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These ideals, which have not been
materialised but are cherished in the heart, should be brought out into
reality. Only then can we be free. We cannot keep these peacefully inside us;
we must do something with them. Either we satisfy them, or we see that they
should somehow be eliminated. Some people try to kill them. “Oh, I cannot
tolerate this! I must either destroy them or satisfy them.” They then do
one of the two. One will find that both these things are difficult. We cannot
destroy them like that. They are so intimately connected with our lives, and to
kill them would be killing ourselves.
These ideals of ours are not outside us,
and therefore we cannot throw them away. They are with us; they move with us,
and they sleep with us. There are some peculiar conditions of mind, when people
start hearing sounds in their ears, and they conclude that somebody is
speaking. There is nobody there and yet some sounds are heard in their ears.
Sometimes they begin to see visions and are highly disturbed. The person is so
nervous because of someone talking and talking in their ears, though nobody is
there, and no one is speaking. These ideals that are buried, these desires that
have been suppressed and could not be expressed in life take shapes or forms,
and they become visible difficulties in front of us. We are afraid of them.
These are all psychopathic conditions, and this is not a healthy state of mind.
Now, according to the psychoanalytic
technique, the solution was to bring out these ideals so that there may be
harmony between the ideal and the real. One satisfies these desires, not
materially, but psychologically at least. What is psychological satisfaction?
These ideals get acted out through dreams. One may become in dream what one
wants to become in waking life. Dreams, fantasies, and building castles in the
air are some of the ways in which these ideals are expressed. Many a time one
tries to substitute for these ideals. “When I cannot get this, I shall
get something else, so that I’ll forget this completely for the time
being.” But these ideas and ideals cannot be easily forgotten. Forgetting
a devil is not the same as exorcising it. The devil is there, but we close our
eyes and pretend it is not there—that is not a solution. We don’t
see it, but it sees us.
So substitution is, therefore, not a good
psychological method for clearing these avenues of the mind. Suppression is
also not a good method. Suppression and repression are the causes of our
illness and destruction. Substitution, again, is obviously not a solution. The
desires will have to be vaporised completely, like the camphor that burns up
without leaving any residue, or like the mist that melts before the rising sun.
These ideals should sublimate themselves into either the reality that is in
front of us, or disappear into nothingness. There is no other way left to deal
with these cherished ideals.
The Deeper Causes of Conflict
We should attune ourselves with reality,
and then we are all right. Yet, instead we to conform to society and the
circumstances of the times. Whatever society says is okay with us. If we do not
have ideals that differ from the rules and regulations of society, we are all
right and have no tension. As time marches, we also march with it. When
striding with the same speed and time as society, there is no tension. But if
we are conservative, we will not change at the same pace as society; and then
we will have to suffer. If we do not have the strength to change society,
society will try to change us. We should either change society with our power,
or adjust ourselves with it. If we cannot do either, then we become
neurotic—we are going to suffer. People who want to change circumstances,
but cannot, are the sufferers in the world. They say that society should not be
as it is, and that it must change. But who is going to change it? Not us; we
cannot do it. Then we go on complaining and suffering. Here I am reminded of a
famous saying of a philosopher. “Give me the will to change what I can,
the courage to bear what I cannot, and the wisdom to know the
difference.” Very interesting! We do not have the wisdom to know the
difference—that is our difficulty. We do not know what can be changed and
what cannot be changed. We mistake the ‘cannot’ for the
‘can’. We try the impossible and then suffer—the sufferers
are those who try the impossible. If it is possible, we can change it, but if
we cannot change it and yet we want to, then we suffer in society. These are
the simple forms of mental tension which philosophy studies in its superficial
levels, and which has to lead to psychoanalytic techniques, especially today in
the West.
But these conflicts do not end with merely
social tension. They have deeper aspects, and these have not been studied by
modern psychologists. We are not going to be happy even if society agrees with
us. There will still be something in us which will remain dissatisfied. If the
whole world says you are a wonderful man, you will not be happy. There are many
people in the world who are placed in a good position, who are not criticised
by society, but they cannot be said to be happy. We can query any one of them.
A big person whom we generally regard as very important and
well-placed—socially, politically and economically—if we ask him,
“My dear friend, is everything all right? Are you happy?” we will
see that no, he is not. What is lacking? He is perfectly in union with the
existent form of society. He is well-regarded and respected, and yet something
is wrong with him.
He himself may not be able to answer this
question properly, because mostly people float on the surface of the mind. They
cannot go deep into their minds, because their minds are merely extrovert. They
think only outwardly, and cannot move the mind inward. The mind cannot think of
itself. This is the difficulty with the mind. It can only think of others. The
mind has become a subject of the judgement of other persons and things. It has
never been able to subject itself to that self-same analysis to which it wants
to subject other people and things in the world. The mind is not honest and
dispassionate in its habits—it wants to judge others but not itself.
Because it sees itself as the judge, why should it judge itself? The judge
judges only the defendants, but not himself.
This is the fundamental difficulty of the
mind. It seems to be well off with human society, but it is not yet all right.
