkable, unimaginable—impossible,
totally. And yet, on the other hand, we have somehow got into the mischief
of imagining that the Virat is our object of sense. So, this dual attitude
of ours is responsible for the dual reaction that is set up by the world in
respect to us, in the form of simultaneous pleasure and pain. We like the world,
and dislike the world, also. There is nothing in the world which we like or
dislike wholly. The reason is this, which I have just mentioned.
The analysis that we have conducted through the study of this process of perception,
epistemologically, lands us in a necessity to understand what this world is
made of. Whether the world is outside us or not outside us, what is it made
of, finally? What is its substance? The cosmology through which we have traversed
in a bare outline has revealed that the whole physical universe is constituted
of the five elements—earth, water, fire, air, ether, or in Sanskrit, prithvi,
apas, tejas, vayu, akasha. What do we find in this world, except these
five elements—earth, water, fire, air, ether? Nothing else—nothing
more, nothing less. All that we see, all that we hear, all that we smell, taste
and touch is nothing but these five elements in one form or the other, in their
permutations and combinations. What is this world made of? These five elements;
that is all.
And what are we made of, as a part of this world? Our body is nothing but an
admixture of these five elements. This bone, and this flesh, and this skin,
and this marrow, these muscles, this body that we are, is composed of the five
elements—earth, water, fire, air, ether. The physical, the chemical,
the biological substance of our individuality is nothing but these five elements
only, in some percentage of mixture as a chemical mixture.
Some people are tall, some are short, some are stout, some are thin, some are
black, some are white, some are brown, some are of this colour, some are of
that colour. All this is due to the quantity of the elements that have gone
into the body and the percentage of each element that is present in the different
bodies. However, there is nothing in us except these five elements, whatever
be the percentage of the presence of them.
What are we made of, physically? The five elements. What is the physical world
made of? The five elements. What is there between us and the world outside?
Nothing except the five elements. Is there is nothing between us and the world?
Yes. How is it, then, that we think that the world is outside us when there
is nothing to distinguish us from the world?
Can anybody explain this mystery, when the space that is apparently between
us and another object is also part of the constitution of the very object,
including our own bodies? Our notion that things are outside us remains a mystery
for us. We, ourselves, cannot know how this has happened. It is a psychological
mystery, more than a physical one. Physically, astronomically, even chemically
or biologically, there seems to be no reason for us to believe that things
are outside us. Even an analysis through physics will tell us this notion is
unfounded; yet it is strong, like flint, and it cannot be broken through. Hence,
this distinction that we draw between ourselves and the things outside should
be attributed to a psychological mix-up, and not a physically existent something.
We are non-aligned, psychologically. Something is wrong with our minds. That
is why I told you the other day that, in a sense, we are abnormal persons,
though we do not appear to be madcaps meant for a mental home. That there is
something seriously wrong with us is something that we can know by an in-depth
analysis of what we are. If something is not basically wrong with us, then
we would not be in such a miserable plight, right from birth to death. We seem
to have had not a moment of real peace in our life which is unadulterated and
unmixed with pain. We have never seen unmixed joy. It has always been mixed
up with some percentage of sorrow at the back or in the front.
Why should it be so? Because this joy, this sorrow of ours, is an experience
we are passing through as a necessary consequence of this mistake in our psyche.
Yoga is the panacea for this illness of the individual, the so-called ‘I’,
the ego, our personality, the ‘I’ or the ‘me’, whatever
it be, whatever we may be, and so on. Yoga philosophy and psychology analyses
threadbare the structure of the universe and the makeup of the individual.
This world is made up of five elements. Yes; that seems to be clear to us.
And our bodies are also made up of the same five elements. Yet, this psyche
is playing a very important role in creating a distinction between ourselves
and other things, managing to convert the whole world into an object of sensation.
Thus, yoga is supposed to be the restraint of the senses from operating in
this manner—amounting to a total self-restraint
Yoga is control of the self—chitta vritti nirodha—the
check that we put on the various modifications of the mind which compel us
to see things as if they are outside. The world is made up of the same thing
that we are made of, outwardly as well as inwardly. Externally, the world is
five elements and, externally, we are also the five elements. But, we are something
more than the five elements. We have inner mechanisms which cannot be identified
with, or mixed with, the five elements. The sensations as we have been mentioning
are not to be identified with the material stuff called the body. Matter cannot
know anything. It is dead, as it were. The knowledge of the existence of the
material world cannot be attributed to the existence of the world itself. Matter
does not know matter without consciousness.
