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This, again, is a mystery which the human mind cannot understand. We are under
the impression that each one independently goes to God, and others go to hell.
This is not the case. But any amount of explanation of this mystery is not
going to be a real explanation, because man is not supposed to enter into discussion
of divine mysteries of this kind.
As the objective universe and the subjective individuality are correlated in
every level of manifestation, every step in the advance made by the spirit
in the direction of God-realisation is a parallel movement subjectively and
objectively, so that when we reach God, the whole universe is absorbed into
us—or, conversely, we are absorbed into the whole cosmos. Therefore,
the world does not exist after we become one with the Universal Being. We will
be terribly upset even to listen to this predicament. How is it possible? What
happens to the world? What happens to other people? These atrocious doubts
persist at the intellectual level when we are mere academicians, only professors
of knowledge, but have not actually experienced anything. But these doubts
get hushed in one second when we receive the touch of God, even in a little
modicum, if we drink even a drop of this nectar of divine experience. Further
discussion on this matter is futile. We must stop, and inquire into these mysteries
further on.
However, what I wish to point out is that the world is a great mystery, and
it is not as the materialists speak about it, or even as the scientists describe
it. It is more grand and magnificent in its internal constitution than any
human mind can understand, even with the farthest stretch of imagination. So
is the mystery of each one of us. The whole heaven is moving with us, wherever
we go. “The kingdom of heaven is within you,” is a great declaration.
How can a kingdom be within a finite being? How can we carry a whole country
in our hearts? But, this we do. And if there is any sense in this declaration
that the kingdom of heaven is within, well, the whole cosmos is in every speck
of space.
The Yoga Vasishtha dilates upon this theme in an infinite variety of ways by
saying that the whole space is filled with universes. Every atom is a universe
by itself, and this universe is, also, an atom. And, the Puranas say that there
are many brahmandas, many universes, and it is not that God can create
only one pattern of the universe. Every pattern of the will of God is one universe.
There are infinite patterns of His thinking and, therefore, infinite brahmandas,
or universes, are possible. In Indian parlance, God is called ananta koti
brahmanda nayaka—the Lord of an infinite number of universes. So,
it is not that only one world has been created by God.
Who can go into these mysteries? Our little knowledge of the world through
this epistemological operation sensorially, mentally, intellectually is a poor,
poor apology for what is possible as a potentiality within us. The yoga techniques
bring these potentialities out and make them part of our conscious experience.
We live in heaven, and not merely think and talk about it. This is the objective
of yoga, the aim of every form of yoga—karma yoga, bhakti yoga, raja yoga, jnana yoga,
whatever it be.
Whatever we have been considering till this moment is a sort of philosophical
analysis of deep mystical secrets, but philosophical analysis alone is not
sufficient. This analysis is essential to convince the mind that there are
such great things as man cannot even dream of. But, these mysteries have to
become part of one’s direct experience, or shatkara. The aim
of yoga is to bring about this direct intuition into these mysteries of the
universe—direct union with the Absolute itself, finally. Yoga is union
with Reality—Reality in every level of its manifestation, in every degree
of its expression. Even in the lowest degree of its manifestation, we have
to be in communion with it. We have to be friendly with every level of expression
of Reality, in harmony with every form of the atmosphere in which we are placed—physically,
socially, politically, psychologically, astrally, or in any sense of the term.
Whatever be the environment in which we are living, with that environment we
have to be in communion. This is yoga.
Yoga is union with God, the Almighty. Yes, it is true; this is yoga in the
end, but it also means yoga is every stage of the ascent of the spirit in the
direction of this supreme attainment. Though there may be millions of steps
to be taken in the direction of God-realisation, each step is, also, yoga.
Though we may require fifty morsels of food to appease our hunger completely,
each morsel is a satisfaction by itself. Each grain of food that goes into
the stomach appeases it in some measure, though the complete satisfaction comes
only when the meal is over.
Hence, yoga is also a great social science. It is not merely metaphysics or
mysticism. A yogi is a good man, a friendly person, a philanthropic individual,
and an ideal citizen even of his country, and of the world. A yogi is not an
other-worldly dreamer, but a matter-of-fact individual who is an expert in
dextrous execution of any duty that can be entrusted to him, even if it be
washing the vessel or sweeping the ground. A yogi will sweep, clean the ground
better than an ordinary person. He can clean vessels better than a servant
would. In any position in which he is, he is the best exemplar in that particular
place.
A yogi is in union with whatever is around him—whether people, or things,
or anything whatsoever. This removes conflict at every level; and, yoga is
the solution of conflicts of personality with the environment outside. Yoga
resolves the conflicts within the individual psychically, psycho-pathologically,
psychoanalytically or psychologically, and resolves the conflict between one
individual and another—socially and politically, and even astronomically.
Thus, yoga is a universal science. It is not a religion of a particular creed,
cult, or nationality. It is a science of living; the way in which we have to
rightly live in this world is yoga. So, it does not belong to the East or the
West, to the white or the black, to the man or the woman, or to any class of
people. It is for creation as a whole.
