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Lord Siva is easily pleased. He is called Asutosh. Asutosh means
'easily pleased'. He is not a difficult Person. You can quickly
please Lord Siva. If you call Him, He will come. Sometimes He is
also called 'Bhole Baba' - a very simple, not complicated Person.
He comes to help you, even unasked. He helped the Pandavas. The
Pandava brothers were in war with the Kauravas in the Mahabharata
battle, and Lord Siva helped them without their knowing that the
help was being offered. Lord Siva helped the Pandavas invisibly
- and why would He not help us? He helps all those who tread the
righteous path. So let us tread the path of righteousness and be
recipients of Divine Grace.
We may look at the whole thing from another angle of vision. The
Sanskrit word 'Sivaratri' means 'the night of Siva'. On this holy
day we are to fast during the day and keep vigil during the night.
You may be wondering why Siva is connected with the night and not
with the day - otherwise we could observe vigil during daytime and
fast during the night. Instead of that, why has the whole thing
been put topsy-turvy? Siva being connected with night has a highly
spiritual and mystical connotation. It is not that divinity as manifest
in the form of Lord Siva has any special connection with the period
we call night. If you study deeply the Upanishads and such mystical
texts of high spiritual significance, you will realise that the
Supreme Being, the Absolute, is designated in its primordial condition
as a Supreme Darkness due to excess of light. This adjective or
qualification 'due to excess of light' must be added. It is darkness
because of the excess of light. When you look at the sun directly
for a few minutes and then look elsewhere, you will see only darkness.
The sun has dazzled you to such an extent that all else appears
as darkness. It is said in the Mahabharata that when Lord Sri Krishna
showed the Cosmic Form in the court of the Kauravas, everything
was dark, as it were. The intensity of the light was such that it
looked like darkness to the eyes of man. In one of the famous creation-hymns
of the Rigveda we have a similar reference made to the original
condition of creation. There is the hymn of the Veda called the
Nasadiya Sukta, wherein it is said, "Tama asit tamasa gudhamagre":Darkness
there was; at first concealed in darkness. According to us, light
is perception of objects, and therefore non-perception of objects
is regarded by us as night, because knowledge or consciousness unrelated
to the perceptual process is unknown to the human mind.
Generally, to know is to know an object; and if it is not to know
an object, it is not to know anything at all. For example, take
the state of deep sleep. Why do we fall asleep? Do you know the
reason? What is the cause for our going to sleep every night? Where
is the necessity? The necessity is psychological and, to some extent,
highly metaphysical. The senses cannot always continue perceiving
objects, because perception is a fatiguing process. The whole body,
the whole nervous system, the entire psychological apparatus becomes
active in the process of the perception of objects. And without
our knowing what is happening, the senses get tired. They cannot
go on contemplating things all twenty-four hours of the day. Why
should they not be contemplating objects of sense throughout the
day, all twenty-four hours of the day? The reason is that perception
is an unnatural process from the point of view of consciousness
as such. Perception of an object is the alienation of an aspect
of our personality through the avenue of a particular sense in respect
of its object. All this is difficult for many to grasp. This is
a highly psychological secret. Consciousness is indivisible. This
is a simple fact. Many of you would have heard about it. Consciousness
is undivided; it is incapable of division into parts. So it cannot
be cut into two sections - subject and object. On the basis of this
fact there cannot be a division between the seer and the seen in
the process of perception. To make this clear, let us see what happens
in dream.
In dream we see objects like mountains, rivers, persons, etc. But
they are not there. Things which are not there become visible in
dream. Now, did the mountain you saw in dream exist? It did not.
