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The preliminary effects of continuous
meditation are felt in the form of a tingling sensation in the body, as if ants
are creeping through the nerves, or a mild electric current is passing through
the whole system. The strangeness of the experience may produce jerks and
slight tremors in the body, due to the uniqueness of the mental attitude
encountered by the movement of the Pranas, or vital forces, in the body.
The vital energy is usually accustomed to concern itself mainly with the
physical body of the person untutored in the art of negotiating with anything
other than the personality of the individual. Now that the mind has adopted a
new posture of exceeding the limits of its bodily encasement, it stretches
itself into an area wider than that of the physical individuality, into the
larger dimension of the object of meditation, to which situation the currents
of the Prana also have to learn to adapt themselves in this process of a
vital adjustment to the newly introduced condition. There is a mild earthquake-like
feeling when the Pranas cross their earlier limits of physical
individuality and endeavour to touch the borderland of the wider kingdom of the
object of meditation. The process gradually transforms the individual into a
super-individual, which is the reason why experts in Yoga, saints and sages,
attract people towards themselves on account of their personality haying a
wider inclusiveness of dimension than the limited habitat of people in general.
When greatness attracts, it is the wider inclusiveness that really attracts,
even as the higher pulls the lower by self-absorption.
The consciousness which earlier was locked
up within the physical body begins to peep through the apertures of the
localised individuality, and beholds itself in persons and things beyond the
limits of the single body to which it was shackled. There is then a sense of
power felt within, a feeling of control over outer conditions, and a
satisfaction that one has obtained what is required to be obtained, done what
is to be done, and known what is to be known. The sense organs begin to loosen
their clutches over the body and, loosening themselves from their bodily
locations, relate themselves to the divinities behind their operations,
becoming thereby channels of the flow of superphysical forces that enter the
personality of the meditating individual. The sun and the moon and the stars,
the very sky, and all space and time, slowly open up the secret of their really
not being situated in large physical distances and of their internal intimacy
and organic connection with the very spot and the very personality of the
meditating individual. It is here that subtle sensations, celestial sound or
music, like the beating of kettledrums or the ringing of bells, are felt
arising from spheres beyond the physical realm. Visions of flashes of lightning
appear before the mind, odours of a heavenly nature begin to be smelt, the
tongue begins to taste a sweetness not coming from any object, and a
velvet-like touch cushions, as it were, the very personality. Distances melt
down and far-off things are seen very near, the time-process breaks up and
Eternity twinkles in every moment that constitutes time. The manifold objects
of the world seem to get bundled up into a cohesion of an undivided body or
mass of being, and the very heavens seem to gaze at the earthly dweller.
But the experience does not last long, if
it so happens that some Sattvika Karma-force happens to be still
present in the individual, sustaining it but barring it from going too far into
the outer space of the higher realms of being. Often one finds it difficult to
maintain this spiritual poise for a long time, due to the subtle repercussions
produced by the after-effects of lesser considerations bestowed on bodily
individuality, social relationism, and the like. Past thoughts, feelings and
actions, before they ebb away and vanish into non-existence, conjure up a
cinematographic rapidity of the motions of past experiences, and present a
reality of their own. It is said that Dhruva of the Epic and Purana
memory saw his mother weeping in front of him while he was engaged in the
rapture of meditation in a distant forest. The Buddha's experiences are
said to be of a similar nature. Yasodhara, with her little child, was in
front of him while he was in rapt attention on the Cosmic Truth, wailing and
beseeching him to return to the palace. Impressions can assume concrete forms
and present a solidity as hard as anything on earth. Illusions can be as heavy
as granite. The usual obstacles that the meditator is supposed to face are a
variety of the presentations of erotic beauty, celestial dance, and ambrosial
offerings, which are picturesquely described by the commentator on the relevant
Sutra of Patanjali's text. The coming of Indra with his retinue
is not the only temptation of which one has to be cautious, especially in
advanced stages of meditations. Silly things will look valuable, meaningless
objects appear highly worthwhile, and a jot of pleasure take the shape of an
ocean of delight. These are the last kickbacks of the senses which have been
restrained beyond their survival.
But this is not all. Pleasures are not the
only temptations. Later comes the threat of self-destruction, as if everything
is over, nothing is achieved, the body is breaking, and death is at the elbow.
The Buddha had this experience when he crawled in his physical weakness on the
very day during the night of which he had illumination. Maya, also known
as Mara, call it Satan if you like, does not merely present gifts
of temptation in the form of delight to the ego and the senses, but can also
discharge threats of rampage and ruin if the presents are not accepted. Loves
and hatreds, which were originally thought to be just psychological conditions,
begin to announce that they are cosmically connected and can stir up objective
powers of larger delicacies and stricter fears. The lives of the saints is here
the only illustration before us, whether they are of the East or of the West.
Cosmic experiences have no nationality, and they are beyond the limitations of
religion or profession. What one has undergone is to be traversed through by
everyone else also. The cross is on the back of all things that are born into
the dust of the earth.
The tragedy later opens up into the
blissful comedy of the vistas of glorious experiences further on, and, like the
vanishing of the deplorable sights which Yudhishthira had to visualise
in realms beyond the world, as we have it in the concluding Books of the
Mahabharata, hells get converted into heavens, the very earth becomes a mass of
gold, rivers stream forth with milk and honey, and divine grandeur and glory
reign supreme beyond even the farthest stretch of one's imagination. The fruit
of supreme renunciation is supreme fulfilment.
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