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Arjuna was such an individual. He had likes and dislikes.
The whole story of the Mahabharata is a description of the conflict among the
varieties of likes and dislikes. The spiritual seeker is taught, through the
epic atmosphere of the Mahabharata and the Bhagavadgita, the lessons of life
and the morals that follow from these lessons. When our reasoning capacity is
turbid, knowledge is inadequate, our adjustments with the world outside,
including human society, are not strong enough. They collapse at the least
touch of confronting situations, because human relationships are only an outer
form of an internal propulsion of these three forces,—Sattva, Rajas and Tamas,—which are cosmically present everywhere. There is a cosmic
purpose behind even our individual likes and dislikes. And our entanglement in
like and dislikes is the result of our not understanding our wider involvement
in a cosmical meaning that is at the base of all human situations. We always
feel, ‘I have a like’ and ‘I have a dislike,’ but we do not know why we have
that like, why we have that dislike. Why is it that we should like this and
dislike something else? We cannot give a satisfactory answer except that which
is purely sentimental and emotional. But the world does not live on sentiments
and emotions. It is a perfectly logical system, and all the parts of the
mechanism of the universe are scientifically arranged, and our behaviour
outside as well as our thoughts and sentiments inside, our relationships of any
kind, are conditioned by this final structure of things in general, of which we
are integral parts, and the mistake of the human being in Arjuna was the
incapacity to go deep into this involvement of the human individual in the
larger set-up of things. It is difficult for us to imagine that we are related
in a more significant manner with things than what appears on the surface. A
son is related to the father, a father is related to the son, there is a
relation between friends, etc. This is only the outer form of some of the
relationships that appear to us before our eyes. But these relationships are
metaphysically conditioned, cosmically organised by an impersonal government
which has no friends or foes, and which does not bestow favours on anyone. It
is like a large computer system which has no friend and which has no enemy. It
depends upon how we manipulate the mechanism, how we feed this system, how we
approach it and how we conduct ourselves in relation to it. If our conduct is
in any way disharmonious with the requirement of the set-up of the mechanism,
we will find that an undesirable result follows, something we did not expect.
And the reason behind this unexpected occurrence cannot be attributed to any
kind of error in the set-up of things, in the mechanism we call the computer,
but in the mistake we have committed, in the error that is involved in our
relationship, in our not understanding properly how it works. Arjuna, and
anyone, could not and cannot easily understand or grasp this circumstance. So,
we have hundreds of occasions everyday to be jubilant in joy and hundreds of
occasions to be sunk in sorrow. The Mahabharata concludes with these words:
“Fools find themselves in umpteen situations everyday when they can be happy,
or when they can be unhappy, also.” It is the stupid man, not the wise one, who
sees occasions for joy, or sees occasions for grief in the world. The world is not
intended to bring us joy, nor is its intention to pour on us sorrow. A vast
computer has no intention to give us satisfaction, nor is it intended to be
there to bring us sorrow. It is impersonal and it has no such emotional
meanings behind it. But human beings are emotionally composed. They are not
bathed in the light of wisdom at all times. We have secret directions from
impulses which sometimes appear to be irrational because they cannot be
explained in a scientific manner, though ultimately there is an explanation for
everything in this world.
The seeker on the spiritual path is described in the first
chapter of the Bhagavadgita, Arjuna being made the spokesman of this occasion.
The field of battle is the field of life. The things that we want to do in this
world are the confrontations before us and our wisdom will be judged by the
manner in which we deal with these situations. A situation means anything and
everything with which we are connected, anything that we are supposed to do in
the world. And in this duty that we are called upon to perform, there is no
such thing as a superior or inferior duty. There is no superior thing or
inferior thing in this world, just as in a huge machine we cannot say that some
part is superior, something is inferior. Everything has its role to play. Any
kind of comparison or contrast would be odious in such a set-up which has no
human significance but is cosmically oriented. The spiritual seeker, the Sadhaka,
has a spiritually-oriented enthusiasm in the beginning. Everyone of us has a
love for spiritual life. And the moment the idea of spiritual life arises in
the mind, we find ourselves in an unspeakable situation of clinging something
and abandoning something else. This is the obvious feature in religion and in
the popular spirituality of mankind which goes by the name of asceticism,
renunciation, etc. The idea of spirituality is generally inseparable from the
idea of renunciation, the giving up of something for the sake of clinging to
some thing else which we imagine at that moment as our ideal. We bifurcate one
thing from the other. But the Bhagavadgita is not a gospel of renunciation of
this type. No doubt, it is fired up, right from the beginning to the end, with
a surge of renunciation which will burn and burnish us into the gold of the
higher personality ideal. If at all there is any scripture which emphasises
whole-heartedly the spirit of renunciation, it is the Bhagavadgita. But if
there is anything which tells us that spiritual life does not mean the cutting
of oneself from what is real but constitutes a harmonisation of oneself with
the atmosphere in which one lives, there cannot be a greater and more
significant teaching than the Bhagavadgita in this respect. While, when a
particular mood preponderates in us, we may be stirred into an aspiration for
God, as we conceive god, and feel, or imagine, that we are fed up with this
world, it may subside, because this is likely to be a tentative mood which is
occasioned by a particular circumstance that may not continue for all times.
