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Though the Bhagavadgita is regarded as a
well-known text-book, it is really not intended for the ordinary man. Its
teachings, its ethical principles, its ultimate aims, are all of such a nature
that it is difficult to accommodate them into the normal thinking of the human
being living in a world of desires, ambitions, prejudices and traditional
routines of various types, all which are cut at the very root by the altogether
different outlook of life which the Bhagavadgita presents. The more we begin to
ponder over its message, the more would we find it difficult to make it a
guideline for our day-to-day life, though its purpose is nothing but that. The
arguments of Arjuna in the first chapter are our arguments. The logic of
the human mind takes this body as a final reality and everything connected with
it as equally real, and the reports of the senses as wholly valid. The senses,
the understanding and the logical reason are the apparatus of our knowledge in
this world. These are the things that we employ in the assessment of values,
and though it appears that apart from the senses we have the understanding and
the reasoning, truly the understanding and reason are the handmaids of the
senses, which seem to confirm by their own logic what the senses gather as
information through their perception, and they do not give us any new
knowledge. Our understanding does not give us a knowledge superior in quality
to what the senses provide us by sensations and perceptions. This is why it is
said that we are in a phenomenal world and, unfortunately, even our reason,
when it is not cautiously exercised with reference to the implications behind
its functions, would suddenly join hands with this empirical understanding and
it will amount to an acquiescence in what the senses say. And such were the
arguments of Arjuna and these are the arguments we trot out when our sentiments
and emotions are to be justified and are to be fulfilled by hook or crook.
Setting aside for the time being the epic context and the story of the
Mahabharata, and taking into consideration the principal spiritual message
hidden behind the teaching of the Gita, we observe that the reluctance of
Arjuna to take up arms on grounds of his own is the reluctance of the spiritual
seeker to grapple with reality in its essentiality. We want a God suited to our
senses, sentiments, feelings, traditions and social prejudices. Our reality and
goal of life is conditioned by these feelings and we seem to be living for a
purpose which is evaluated in the light of this understanding lit up by the
senses. Each one of us has to be a judge for one’s own self in these matters of
profound significance. Our aspirations for spiritual ideals, or
God-realisation, may not be so well-founded as they appear to be on the
surface. The whole edifice of this so-called love of the spiritual ideal may
crumble down when the acid test of the superior understanding and the reason is
applied, and we would reveal ourselves as poor nothings who have founded our
arguments of the spirit on the quicksand of personal desire and ambition. A
love for bodily existence and an affirmation of the ego, a conformity to social
relationships connected with the body and the ego, sum up our satisfactions in
a nut-shell. We are mortal, living in a transitional world which pretends to satisfy
our desires, but never does so. But this pretension is taken by us as a reality
and we ground ourselves in the justification of this pretentious promise of the
sense-world and somehow or the other persuade ourselves to be satisfied with
whatever is in the world as presented to the senses, and whatever the emotions
regard as what is ultimately required. Though we are not always emotional and
sentimental in an obvious form, we are that basically; and our very root as
individuals is unjustifiable finally in the light of the larger set-up of
things. We have a subtle and secret longing to be independent and satisfied
even at the cost of everything in the world. Consciously this does not come to
the surface of our mind, but basically human beings are selfish; not merely in
human beings, but perhaps in everything in the world, there is an urge to
maintain oneself in a bodily complex, and the fear of death is the greatest of
fears; the love of life is the greatest of loves. Between love of one’s own
life and fear of one’s own death, the one implies the other, and each one
confirms that we regard this body as our entire property, our belonging, nay,
as we ourselves. The social relationships are practically physical
relationships, accentuated by psychic contact and adjustable with the temporary
features which the world of Nature manifests in the process of history. We,
somehow, manage to live in this world, by a peculiar kind of daily adjustment
with the unintelligible processes through which the world passes. We adjust
ourselves not merely with the world of Nature every day, but, with a tremendous
difficulty and strain on the mind, have to adjust ourselves with people around
us. And this strain is a great toil indeed. We are so much accustomed to this
strenuous life of adjustment with the outside atmosphere that we have mistaken
this effort itself for a kind of joy and satisfaction. The condition of
perpetual disease is mistaken for a normal state of health. Man is never said
to be, but is always said to become. We do not remain in ourselves continuously
even for a few minutes. As the Buddha said in his wondrous message, everything
is transitory, everything is momentary, everything is like a link connecting
itself with another link. There is a procession of events, and there is nothing
existent. If we are part and parcel of this transitional universe, there can be
nothing truly existent in us. This is perhaps the reason why the Buddhist
philosophers denied that there is such a thing as the self, by which we have to
understand the transitional self, the empirical self which we regard our selves
to be in our poor understanding of the nature of things. We regard ourselves as
a psycho-physical complex; body and mind combined in some manner. And this
self, if it is to be regarded as our real self, certainly is not, because it
moves with the laws of Nature, and, therefore, it has births and deaths. The
process of evolution is a name that we give to the continuous series of births
and deaths of all things. A succession of events is another name for the death
of one event and the birth of another event; which indicates the finitude of
every event and of every object. Anything that is finite materially or
conceptually urges itself forward to overcome its finitude by an entry into
another finitude, under the impression that when the finitudes join together
they make the infinite. That is why we love objects with the notion that two
objects coming together will abolish the finitude of objects. But that does not
happen, because two finites do not make the infinite. Even a million finites
cannot make the infinite, because the Infinite is a transcendent reality which
cannot be described by characters that describe the finite, and it is not a
quantity which can be measured by mathematical laws. But our senses work
through the space-time mathematics. The argument of logic is mathematical
ultimately and while we are sunk in this mire of phenomenality and this abyss
of muddled understanding, we try to entertain a spiritual aspiration, a desire
to overcome the world, which is conditioned by the world. Our longing to
overcome the finitude of the world, the finitude of life, is directed by the
finitude of the world itself. We are moving in a vicious circle, a
merry-go-round, coming to the same point again and again, never getting out of
the ruts of things. Arjuna’s arguments were arguments in a vicious circle. We
love God for a purpose which is connected with this world. The desire to
transcend the world of sorrow and to overcome the finitude of bodily existence
is at the back of love for the Infinite. We appear to be longing for the
Infinite for the sake of the justification of the finite, a confirmation of our
longings which the senses regard as real. And social values, psychic and bodily
values, become the conditioning factors of even the idea of God-realisation. We
seem to be loving God for the sake of people, for the sake of the world of
Nature, for the sake of our egoistic satisfactions. Arjuna, in a wondrous
manner, desisted from the battle of life, which is nothing but a battle with
the world of every kind of relationship, personal or otherwise.
