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“What do you mean by
this grandeur that transports us in this manner? Who is this Almighty and how
could we have a realisation, an experience of this Divine Glory?” The great
Teacher is standing there;—Krishna is before Arjuna; and the disciple implores
the great Master, “Is it possible for a person like me to have a vision of this
Glory, a direct experience of that which you have been describing up to this
time as the be-all and end-all of all things? And surrendering himself wholly
to the great Incarnation, the disciple speaks, “If you consider me fit enough
to have a vision of this Glory, may I be endowed with this blessedness. Deign
to shower this Grace upon me.” It is in the Eleventh Chapter that the poet of
the Bhagavadgita bursts forth into expressions which try to convey in a highly
enrapturing language the phenomenon which revealed Itself before the seeking
soul, Arjuna. Words have to be employed as vehicles in the description of this
Glory because we have no other instruments available in the world. All
explanation is through words. So, even the highest poetic genius has to employ
images which belong to the world of perceptions. We speak of God as Light, but we
cannot imagine any light which is greater than the light of the Sun, for us
that is the supreme light, and the inclusiveness which God is, the infinitude
which is God’s being, has also to be explained in a similar manner by imagery
and comparison. Imagine thousands of Suns rising. and splashing forth
simultaneously in the sky, dazzling the eyes of the beholders; no one has seen
in one’s life what it is to see thousands of Suns at one stroke. These, again,
are words for us with no significance. We cannot even dream what it would be to
see several thousands of Suns coming together and blazing in the eastern
horizon. We can only console ourselves by thinking that we understand what it
is. Even the great immortality that we are thinking of is a shadow, as it were,
cast by the super-immortal being of God, says the Veda. Not merely is God this
supernal Light which blinds the eyes of the soul, but God is infinitude, again
something which we cannot understand. What is infinitude? Every blessed thing
is there transformed into its originality, not in its crude, distorted,
reflected form, as we see it here today. The originals of things get revealed
in the Supreme Being of God. These are the archetypes of all things.
Philosophers tell us that we are all shadows, here moving in the world of
phenomena. Everyone of us has a reality beyond ourselves. Even our own
realities are not here! We are above in a noumenal existence, while this
phenomenal universe is a conglomeration of shadows and reflections of the true
archetypes. God is not a totality of shadows, a bunch of finite particulars.
God does not become complete by a bringing together of all the individuals
conceivable in the world. You and I and everything imaginable put together do
not make God, because these visibles are all shadows, unrealities in the end,
and a multitude of unrealities do not go to constitute one reality. We are far
below the level of understanding what all this can be. Our minds are not made
in such a way as to be able to grasp what these originals could be like. Our
souls are our originals, the body and mind are reflections. But when we think
of ourselves, we think only of bodies and minds; our real soul is beyond our
comprehension. The soul is in ourselves; the soul that we really are, is the
original in us, and that is the representation of God. God is present in us as
the soul in us, and not merely as a particular expression of name and form in
space and time. That is why when the great vision is described in the Gita, we
are told that perfection was seen everywhere in that Glory. One does not see
ugliness and suffering, which are consequences of the finite vision which
wrests one particular from another and does not read the meaning of anything
with relevance to all other things. The vision of God is the vision that God
Himself has in respect of the whole of creation. To see God is to see through
the eyes of God. And that would be a veritable realisation of the Soul of the
universe. Here the perceptive faculties and the cognitive processes cease to function.
It is not the intellect that understands or the feeling that feels God’s
presence, it is the bursting forth of the intuitional integrality by which what
is intended is a totality of grasp of the whole of the cosmos at one stroke and
in simultaneity, and not as a succession of phenomena. We do not count one
thing after another thing as we do here in this world when we try to see a
series of objects. We cannot see with our eyes all things at once. Even when it
appears that we are seeing many things at one time, we are really seeing one
thing after another thing in a series, in a time-process, as if they are
extended in space. But, as we observed, God-vision is a timeless, spaceless
experience. And, therefore, it is not a visualisation of many things one after
another in a series, as in an arithmetical computation. It is a timeless grasp
of the eternity of Being, where everything is a here-and-now and not afterwards
or somewhere else. Everything is just here, and everything is just now. Here is
the abolition of space and a transcendence of time. Our spatial and temporal
body-mind-complex vanishes, melts away into the supernal menstruum of the
Absolute. Such was the vision which the great Lord condescended to bestow upon
the seeking Arjuna.
