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God is being; and the practice of yoga becomes relevant to God-being to the
extent it participates in being, and not continues to be merely a kind of activity
on the part of the individual which is a process, a becoming rather than a
being. This is a single sentence which explains the nature, as well as the
difficulty, of yoga practice. All reality is being; and anything is real in
proportion to its participation in being.
The human being is supposed to be, also, a being. We always say human being;
we do not say human becoming. But is man a being, or a becoming? The whole
of the philosophy of Buddha, and of Heraclitus in Greece, and certain other
thinkers of this kind has been that there is no being, anywhere; everything
is becoming. “The whole world is fire,” said Heraclitus. “The
whole universe is becoming,” said Buddha. If this is true, there is no
human being. There is only a becoming, which looks like being.
It stands to reason, because we seem to be growing, moving, undergoing transformation—born,
and then die. Every part of our body changes; there is metabolic activity in
the system. Who is being, here? There is no being; not one atom is existing,
but acting. Every electron is moving, every molecule is moving, every cell
is moving. Every planet is moving, and everything that constitutes an organism
or a body moves with a tremendous velocity, for a purpose no one knows.
This is a world of becoming. “It is phenomenon, not noumenon,” said
Immanuel Kant, and said Buddha, and said anybody. We are living in phenomena,
and not in noumena. The thing in itself is out of reach of human perception,
which means to say that human perception is not relevant to being, as such.
It is, also, involved in a process called becoming. This is something very
strange indeed that there is nothing real anywhere if reality is to be defined
as that which is, and not that which is yet to be.
We are reminded here of the old saying that man never is, but he is always
to be. This is why no man can be happy. No man is contented, because if we
are, and we are not to be, there cannot be a desire for anything. Every desire,
and ambition, and expectation, and restlessness, and sense of inadequacy and
finitude is an acceptance of the fact that we are not being, but only becoming.
Being is stability, rootedness, fixity, completeness, self-sufficiency; and
no desire can be associated with such a thing. We are not characterised by
these attributes. We are restless every moment, asking for something or the
other and are never satisfied with all that the world gives us. Man is becoming.
It is human becoming, not human being.
This is the reason why everything evolves or devolves. There is involution
and evolution. Transiency is the character of the cosmos, which means to say
the character of everything that is in the cosmos—including man, and
even inanimate matter. Everything is conflagration. This is the language of
Heraclitus. The whole universe is a conflagration of fire, because fire is
not a being, it is a movement. So, the universe is a movement, man is a movement.
Everything is a movement, and nothing that is moving can be called a reality
in itself because movement is a tendency to restlessness and a lack of adequacy
in oneself. And, which among us can be said to be adequate? All our endeavours,
and projects, and enterprises, and adventures in life are indications of inadequacies
in our lives. Everything that we think and feel and do is an expression of
our lack, want, finitude, inadequacy. Yoga is the attempt, the art, of union
with Reality—Being as such.
There is such a thing called Supreme Being, a word we hear of oftentimes—called
Supreme in contradistinction with the apparent being that we also appear to
be. We never regard ourselves as becomings; we are beings, only. I am, you
are, this is, that is, the building is, the world is. We never say the building
becomes, this becomes, that becomes, I become, you become. Such words are never
uttered. We are somehow or other made to believe that we are living in a world
of being rather than a world of becoming, notwithstanding the fact that there
is no proof adequate enough to show that this is a world of being. There is
an irrational conviction within ourselves that it is being, though rationality
shows that it is becoming. Again I come to the old, old point that we do not
seem to be as rational as we appear on the surface. There is a basic irrationality
within us which argues in its own way, refuting every rational argument, because
rationally we cannot prove that we are being, for reasons already known.
But, rationality goes to the dogs where instinct is supreme. Where desire
is rampant, passion is strong and instinct preponderates, the intellect does
not operate, and philosophy goes into limbo. Hence, we are not living philosophy;
rather, we are living instinct, a type of irrationality which looks like rationality
on account of a peculiar phenomenon operating within ourselves.
