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This week is devoted to considerations on sadhana,
and so it is called Sadhana Week, which means the bestowing of deep thought on
the practical side of living a life that is in consonance with the facts of
life as they are, and not as they appear from outside.
Imagine that we are seeing two things, one
thing being different from the other. It is impossible to distinguish between
one thing and another, unless the distinguishing person is neither the one, nor
the other. If you yourself happen to be one of the two things to be
distinguished as different from each other, then there would be no knowledge of
the fact of there being two things at all. The observing principle, which is
yourself, always stands outside the two things, which are distinguishable for
some purpose.
Now, here arises another question: It is
not only important to know that the distinguisher is not the same as the two
objects distinguished, but that the distinguisher pervades the area, the entire
location, of the two objects. The so-called distance appearing to be there
between two things is covered by a perceptional faculty in the observer. That
is to say, the observing principle should not only be present in one thing and
the other thing, but also it has to be in the middle. If it is only on one side
or the other side, the distinguishing knowledge will not be there at all. So,
there is something in us, as the observers or the seers of things, which rises
above the location of the things observed.
The knowledge of the fact of there being
two things is not an operation of the physical bodily location of the observer;
it is an awareness which pervades both the two things, and also, at the same
time, operates in the relation that obtains between two things. The difference
between two things is a consciousness of the relation of the difference between
two things. If the relation is absent, two things will not be different.
The most difficult thing in the world is
the apperception, or knowledge, of what relation is. We are all sitting here
with a relation among one another. I am related to you; you are related to me.
There is a connection between one and the other. What actually is the meaning
of 'relation'? Though you and I are related to each other, we are not touching
each other. A person may be sitting there, several yards away from me, and yet
have inwardly a relationship with me. This relation is something that is
intriguing. Where is that relation existing? It is neither in this place which
I am occupying as a person, nor is it there in the other person who is supposed
to be related to me. It is existing between myself and the other person.
What is that relation made of? Is it a part
of myself, or a part of the other? The relation, so-called, which distinguishes
one person from another person, if it is a projection of one side, it will
become a part and parcel of one side only, and it will not touch the other
side.
For instance, we can say there are two
things, A and B. They are mutually related to each other. You have to listen to
me with concentration of mind. This connection, this relation between A and B,
should belong either to A or to B; otherwise, it cannot exist because, as far
as our perception goes, that which exists is just A, this side, and B, that
side. I am here, and you are there. There is nothing in between, visible to the
eyes. But if there is nothing in between, there cannot be even a consciousness
of my being here, from your side. There will be no relation.
"This is my brother. He is related to me
very closely," you say. What kind of relation have you got? Is the brother
sitting on your lap, physically touching you? The relation still can be
maintained between one and the other, even if one of the persons is so far
away, somewhere in another country. If your brother is in New York, still he is
related to you. What is there between the location of New York and yourself?
You cannot easily say what is there. There is nothing; visibly, no thing called
the relation is observable. If it is not there, you cannot make any statement
about one thing being related to another.
If you assume that there is such a thing
called relation invisibly operating, it should belong either to this side or to
that side. The relation emanates either from A to B, or from B to A, in which
case, the relation belongs to one side only, and not to the other side. If you
consider relation as something emanating from A, and it has nothing to do with
B, then it will not touch B. So is the case in our assumption that the relation
belongs to B and not to A. It has to belong to both sides; otherwise, a
distinction cannot be known. How can one thing become two things? This is an
enigma in our concept of relation.
Actually, the problem arises on account of
our physical observation of things, and our imagination that everything is made
up of material substance, and substance of individuality. Myself, yourself, father,
mother, brother - they are all considered as physical entities. "My brother is
coming." We do not know what is coming, actually. It is a tall physical figure,
moving with two legs. This is our usual conception of things.
The pervasion of the observing principle in
the process of the distinguishing of one thing from the other cannot be a
physical element. You as a person, a physical individual, do not sit between
two things to distinguish between two things, like a policeman separating one
section of people from another section by just pushing his hands, physically.
We are not doing that in our act of distinguishing between one and the other.
We can distinguish between the sun and the moon even, and one star and another
star, by sitting here and apprehending the distinction between two things. What
a distance is there between ourselves and the stars! The distance does not
matter; still, the relation obtains.
How could you know that the stars are
distinguishable, one from the other, when they are several light years away
from you? What has happened to you, actually? You have never gone to the stars.
Your eyes are not touching the stars. No intelligible connection exists between
you and the stars, yet you can see the stars. Actually, who is seeing the stars?
It is not you, because you are here. How could you be at such a distance from
the vast spatial expanse where the stars are, and yet know the stars are there?
In an invisible, all-pervading form, your perceptional consciousness touches
the stars. This is the reason why you are able to apprehend the existence of
even the most distant things in space.
It is necessary for us to understand who we
are before we try to know what other things are. Yesterday I mentioned
something about the wrong notion that we have about our environment and about
the location of our existence. We imagine that we are existing in one place. We
are existing in all places; otherwise, the awareness of there being such a
thing as vast spatial distance will not be permissible, and not possible. But,
how are we in all places, while apparently, for the purpose of a photographic
camera, we seem to be sitting in one place only? In another form of our true
substantiality, we are pervading all space.
In order to free ourselves from the obsession
of limitation of finitude felt agonisingly in regard to our own selves, one of
the prescriptions of Yoga practice, as a preliminary instruction, is that we
should practise the art of placing ourselves outside ourselves.