But did you see it? Yes, you saw it. How did you see, when it was
not there? Is it possible to see a non-existent object? How can
non-existent things be seen? It is contradictory statement to say
that non-existent things can be seen. What do you see when things
are not there? You will be wonderstruck! What happens in dream is
that there is an alienation of the mind into the objects of perception;
and the mind itself becomes the mountain there. There is tension
created due to the separation of a part of the mind into the object
and a part of it existing as the perceiving subject. That is why
we are restless in dream. We cannot be happy. It is neither waking
nor it is sleep. It is very difficult to be happy in this condition
because a tense situation of consciousness is created. What happened
in dream, the same happens to us in the waking condition also. Just
as the mind in dream divided itself into two sections - the perceiving
subject and the object that was seen - in the waking state also,
it divides itself into the subject and object. It is like a divided
personality. It is as if your own personality has been cut into
two halves, of which one half is the 'seer' and the other half is
the 'seen'. It is as if one part of your personality gazes at another
part of your own personality. You are looking at your own self as
if you are a different person. You are objectifying yourself; you
alienate yourself. What can be more false and undesirable than this
situation? It is a mental sickness.
Now you are able to understand this situation in dream on account
of the comparison that you make between waking and dream. When you
wake up, you do not see the dream objects, and then you begin to
analyse the condition in which you were when you were dreaming.
You say, when you are awake, that you are in a world of reality,
whereas in dream you were in a world of unreality. How do you know
that the world of dream was a world of unreality? It is merely because
you compare it with the waking condition which you consider as real.
How do you know that the world of waking is real? You cannot say
anything about this, because there is nothing with which you can
compare it, as you did in the case of the dream. If you can know
another standard of reference, higher than the waking condition,
you would have been able to make a judgement of it - whether the
waking condition is real or unreal, good or bad and so on. When
you are dreaming, you do not know that the objects are unreal. You
consider them as real and you take it for granted. The comparison
between the dream and the waking world is responsible for our judgement
of the unreality of the dream world. But with what will you compare
the waking world? There is at present nothing to compare it with,
and therefore you are in a condition which is self-sufficient, self-complacent
and incapable of rectification.
When
you feel that you are perfectly right, nobody can teach you. Nobody
can set you right, because you think that you are right. The question
of teaching arises only when you feel that you are ignorant and
you need teaching. The waking world is only an indication as to
what could be happening or what is perhaps happening. You cannot
know what is happening actually, unless you transcend this condition,
which you have not done yet. But, by the conclusion that you can
draw from an analysis of the dream condition, you can conclude to
some extent that in the waking state also you are in a fool's paradise.
What is the guarantee that you will not wake up again from this
waking world, into something else? Just as in dream you did not
know that you were dreaming, in this waking also you do not know
that you are in a state similar to dream. You think that this world
in waking is a hard fact and a solid reality, just as you believed
the world of dream also to be real. To the senses an absence of
perception is equal to darkness - the darkness that we experience
in deep sleep.
Let us come back to the subject of Sivaratri, the night of Siva.
When you perceive an object, you call it waking. When you do not
perceive it, it is darkness. Now in the waking condition - the so-called
waking world - you see present before you a world of objects, as
you are intelligent. In dream also there is a sort of intelligence.
But in deep sleep there is no intelligence. What happens? The senses
and the intellect withdraw themselves into their source. There is
no perceptional activity, and so the absence of perception is equated
to the presence of darkness. The cosmic Primeval condition of the
creative will of God, before creation - a state appearing like darkness,
or night - is what we call the condition of Siva. It is very important
to remember that the state of Siva is the primordial condition of
the creative will of God, where there is no externality of perception,
there being nothing outside God; and so, for us, it is like darkness
or night. It is Siva's night - Sivaratri. For Him it is not night.
It is all Light. Siva is not sitting in darkness. The Creative Will
of God is Omniscience, Omnipotence, Omnipresence - all combined.
Sometimes we designate this condition as Isvara.
The Supreme Absolute, which is indeterminable, when it is associated
with the Creative Will with a tendency to create the Cosmos, is
Isvara in Vedantic parlance, and Siva in Puranic terminology. This
is the very precise condition described in the Nasadiya Sukta of
the Veda as Tamas or darkness. This is, to repeat again, darkness
due to the excess of the Light of the divine Absolute. If you look
at God, what will you see? You will see nothing. The eyes cannot
see Him because He is such dazzling light. When the frequency of
light gets intensified to a very high level, light will not be seen
by the eyes. When the frequency is lowered and comes down to the
level of the structure of the retina of the eye, only then you can
see light. There are various kinds of lights, various intensities
or frequencies, and the higher frequencies are incapable of cognisance
by the senses on account of their structural deformity. So if you
see God, you will see nothing.