The language of the Vedanta calls this phenomenon adhyasa, or superimposition—the
foisting of characteristics on something which actually do not belong to it.
When we begin to see characteristics in a thing which are really not there,
we call this circumstance a superimposition—a rope looking like a snake,
a post looking like a man, a cloud looking like a city, a mirage looking like
water, the horizon appearing as if it is touching the earth. These are all
illusions, but they do not look like illusions. When they are seen, they are
realities.
Thus is the predicament of human nature. We seem to be satisfied, somehow,
with our lives, though there is all proof that we are never satisfied with
anything in this world. Yet, we wish to live a long life, as many years as
possible. In this world of death and transformation, we live a long, long life,
only to suffer for years and years. No one would like to live a long, long
life in a world of becoming, destruction, transformation and sorrow; but, we
have a desire to live in this world. It is a shock to hear that we have to
leave this world in spite of the fact that no one can be happy in this world.
What a mystery! Have you seen one person in this world who is one hundred percent
contented with everything in the world—anyone ever, since the beginning
of human history? Yet, how is it that we are forced to long for an endless
life in this very world of inscrutable mysteries? This is adhyasa,
superimposition of characteristics upon ourselves and the world which really
do not belong to the world.
There is a being which is other than becoming. The fact that everything is
becoming is, also, a demonstration that there is something other than becoming.
If everything is phenomenon, there has to be a noumenon. The changeful character
of the world is an indication that it is not all change; there must be something
other than change, also; otherwise, no one would know that there is change.
If the knowledge of the fact of everything being changeful is also changeful,
the person who makes this statement is cutting the ground from under his own
feet. He has no place to stand. So, there is a being which is other than the
apparent being of things which have borrowed being—borrowed, because
of the fact that the becoming process of the world appears to be being, on
account of the characteristics of being transferred to it, as characteristics
of a snake are transferred to a rope and vice versa.
The art of yoga, the science of meditation, is the endeavour on the part of
that peculiarity in human nature which participates in true being and can’t
dissociate itself from becoming, so that this apparent being that man is can
enter into true being, which is Supreme Being. We call it God-realisation,
attainment of moksha, salvation, Nirvana, etc. Nirvana, Brahmana Nirvana,
entering into the bosom of the Absolute, salvation of the spirit, reaching
God—all these things mean our entering into the state of true being,
where becoming is not. And for this purpose, that which participates in true
being within us has to work actively; and, our human phenomenal nature will
not be adequate for this purpose.
Again, we come to that old, old point that meditation does not mean thinking
through the mind or doing anything through the body, because both the body
and the mind are parts of phenomenon, and phenomenon cannot reach noumenon.
Only the noumenon can know the noumenon; God knows God. It is being that participates
in being, not becoming one with being. The empirical characteristics in us
have to be transcended by the effort of a non-empirical substance within us—the
presence of which is the reason why we are conscious that we are finite and
restless, and longing for this thing and that thing.
The longings of man are indications enough of the fact that he is being, essentially,
though he appears to be becoming, outwardly. We belong to two worlds at the
same time—the world of phenomena and the world of noumena. We are empirical;
we are also transcendent. We are in this world; also, we are not in this world.
Because of the fact that a part of our being or nature is in this world, we
are subject to transformations and the griefs that are concomitant with this
phenomenal existence. But, inasmuch as we are not entirely engulfed in phenomenal
becoming, there is, also, a transcendent spark within ourselves. We think of
such things as infinitude, eternity, immortality, salvation and perfection.
The root within us is being; the crust of us is becoming. We have the five koshas: annamaya, pranamaya, manomaya, vijnanamaya, anandamaya—the
physical, the vital, the mental, the intellectual, and the causal sheaths—the
gross body, the subtle body, the causal body. All these investitures belong
to the phenomenal realm because they are subject to change and destruction.