Inside the body we have the vital breath—the energy, so called, the prana—operating
in many ways as the pressure exerted on inhalation, exhalation, deglutition,
digestion, movement, circulation of blood, and so on. There is an unceasing
activity going on inside us in the form of the movement of the prana. The
moment we are alive in any sense of the term, the prana operates.
Even before we come out of the mother’s womb, the prana acts.
We are living beings even inside the womb; we do not become alive only after
coming out. So, we can imagine from which time onwards the prana is
with us. It is with us until it departs by severing its connections with the
physical body. The prana is the dynamo, the powerhouse, as it were,
which pumps energy to the senses and makes them active. The power of the senses
is really the power of the prana. If the dynamo stops working, the
senses will wither completely and become inactive.
The senses are connected with both the prana and with the mind. The
senses are certain intermediary operations between the vital sheath and the
mental sheath. Inside the physical body there is the prana, and there
is a set of senses: the senses of knowledge and the senses of action. Ten senses
are there, which are urged by the mind with an intention to fulfill a certain
purpose. The impulsion from the mind is the directive force behind the activity
of the senses. The senses are affiliated, therefore, to the prana as
well as to the mind. The prana supplies the energy necessary for the
movement of the senses; and the mind tells the senses where to go and what
to do—just as a soldier receives energy by the food that he takes and
the exercises that he undergoes, but his movements are directed by the order
of a general who is his commander. The senses are like soldiers who receive
sustenance from the prana, but get directed by the mind in the way
they have to act.
So we have inside the body the vital sheath, the senses and the mind. The mind
is a general term that we use to indicate the process of thinking, determinately
as well as indeterminately, particularly as well as generally. Thinking, as
well as doubting, are the functions of the mind—manas, as it
is known in Sanskrit. Thinking is an activity of the mind, by which it becomes
aware of the presence of something. When we think, we are thinking something.
That something is the object of the mind, of which it is aware—aware
either specifically or generally, determinately or indeterminately. For instance,
when we are aware of something outside us, we do not know what we are seeing,
though we know that something is there in front of us. When we definitely know
what it is that is in front of us, it is definite knowledge, determinate awareness.
In twilight or when there is a mist in the atmosphere, etc., we may not be
able to discover as to what is in front of us. Whether it is a human being
or an electrical pole, we do not know; yet, we know that something is there: “I
can see that there is something which is visible to my eyes.” This consciousness
of the presence of something in an indefinite way, in an indeterminate manner,
is generalised thinking. And when it is clear, it is determinate thinking: “It
is a man, not a post.”
The intellect is superior to the mind and is more interior than the mental
sheath. It is a purified form of knowing, whereas the mind is characterised
by the impurity of a little bit of rajas and tamas, distraction
and torpidity. The intellect decides as to what action is to be taken or what
relationship is to be established in regard to that which has now been seen
as a determinate something. When we have a definite knowledge of the object
that is in front of us, the intellect comes to a conclusion and decides: “This
has to be done now in respect to this thing that I see in front of me.”
An attitude is developed by the charging of the feelings and the emotions,
together with the decision taken logically by the intellect. When we look at
an object and come to a conclusion about it logically, intellectually, rationally,
we begin to have a simultaneous emotional reaction in respect to it—unless
it is something with which we are totally not interested, like a brick that
is on the road. Our emotions may not function when we see a brick, because
we are not interested in its presence or absence. But, if it is a nugget of
gold and not merely a brick or a cobra that we see there, we know how the emotions
react together with the perception of that object—and so on, with respect
to various things in the world with which we have relationships.
So, what is a human being made of? Not merely the physical body. There are
other things inside: the prana, the senses, the mind, the intellect.
But, remember what these things all make; finally, they are the stuff and nonsense
of this ignorance. We have the causal body inside us, called the anandamaya
kosha, through which the Universal consciousness passes reflected and
deflected, contorted, making things appear the other way around, like the cart
before the horse. The object is seen as the subject, and the subject as the
object.
We think that we are the subjects and the universe is the object, whereas the
truth is the other way around. So, a real fall has taken place. It is not merely
a fall as a fall from a tree, where we maintain our integrity of body. We do
not start seeing things topsy-turvy because we have fallen from a tree. Here
the fall is much worse than falling from the top of a mountain or from a tree.
It is much worse because this fall includes not merely a descent into a lower
degree of manifestation of reality, but a complete overturning of the mind
itself. There is a sirsasana of our consciousness. It is seeing things
upside-down, yet we think that this is a great knowledge that we have acquired.
We are proud of our knowledge. We are highly cultured, educated, degree holders,
though all this is nothing but this sirsasana knowledge of the world.
This would explain how we look so foolish when we are put to the test by the
vicissitudes through which the world passes in the course of history.
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