While yoga is union, we have to be cautious in establishing this union through
every link in the chain of the development of our movement towards the ultimate
ideal. We should not jump into God at one stroke, under the impression that
it is so easy an affair. Even in good things we should not be over-enthusiastic,
because a good thing done in a bad manner ceases to be a good thing. We must
know our strengths and our possibilities, but also our weaknesses. We have
great abilities within us, no doubt. We can enter into God Himself; such strength
and potentiality we have got. But, at the same time, we have small weaknesses
and vulnerable points in our bodies and in our minds. We should be very honest
to ourselves. To thine own self be true. There should be no deception of one’s
own self while we are encountering the face of God in the forms of creation.
Who can be deceptive before God? And, anything that we encounter in our life
is a face of God. So, deception is a misnomer, a falsity of approach, futile
in the end, and it may lead to a total ruin of personality.
We hide our own secrets even to our own minds, which is a malady to be gotten
over. This requires leisurely hours of thinking and dispassionate analysis
of one’s own desires, frustrations, feelings, emotions, and even past
memories which harass us sometimes. The past memories are terrible things;
they will not leave us easily. That is why Patanjali, in one of his sutras,
says that memory is an obstacle in yoga. Memory is a good thing; people would
not like to lose their memories. They take tonics and elixirs to improve memory.
It is a very good thing, indeed, but it is also an undesirable thing when we
go on remembering some unpleasant experiences of the past that we would not
like to remember. But, these unpleasant things that are within us, the impulses
which speak in an unethical manner, should be converted into the great ethicalness
of spirituality.
Spirituality is above ethics and morals. It is not limited to the dos and don’ts
of religion. Inasmuch as we are living in a human society, these do’s
and don’ts persist; and we cannot get over them, because we have to adjust
and adapt ourselves with other people around us, and several other things around
us, in such a way that the dos and don’ts cannot be escaped. They are
there. They persist so long as we are not in a position to resolve the conflict
that is there between us and others on account of the cutting off of our personality
from the being of other people. Morality and ethics are absolutely unavoidable
as long as we are conditioned by a separative existence of isolated individualities.
The more we get united in spirit, the lesser is the need for these dos and
don’ts. We become our own law, and nobody else need inject law into our
veins.
Spirituality is above the laws and disciplines of human society. It is an acquiescence
in the will of God in an integral manner, an art which has to be learned from
a competent teacher because we are unacquainted with these difficulties. Every
one of us has desires of one type or the other. Everyone has frustrated memories,
unfulfilled ambitions, which have been thrown into the limbo of the unconscious
due to unfavourable circumstances for fructifying these desires. And, many
a time, we substitute these unfulfilled desires with other activities like
cricket, football games, clubs, newspapers, cinemas, and even drinking liquor.
These are substitutes for emotional disturbances within the individual—emotions
which have not been fulfilled, and which cannot be fulfilled under the existing
conditions of human society.
But, throwing them into the limbo is not an explanation. These devils within
us demand an explanation. The immoral devil within us has to be brought to
the surface and encountered as he is, and transformed into the angel that we
are expected to become, finally. We cannot keep the devil there, chained in
a prison, and then go to God, individually. This is not possible. The devil
ceases to be there when we are transformed into the angel that we are. So,
again the point comes that the movement towards God is a parallel movement,
inwardly and outwardly. It is not that we are angels and others are devils,
or that the world will go to the dogs and we will be enjoying the paradise
of God’s being; such a thing is not yoga.
These are super-individual, super-logical difficulties. Ancient masters insisted
on less and less study but more and more service of the Guru and the master,
which enabled the student to wipe off these old memories—samskaras,
vasanas—impressions of past experience. Studies will not be sufficient.
Any amount of physical exercise, also, is not adequate. It requires a scrubbing
of the whole personality by unselfish service and worship, adoration, by which
the emotions get sublimated, as detailed especially in one of the systems of
yoga called bhakti yoga. Love of God is the process of the transmutation
of every affection with which man is acquainted.
The greatest mystery in life is love. The intellect is not our problem; our
emotions are our difficulties. Where there is love, there is also hatred. We
cannot love everything. Love is possible only for certain individuals or certain
items, or even groups of individuals or items. That which is excluded become
the objects of hatred. So, love and hatred are two sides of the same coin.
They persist and trouble us because we do not know how to reconcile these two
sides.
Yoga is not merely an intellectual exercise. It is not merely a philosophical
discipline. It is a spiritual transmutation of our whole being, which includes
the sublimation of love, and emotions of every type, positive or negative,
together with the activities of the reason. In this process, intellect and
feeling join together in a fraternal embrace. When understanding and feeling
work conjointly in the knowledge of anything, we are said to have intuition
of that thing. God-realisation is the intuition of the Ultimate Reality, which
is the aim of the practice of yoga.
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