Birth and death are not of being, but of becoming. Actually,
there is no birth and death. It is only a name that we give to certain events
that take place in the series of becomings. Just as we say that we are going
to sleep and we are waking up from sleep, yet maintain a continuity of personality
in spite of our having lost the consciousness of existence itself in the state
of deep sleep, there is no birth and death, finally. It is a continuous movement.
The cessation of the existence of the individual which we regard as death,
and the coming into being of the individual which we call birth, are an interpretation
on the part of the phenomenal intelligence of man of certain abstracted forms,
or features, of this becoming, not being conscious of the whole process.
Look at the Ganga River flowing in front of us. We cannot see the Ganga beyond
Luxman Jhula, nor can we see the Ganga after Rishikesh. We do not know from
where it is coming and, also, we do not know where it goes. Only a little bit
of Ganga is visible here at Muni-ki-reti. This is our little life. Similarly,
we do not know from where we came and, also, we do not know where we go, because
our perceptions are not profound enough to fathom the depths of the beginnings
of things and the ends of things. We see only the little bit that is in front
of us. The whole process is a universal cycle. We are involved in a cosmic
movement; and it is not that I die and I am born, and you die and you are born,
individually, independently, isolatedly, without any connection with others.
It is a total transformation taking place everywhere, like the growth of the
human body, where it is not that only one cell is being born and one cell is
dying. The entire growth is there, like the growth of a tree into hard timber.
But, human beings are individually localised, tied up to the body-consciousness
and, therefore, are conscious only of the little phenomenon that is going to
take place within the body; and, the entire linkage of this body, or personality,
with other personalities is not the object of individual consciousness.
It is not true that only one person is born and one person dies, to the dissociation
of oneself from everybody else. Everything changes every time, and everything
is known to everything else. There is an inter-relatedness of things. Every
event, when it is born, is known to every other event in the world. The birth
of every event is an impact communicated to every other event in the whole
cosmos. So, there is no such thing as individual birth. All birth is cosmic,
and all death, also, is cosmic, but it appears as an individual coming and
an individual going on account of the intense egoism of personality which abstracts
certain features of experience into its own localised existence called the
body, and segregates everything else, like the colour that we see in objects.
Objects have no colour, really speaking; the leaf is not green, the rose is
not red. The colour of things is only that particular feature which that particular
structure of the object is able to abstract from the sunlight; and, it is the
abstracting character of the object that is responsible for the particular
reflection of the colour there. Otherwise, no one knows the colour of any object.
So is everything in this world. The locality of an object, or the stability
of a thing, is an abstracted perception on the part of the individualised consciousness
wrenched out of the whole; so, it appears as if everyone has an individual
existence of one’s own, while it is not true. There is a total movement—a
total coming, and a total going. Everybody is in the same boat in the cosmos.
We are participants in a single family of the universe, and no one is independent.
Hence, there is no single suffering, single enjoying, single birth, single
salvation—no individual matter, whatsoever. But our minds are not able
to understand this because the mind is only a handmade tool. The operation
of this body is tied up to the ego-consciousness so intensely that we cannot
see anything outside the body. We have to free ourselves from this entanglement
by great effort if our yoga is to be successful.
Yoga is a cosmic outlook. It is a universal activity. It is not my thinking
something or you thinking something. Meditation is not some little private
adventure of ours in a corner of the room, but it is a cosmic endeavour in
which we begin to connect ourselves with the forces that are in the universal
environment. That is why oppositions and difficulties rise up, as if we are
waking up sleeping dogs. The whole world begins to be aware that we are meditating.
The lower nature, which has a centrifugal tendency, resents any kind of attempt
on the part of anyone to meditate in a centripetal fashion. This is a mystery.
Again, we cannot understand how things work and why things should work in this
manner. There seems to be two types of nature, the higher and the lower. The
Bhagavadgita makes reference to this para prakriti and apara
prakriti,higher nature and lower nature—the higher one pulling us
to the centre, and the lower one repelling us from the centre.
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