As
a matter of fact, we are seeing God even now. But we are not able
to recognise Him. The world that we see before us is God Himself.
There is no such thing as the world. The world does not exist. It
is only a name that we have given to the Supreme Being. Call the
dog a bad name and then hang it. Who asked you to call it a world?
Why do you give such a name? You yourself have given it a name and
say, "Oh, this is the world!" You can call it by another
name. You are free to give any name to it. Really there is no such
thing as a world. It does not exist. The world is only a name that
you give to a distortion created in the perception of your consciousness
due to its isolation into the subject and the object.
To come back to the analogy of dream again, the mountain that you
saw in dream was not a mountain; it was only consciousness. There
was no mountain. But it looked like a hard something in front of
you, against which you could hit your dream head. You see buildings
in dream. It was consciousness that projected itself into the hard
substance of bricks and buildings, mountains and rivers, persons
and animals, etc., in dream. The world of dream does not exist.
You know it very well, and yet it appears. What is it that appears?
The consciousness itself projects itself outwardly, in space and
time created by itself, and then you call it a world. Likewise,
in the waking state also the Cosmic Consciousness has projected
itself into this world. The world is Cosmic Consciousness. The Supreme
Divinity Himself is revealed here in the form of this world. As
the dream world is nothing but consciousness, the waking world also
is nothing but consciousness, God. This is the essence of the whole
matter. So you are seeing God. I am right in saying that. What you
see in front of you is God only. It is not a building. There is
no such thing as a building. But you call it a building due to an
error of perception, due to ignorance and due to not being able
to analyse the situation in which you are involved. We are caught
up in a mess, in a paradox, in a confusion; and the confusion has
entered us, entered into the bones, as it were, into the very fibre
of our being and made us the fools that we are today. It is to awaken
ourselves from this ignorance and to come to a state of that supreme
blessedness of the recognition of God in this very world, that we
practise Sadhana. The highest of Sadhanas is meditation on God.
On Sivaratri, therefore, you are supposed to contemplate God as
the creator of the world, as the Supreme Being unknown to the Creative
Will, in that primordial condition of non-objectivity which is the
darkness of Siva. In the Bhagavadgita there is a similar verse which
has some sort of a resemblance to this situation. "Ya nisa
sarvabhutanam tasyam jagarti samyami; yasyam jagrati bhutani sa
nisa pasyato muneh": That which is night to the ignorant,
is day to the wise; and that which is day to the wise, is night
to the ignorant. The ignorant feel the world as daylight and a brightly
illumined objective something; and that does not exist for a wise
person. The wise see God in all His effulgence; and that does not
exist for the ignorant. While the wise see God, the ignorant do
not see Him; and while the ignorant see the world, the wise do not
see it. That is the meaning of this verse in the second chapter
of the Gita. When we see sunlight, the owl does not see it. That
is the difference. The owl cannot see the sun, but we can. So, we
are owls, because we do not see the self-effulgent sun - the Pure
Consciousness. And he who sees this sun - the Pure Consciousness,
God - is the sage, the illumined adept in Yoga.
Sivaratri
is a blessed occasion for all to practise self-restraint, self-control,
contemplation, Svadhyaya, Japa and meditation, as much as possible
within our capacity. We have the whole of the night at our disposal.
We can do Japa or we can do the chanting of the Mantra, 'Om Namah
Sivaya'. We can also meditate. It is a period of Sadhana. Functions
like Mahasivaratri, Ramanavami, Janmashtami, Navaratri are not functions
in the sense of festoons and celebrations for the satisfaction of
the human mind. They are functions of the Spirit; they are celebrations
of the Spirit. In as much as we are unable to think of God throughout
the day, for all the 365 days of the year, such occasions are created
so that at least periodically we may recall to our memory our original
destiny, our Divine Abode. The glory of God is displayed before
us in the form of these spiritual occasions.
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