And when the wheel moves, when the spokes find themselves in another position,
our understanding, our feelings, or attitudes change simultaneously; and we see
different things altogether before us. We do not like a thing always, nor
dislike a thing at all times. As years pass, our ideas of things change. And
what we loved one day may not be the thing that we love today. So is the case
with the things that we disliked one day or disregarded at some moment of time.
These moods of ours are relative to the conditions through which our psyche
passes in what we may call the process of evolution. They are relative and not
absolute situations. We cannot have an absolute love for any thing, or an
absolute dislike for anything. They are like the stages of the healing of a
disease or a wound, the recovery of health by degrees, when we begin to feel
different things on different days. This is what happened to the great Arjuna,
and to everyone of us it does happen, also. The sentiments in us are strong
enough to counterblast our rationalities and our arguments though they may be
philosophical or supposedly spiritual. Whatever be the philosophical profundity
of our arguments, we should not imagine that our sentiments and feelings are
weaker. They take up the case and argue in a manner which is deserving of equal
attention, as the argument of the opposite party. And the arguments of Arjuna
in the first chapter were the repudiation of all the feelings that he had
entertained earlier, just the opposite of what he said a few days before.
Merely because of the nature of the confrontation before us, we may be repelled
after a time even by the goal of spirituality, the very ideal which attracted
us earlier, because our comprehension of the nature of this ideal was not comprehensive
enough. One cannot keep up the sobriety of spirit throughout one’s life,
because of the power of Rajas and Tamas within, whose nature one
does not properly understand. The things from which we withdraw ourselves in a
spirit of renunciation may demand recognition some time later, at some moment,
on some occasion when they find that the circumstances are suitable for their
having a say, because, usually, the religious renunciation is a misguided
attitude in most cases of even so-called genuine aspirations, all because we
work upon the reports given to us by the sense organs, and to a large extent
our idea of God, the idea of spirituality, the notion of renunciation, are all
conditioned by what the senses tell us. What gives us pain and sorrow and that
which appears to be not in consonance with our idea at any particular moment of
time of what we call the spiritual ideal may be regarded as worth renouncing.
Persons and things are abandoned and the world is regarded as the field of
bondage. We dub it as a factory in which Satan works, from which we have to
extricate ourselves at the earliest moment. Our idea of God is sensory. If we
would deeply consider this theme, are may realise that we are unable to
dissociate the God-ideal from sense-perception, boiled down to its
essentiality. We may not conceive the God-ideal or the spiritual ideal in a
physical or material form, but the sensory atmosphere does not necessarily mean
a material atmosphere. It is a peculiar organisation of consciousness that we
call the field of sense-activity. When I speak of the sense-world I do not mean
the physical world necessarily or the material objects with which the senses
come in contact. It is rather an arrangement of consciousness by which it
bifurcates subjectivity from objectivity, cuts the object of perception from
the subject that perceives or cognises, and refuses to see any kind of vital
relationship between itself and its object. The field of sense activity is such
that the object of sense perception does not appear to have of any kind of
organic connection or real meaning in respect of the subject, so that we can
wholeheartedly love something and wholeheartedly hate something, also, without
any impact of it upon our own selves. This is how the senses work. But every
love and hatred has some kind of impact upon the subject, because it is not
true that the world is made up of isolated subjects and objects, finally. So,
the war of the Mahabharata, in which Arjuna was engaged, was not a war against
some people, merely. He was engaged in a vast atmosphere from which he could
not extricate himself psychologically, a point which was driven into his mind
by Sri Krishna, as explained in the second and third chapters.
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