And what one feels at
that time is, again, poetically portrayed in the great hymnology which fills
the whole of the Eleventh Chapter. It does not actually mean that one will be
speaking something there. The poet of the Gita has to express himself in
language, and so he uses a poetic style to demonstrate the feeling of the soul
at the time of this divine possession and experience, at which time it becomes
giddy with God-Consciousness. The soul does not utter words in human language.
It shudders from the roots and shakes at the very bottom and it does not think
and feel but melts away gradually into the awe. This process of the evaporating
of the soul-consciousness into the Consciousness of All-Being is the
significance behind the exuberant description of the prayers which Arjuna seems
to have offered when he was blessed with the Divine Vision. The functions of
the individual cease automatically, and completely. Neither does one speak, nor
see, nor hear; nor is there any particularised sensation. All the empirical
faculties are brought together into a concentrated oneness and get gathered up
in the soul within instead of operating separately as in ordinary perception.
The whole being is centred in one indivisible splendour of the soul, and it is
the soul that flies to the Supreme Soul. And even as the soul that beholds this
vision does not express itself in any language but indescribably transforms
itself into the All-in-All God, so, too, God does not speak in a language, in
the words that we utter through our mouths. Yet, a response from this Mighty
Being seems to come in answer to the prayer of the soul that beholds the
vision, and the Almighty speaks in a transcendental language of the unity of
everything with everything else.
The feeling or the
notion in the individual that it does anything at all is a fallacy, and here in
the context of the Mahabharata, where the Bhagavadgita occurs, Arjuna is told
that the war has already taken place, it is already concluded, victory has
already been won, there is nothing more to be done by anyone. The individuals
are just instruments. “In a timeless comprehension, I have done everything that
is to be done, in the firmament of infinity and eternity.” To Arjuna, to us,
from the point of view of time, the Mahabharata might appear to be a future
event that is yet to take place. But to the Omnipresent Absolute, which has
neither time nor place, it has eternally taken place and its results are
decided once and for all.
It is added that
everyone cannot have this vision. It is not that merely for the asking it
suddenly comes, unless the asking comes from the soul. Our little charities, a
few good deeds and some studies that we make are inadequate for the purpose.
God is not a cheap substance that one can purchase for a few dollars or pounds.
Impossible is this vision; even the gods crave to have this blessing. Any
amount of learning or scriptural lore is insufficient for this fulfilling
attainment. All the austerities that we may perform, all the efforts that we
can think of from our side cannot promise us this blessedness of God-vision.
Then what is the solution? How do we get it? A whole-souled surrender of the
self is the way. Unless the self melts away into the All-Self, this vision is
not going to materialise itself. Any individualistic austerity, or, for the
matter of that, any performance whatsoever which retains the individuality
intact, even in the name of religion or spiritual practice, will go counter to
the requirements of this great realisation. The condition is this: In our
spiritual practices, do we long to maintain our individualities? Though it is
true that we are spiritually engaged or religiously conscious, are we secretly
hugging our own ego or personality? If this is to be there, the vision is far
off. Whoever performs works for His sake, whoever regards Him as the Supreme
Soul, and bears not enmity to anyone, looks upon all things with an equal
vision, with no difference of high and low, or even better or worse, whoever
whole-heartedly considers this wonder as the only goal of life, and everything
else as merely an accessory or an antecedent to this great Realisation, one who
is possessed with this spirit of aspiration which transfigures the whole of
one’s being in the love of the One God, one who seeks God, and God alone, and
nothing else, in the highest sense of the term,—to such a person God-Vision
will be an immediate experience. Inasmuch as there is no isolation or
individuality in God, to have His experience or Vision, one must also be free
from the individuality of the self. It appears that God alone can behold God.
God experiences; God realises God. It is not that man, as a man, maintains
himself as man, and then reaches God. It is not you or I that can attain God,
but God-vision bursting itself within itself, and God looking at Himself in
God. It is a mystical enigma, a secret available only to sincere souls, and
everyone is blessed with this beatitude of experience, when the heart is
sincere.
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