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It is difficult to be free in this sort of approach to things,
because we have unfortunately been hypnotised or brainwashed,
as it were, right from our childhood, into certain traditional
ways of thinking by the society and the community in which we
live. We are Brahmins, we are Kshatriyas, we are aristocrats,
we are princes, we are of royal families, our father was an Inspector
of Schools - such and similar ideas are introduced into the pattern
of our thinking. Further, there is something which spoils every
effort at learning, viz., the seeking for 'outcome' of this learning,
"What will my knowledge bring?" This is what every student
asks himself when he enters into a school or college. By this
he expects some material output from the learning that he gains
or the knowledge that he acquires. We are always accustomed to
think in terms of human society and material gain, and much more
than that - our egoistic satisfaction. It must bring applause
and recognition. What do we mean by 'recognition'? It is recognition
from people. We don't expect recognition from asses or donkeys.
Well, we can imagine, we want recognition from the species to
which we belong. That is our wisdom! So, this is a basic defect
in the very approach to things. We are still humans, and we want
to be applauded by human beings only. We do not bother as to what
the gods in the heavens are thinking about us, or what a dog is
thinking about us here. What man thinks about us, is the only
important thing. It is like a frog thinking about the frogs' world.
Under these conditions, we are not going to escape the clutches
of Yama or death, which means there is no escape from the process
of transformation, destruction and reincarnation unless we change
our ways of thinking.
The de-hypnotisation of our mind is our first duty. It is difficult
to believe that one would be easily successful in an attempt at
such a kind of dehypnotisation. How can we forget such ideas as:
"I belong to the Ramakrishna Mission", "I belong
to the Divine Life Society", "I am of Sankaracharya's
order", "I am of Ramanuja's order"? Even great
thinkers are unable to extricate themselves from these parochial
ways of thinking; and these are not going to cut ice before God.
Yet, we care a hoot for what God thinks about us, if only mankind
is going to support us! Now, this attitude that we are going to
be happy only among human beings, irrespective of what God or
Nature is thinking about us, is a great travesty of things. So
it is that the wrath of Nature is coming upon us in the form of
death, in spite of whatever humanity has been thinking about us.
We might have been carried in palanquins, kept seated on thrones
by the great men of the world. But, death is not going to spare
us. What is death if not the anger of Nature that has come upon
us on account of our disregard for her laws? And the laws of Nature
are nothing but the fingers of God working in the world. We have
to be introduced into these mysteries by people who have already
trodden the path, who have seen the pitfalls on the way and the
obstacles that may come upon us. And then, we should gird up our
loins to tread the path which we will find to be a hard nut to
crack when we actually try to enter.
If this ideal could be brought home into the minds of people,
if this Academy can be a humble nursery of this lofty approach
which is multifaceted and many-sided, excluding no aspect of approach
to Truth, and free from a parochial approach of every kind, that
would, of course, be the real satisfaction of the Founder. Hence,
it becomes imperative on the part of both teachers and students
of the path of the Spirit to place themselves in the atmosphere
of that which they are seeking. This is a very important point
to remember, again. We are always in the presence of the ideal
which we are seeking and contemplating in our minds. Since God
is that ideal, we are in His presence. And one could imagine what
sort of psychological attitude one will have to develop and entertain
in the presence of that Being which is our ideal. The ideal is
not a future one. We always say that God is eternal; naturally,
God is not in time. So, a thing that is not in time, cannot also
be regarded as something in the future, because the future is
a part of time. So it is a continuous present. It is just here.
We are under the very nose of That which we are seeking. Wrongly
we are under the impression that it is in a distant future, which
means to say that it is far off even in space, which again implies
that God is not seeing us. So, how many ways there are of deceiving
oneself! The forces of Nature are very vigilant, active and intelligent.
They are not sleeping, they are not closing their eyes, and they
are not blind. As I have already mentioned to you, these are nothing
but the ways in which God's fingers operate in this world. The
awakening of oneself into this fact is perhaps the entry into
the path of spiritual life. Spiritual life does not necessarily
mean living in an Ashram. It does not also mean going to a church,
nor does it mean living in a convent. It is not any kind of institutional
rigidity that we introduce into our own personal lives. This kind
of rigidity, however, becomes a necessity just as medicine becomes
a necessity to a sick person. But it does not mean that a person
should go on taking medicine throughout his life, even when he
is healthy. Similarly, it does not mean that institutions are
a necessity for all times. They are necessary even as schools
and colleges are necessary. You know well that you will not be
in a school or college throughout your lifetime. It is absurd
to think like that.