Can you imagine that you are outside
yourself, which is a fact, and the truth? If some element in you is not outside
yourself, the outside object cannot be known to be existing at all, because
your location as a physical body in one place cannot be responsible for your
knowledge of there being another thing which is far away. In a subtle form, you
are away from your own self. A thought that is connected with the body is
called kalpita vritti, a modification of the mind which is attached to
the body only. There is another kind of operation of the mind which is known as
akalpita vritti, non-physical thinking. Non-physical thinking is the
process of thought operating external to oneself. You place yourself away from
yourself.
To give an example, you are sitting in one
place, and looking at something which is far away from you. By a stretch of
your imagination and by an exercise of your will, can you transform your
presence to that location of the object that you are looking at, and imagine
strongly that you are not seeing that thing, but that thing is looking at you?
I give a simple example of a tree in front of you. You are seeing the tree, but
can you also imagine that the tree is seeing you? For this purpose, you have to
practise what is known as a discarnate operation of the psychic apparatus.
'Discarnate' means not clinging to this particular body. You transfer your
position to the location of the tree, or of somebody else. Look at yourself
from that point of view. You become an object of perception. The other thing,
which you thought is an object, actually becomes the viewer or the subject of
perception.
If this practice becomes possible, you will
never be attached to this body any more, because you can as well be attached to
any other body. Why only this body? There are millions of people in this world.
In what way are you better than others? You are a bundle of material
conglomeration, as anybody else is.
For the purpose of practising detachment
from this miserable individual physical location, transfer your mind to the sun
shining in the sky, so that this process may become a little happy, and not
just a kind of exercise of the will. Transport your consciousness to the solar
orb, and look at yourself from that point of view, from that location. You will
be seeing yourself sitting here, from there.
Or, you may even go a little further, and
identify yourself with the sun itself. Transfer your consciousness to the
location of the sun. Feel intensely that you are brilliant, radiating multiple
rays of energy and light, which falls on you. You are sitting on this earth.
Great power of will is necessary for this
kind of practice. Instead of my seeing you, you should see me. That is the
whole simple matter. But, you should see me, not as you are doing just now, in
an ordinary fashion. I myself have become you, and from that point of view, I
am looking from that point of view at myself here. I become the object, and the
consciousness that perceives has transferred to the other side, which looks
like you. That is to say, I am not actually becoming you in transferring my
consciousness to that place; rather, I think through your mind. My mind merges
into your mind, and I am thinking through your mind. If this could be practised
continuously, the person whose mind has become the vehicle of my operation will
start thinking in the same way as I am thinking. This is what, generally, Yoga
psychology tells us, for the purpose of controlling the minds of other people.
Nobody can harm you, not even an elephant, if your mind is transformed into the
mind of the elephant. It will think as you are thinking.
In the Srimad Bhagavata Mahapurana there is
a beautiful verse. The great sage Shuka was walking unconcerned in some
direction. When Vyasa, his father, summoned the son, "My dear boy, where are
you?" the response came from every tree around. Every leaf started moving,
shaking, in response to the call of the father. The leaves were saying, "I am
here." That is to say, the non-physical Shuka, in his pervasive character, had
entered into the so-called external existences like the leaf, and he himself,
as a transported element in terms of the leaves, was looking at himself. It is
a right-about turn of perceptional process. Instead of your looking at the
world, let the world look at you. Can you imagine what kind of Yoga this is?
The attachment to this particular body is
so intense that we can never understand actually what this process is. "What
does it matter if something is there? I am concerned with myself only." This is
the ahamkara that speaks.
Can you enter into the things that are
outside in the world, and look at yourself from that point of view, so that you
are somewhere else, at a place other than the place where you are physically
appearing to be existing? You have detached your consciousness from this body,
and you have attached it to something else, which becomes your subjectivity;
your body, which was originally looking like a subject, becomes an object.
Then, what happens? You will be another person altogether. You can become any
person that you like. You need not be only Mr. this, Mr. that. It is not
necessary. You can think like any person, or anything whatsoever, provided that
your mind has transported itself from the location of this body to the location
of another thing.
We hear that Bhagavan Sri Krishna lifted a
mountain. Actually, he did not lift any mountain; he lifted himself. The
pervasive character of his consciousness became the subject behind the
mountain. There is no difficulty for me to lift my hand, because it is me, but
I cannot lift somebody else's hand, like the hand of an elephant, for instance.
The elephant can lift its own leg, but we cannot lift it because it is too
heavy for us.
Do you know the weight of the elephant? Can
anybody lift that elephant? But, how does it lift itself? If it is so heavy,
the elephant also cannot move. Its existence, its pure subjectivity, has become
identical with the location of its large body, so that it does not stand
outside itself. The elephant is something outside us. Therefore, our consciousness
cannot permit the lifting of it.
So, what you call Sri Krishna lifting the
mountain is only him lifting his own hand, as an externalised form of his
existence - an arm of his, as it were. It was not a mountain that he lifted; he
lifted an arm of himself, in his wider form. He transferred his existence to
the mountain, and it lifted itself, as an elephant lifts itself.
This is the principle of Yoga practice,
finally. You can stretch this technique even to God Himself. Even that is not
an impossibility. I am just giving preliminary instructions for the purpose of
psychological transportation of consciousness from one locality to another
locality, so that we may not be attached egoistically to this particular body
only.
Remember that your body is not in any way
more beautiful than another person's; nor has it any more value than anybody
else's. If A dies or B dies, both go to dust. They are cremated and thrown. It
does not mean that my body is superior to the body of another when the soul
withdraws itself from it. The ahamkara or the egoism of a human being is
certainly unimaginable. We have no problem except our own ego. There is so much
clinging to this location, as if other locations are absent. What prevents you
from being a little more charitable and generous in your way of thinking, and
thinking in terms of that which you are considering as outside you? The
outsideness vanishes; universality enters.
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