Now, the most
difficult thing to understand is the significance of relation. We are
accustomed to this word many a time, ‘I am related to you, you are related to
me, I am your brother, you are my brother.’ This is a kind of relationship,
indeed, but this is a way of talking and taking things for granted without
knowing their true meaning. A relation is difficult to understand because it
eludes its connection with the two terms which it relates. If I am related to
you, it is difficult for me to explain the meaning of this relation. The
relation that we speak of remains merely a word with a grammatical sense, but
no philosophical justification. It does not mean that I am identical with you
when I say that I am related to you. If A is related to B, even in a most
intimate manner, it will not follow that A is identical with B, because the
difference between A and B is to be confirmed if there is to be a relation
between A and B. If A is not different from B, there cannot be relation, and
the two will be one, and we would not be speaking of the two as if they are
related. But if they are really different, there cannot, again, be relation.
Whether with difference or without it, there cannot be relation. And so
relation remains an enigma before us. The whole world is a mystery because of
this fundamental something that is conditioning our life. This is what the
great philosophers sometimes call ‘Maya’. We glibly translate it as ‘unreality’
or ‘illusion’, while it is a mystery which cannot be understood, but which
controls us to such an extent that we are helpless totally. So the arguments
based on this kind of relationship will fail in the end. In the same way as
there cannot be an ultimate justification for the principle of relationship
between things, there cannot be a justification for the validity of any
argument based on relationships. And all logic is nothing but a structure built
on relationship between the subject and the predicate in an argument. The
subject and the predicate cannot be connected, and if they are not connected
there cannot be logic; if there is no logic there is no argument; if there is
no argument there is no justification; if there is no justification there is
nothing possible in this world. So the whole thing amounts to a chaos finally.
But though we appear to be living in a terribly difficult atmosphere,
impossible to understand, and more difficult to live in, there is something in
us which compels us to get on in this world, not withstanding the environment
that is around us which threatens us every moment of time with consequences
dire. All this does not matter; we, somehow or the other, wish to live, even if
it be in hell itself. We wish to live here. The desire to live in hell is to be
explained. The explanation comes only from something mysterious within us,
which does not belong to this phenomenal world, but which we cannot understand
with the phenomenal mind, understanding, or reason. We are between the devil
and deep sea, pulling us in different directions, something telling us
something inside, and something describing another thing altogether in a
different manner outside in the world of senses. The spiritual seeker girding
up his loins for God realisation, for leading spiritual life, is faced with the
complex of the world and the difficulties presented by the social relations.
What about my father? What about my mother? What about my sister? What about my
relations? What about my disciple? What about my Guru? What about this and what
about that? Now, all these are nothing but items of relationship; and the
Absolute is non-relational. It is not related to anything, and to aspire for
the Absolute would be to aspire for a non-relational existence. But our
existence in the relational world is so tight and we are tethered to the peg of
relativity with such strong ropes that we are likely to commit the error of
interpreting our aspiration for the Absolute in terms of relations. This is a
danger even on the spiritual path. We may like to justify everything, even the
aspiration for the Absolute, God-realisation, or Moksha, relationally,
all of which can be cast into the mould of sense-experience and egoistic
pleasure. The love for immortal existence can be interpreted as a love for
existing as ‘this individual’ for an endless period of time. People are
frightened by the very idea of the abolition of personality in God-realisation.
And there are philosophies which repudiate such a possibility, because if we
are abolished, what, then, remains? If the aspirer ceases to be, what is he
aspiring for? This frightening situation may shake us from the bottom, and we
revert, once again, to the old cocoon of bodily existence and social
relationship. And the Mahabharata war would not be! Arjuna says, ‘bid good
bye.’ ‘Here is my grandsire, Bhishma; here is Drona, my Guru; here are my
cousin brothers, all come from the same ancestor; the same blood is flowing
through the veins of everyone. What can be a greater sin than to aim an arrow
at the venerable Bhishma, on whose lap as a child I sat and listened to stories
when I was a child. And what greater sin it could be than to contemplate the
destruction of social values, and cause sorrow and pain to those who are
related to me and who depended on me for sustenance? Am I to aim against the
world which is so beautiful and grand, and which is full of such values?’ The
human society in which we are living is, indeed, meaningful, and today we
cannot see a greater meaning in life than human society. All that we are
working for, studying for, day and night, is only for human society. We will
know that there is nothing else in our minds. We may have organisations, we may
be spiritual leaders, we may be any thing. All this is for human society and
not for cats and mice, or for tigers, trees and mountains. We are concerned
only with our own species. A frog loves only the frog, and the frogs form a
frog united nations organisation, and so on. We are just puny creatures with
all our boasted understanding, and Arjuna’s arguments really strike a poor note
before the mighty Krishna who was listening to all this harangue.
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