So, Freedom is the final word of this entire approach. And institutional
training and discipline in an Academy of the kind in this Ashram
is a preparatory step in the achievement of the final aim of personal
freedom, which cannot be isolated from universal freedom. You
are not going to be always a teacher of spirituality, nor are
you going to be also a perpetual student in the Academy. You are
going to be a child of God, in the end. We cannot forget the ideal
that was in the mind of Gurudev. Those who had the opportunity
of living with him for a protracted period and had an insight
into his ways of thinking would be able to gather as to what was
the ideal before him. It was not name and fame that made him establish
this institution. He needed nothing of that kind. What could one
gain by others' saying that one is great? Certainly, it was not
money either. It was something else which always escapes the notice
of onlookers, because they look at the body of the institution
and the personality of the individual. They cannot look at the
mind of a person and cannot see the spirit of things, because
these always elude their grasp.
Therefore, it is absolutely necessary to be cautious in our daily
thinking to see that the purpose for which we began our initial
enterprise does not escape our notice later on, due to the clamour
of the social atmosphere or even the demands of personal instincts.
Towards this great aim, we have to move slowly, gradually, missing
not a single step in the long path of development. There is no
double promotion here. It is a compulsory movement from one step
to the next step - one step only at a time, and not two steps.
This is because no unnecessary thing exists in this world. An
unnecessary step can be stepped over, but such a one does not
exist. Every atom in the universe is a necessary thing for the
development of the whole universe. And so, we have to pass through
all the stages. We have passed through eighty-four Lakhs of Yonis,
as the scriptures tell us. Scientists also tell us that we have
passed through the stage of inanimate matter, the vegetable kingdom,
the animal world and human life, etc. All these are different
ways of saying that we can advance only gradually, stage by stage,
and there is no jump from a stone to a man, for example. It has
always been a gradual and systematic ascent. Likewise, from mankind
to God is not going to be a sudden jump, unless there is an inward
refinement of personality through the various levels that we have
to ascend. This requires knowledge as to what are these further
levels. This is the type of knowledge that we have to acquire
in an Academy of this kind.
So, we require experienced people to teach. We do not want professors.
They are not going to teach anything, because they are only bookworms.
The teachers in the Academy should have insight into the nature
of what they are going to teach, and naturally it is a difficult
task. We know this very well. If everything had been so easy,
everybody would have attained Freedom. There would have been liberation
for all and paradise in this world, as people have been vainly
expecting. Ramarajya would have been here. That is not going to
be so easy on account of the very nature of things. It is a hard
job and difficult indeed in every respect, externally as well
as internally, because to think in terms of the requirements of
the laws of God is not given to ordinary laymen. Therefore it
is that people find it not easy to gain success in spiritual life
as they imagine in the early stages of enthusiasm. The laws of
God alone operate in the world, and nothing else operates. An
acquaintance with the nature of these laws is a primary necessity.
But we are acquainted with only social laws, political laws, personal
laws and communal laws, rules and regulations of our own making,
all of which may not have much relevance. But they assume relevance
when they are tuned up to the higher purpose in the mould of which
they have to be cast. Human laws, regulations and discipline are
supposed to be reflections of the higher ideals that we are going
to aspire for. It does not mean that there is any gulf between
God and the world. There is a gradual ascent from the world to
God. It is a process of evolution. So the studies in academies
of this kind are going to be absolutely novel. From the point
of view of this envisagement that is in my mind, I doubt very
much whether it can function in this manner so easily. It requires
a strong foundation, hard efforts and a body of thinkers along
these lines, and it also requires real and sincere interest in
the whole affair. It is not a slipshod matter.
All these considered, it requires serious thinking by each and
every one of us. We are not going to study books merely. We are
going to enlighten ourselves in the art of living which is the
preparation for God-life that we are aspiring, for the purpose
of which people are coming here. Many sincere students come from
abroad as seekers. They seek enlightenment into the nature of
divine living. Naturally it is difficult to contemplate all at
once all the aspects of the approach to the final goal of the
Academy. But let us remember the words of Sri Swami Sivanandaji
Maharaj who said, "Well, I have put the seed; let it take
its own shape. It will sprout into a tendril, grow into a plant
and become a tree. It may take fifty years, or it may take three
lives. It does not matter." A gardener does not think that
he himself will eat the mangoes from the plant that he plants
on the soil. He knows that he may not live for so many years.
Similarly, it does not mean that we, as individuals seated here,
will reap the fruit of this effort. It is a cosmic endeavour in
the interest of God's ideal itself, and with the blessings of
the Almighty, success has to be there where sincerity is at its
background. This is my humble belief.
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