Here begins yoga, yoga philosophy and yoga psychology. Psychoanalysis is not
sufficient, though mental illnesses may appear temporarily cured by the
analytic techniques. People have fundamental difficulties which are not quite
abnormal. A person may be normal and yet have difficulties. It is not only
abnormal people that suffer in the world—normal people also suffer. The
psychology of yoga starts with normalcy and not with abnormality. Abnormal
people cannot become yoga students. When the mind becomes thoroughly normal,
then yoga analysis starts. When there is abnormal thinking, there is no yoga.
This is very important to remember. What is abnormality? According to
psychoanalysis, abnormality is the tension created between individual ideals
and social law. Yoga psychology, though, tells us that even if the attunement
between society and the individual is achieved, the human being is not going to
be happy. There is still something lacking. This lacuna, with which I began speaking,
will persist in spite of our having so many things in the world. We may have
perfect health and a lot of money, and we may be well-placed in society, yet we
are not going to be happy with all this.
Here we enter into the field of true
philosophical analysis. Yoga has a philosophical aspect and a psychological
aspect and also a practical aspect, as I mentioned before. The practice and the
psychology of yoga are both based on its philosophy. By
‘philosophy’ I do not mean a theory that just occurred to someone’s
mind. It is not merely a viewpoint that we call ‘philosophy’.
Everyone has a philosophy in that sense. Our idea of the world is our
philosophy, but there is a genuine philosophy in the true sense of the
term—the wisdom of life, as we may call it. Philosophy is the wisdom of
life; it is not a theory. The theories may be many, but wisdom is only one. We
cannot have many kinds of wisdom. Great philosophers who were genuine thinkers
along these lines defined philosophy as the wisdom of life, the love of this
wisdom, and, more than that, the practice of this wisdom.
To understand life in its true perspective
would be true philosophy. We must understand life as it is. We should not have
a wrong idea about it. When we go to a place, we must understand where we are
staying and what kind of people are around us. We should not go just like a
fool, without knowing anything about the circumstances prevailing outside.
“Where am I, what is this country, what kind of people are living around
me, and what are the conditions in which I am going to be there?” All
these are the thoughts that might occur to our minds when we go to a new place.
When we are in life, when we are living in this world, it must be our duty to
understand what it is in which we find ourselves. “What is it that I am
seeing in front of me, how am I related to these things, and what am I to do
with these things? I have got to do something with them. I cannot just ignore
them. Because they look at me, gaze at me, stare at me, they seem to be wanting
something from me. How am I going to deal with these things that I call the
world in front of me?”
Yogic Analysis
Here commences philosophical
analysis—the perception of the world, and our having something to do with
it. We cannot simply say, “Let it be there, why should I worry?” We
cannot say that about the world, as it will not tolerate that type of attitude.
It will say in return, “You have something to do with me, and I shall
also have dealings with you!” There is a mutual concord between the world
and the individual, and here commences what we call life. Life is nothing but
this relationship between the individual and the world. Our attitude in respect
to the world is our life. Life is not only breathing—that is life in the
purely biological sense. In the sense of values, life is more than mere
breathing. This methodology of our relationship with the world is the practical
business of our lives. Each one has one’s own methodology, and many of
these methodologies do not succeed because they are unconnected with the facts
of life. Our living should be connected with the facts of life.
When we employ wrong techniques in
life—wrong in the sense that there was no proper relation to the facts of
life—then we get rebuffed and receive a kick from nature. Nature responds
like a policeman who tells a cabdriver, “Go back, this is not the proper
road; you do not know the method of proper driving. Turn that way.” Just
as we get a rebuff from a policeman on the road, nature gives us a kick.
“What is the matter,” we think. ‘Why should we get a kick
like this from all sides?” If we have an electric wire and we do not know
how to handle it or how to touch it, it will say, “Watch out, you do not
know how to handle me.” So the handling of what we call life is the practical
business that seems to be there in front of us, just as in scientific or
technological dealings there is a theory behind every invention, and a doctrine
or a principle to be followed in every approach of life—scientific,
technological, sociological or political.
The actions that the human being performs
have a principle underlying them. We should not just act—there must be a
method to our working. We do not go about randomly without an idea in our minds
of where we are going. We should go with a definite principle in our minds.
Likewise, there is a way in which we ought to conduct ourselves in life. This
conduct of life, if it is going to be a success, should be based on a principle
connected with the reality of life. If our ways of living are unconnected with
the realities of life, one may say that life becomes a failure, and one becomes
a grieved person, cursing nature. But nature is not going to listen to our
curses. We can go on cursing and belabouring, but what does it care? We do not
know nature, and therefore we do not understand it. The situation is like an
ignorant man’s complaining against the laws of his state. He does not
know the laws, and he goes on cursing everybody. “Why is it like this;
why like that?”‘ A person who does not know the laws of the state
may suffer due to ignorance, but ignorance of the law is no excuse—we
know that very well. We cannot say, “I didn’t know.” Do not
say, “I don’t know.” All people in the world seem to be in
this position of, “I didn’t know, I am sorry, please excuse
me.” We say this to nature also. “Excuse me, I don’t
understand you properly.” But it excuses us with a kick, not with a
smile—that is a peculiar law of nature.
The wisdom of life, which is philosophy, is
an understanding of life. Yoga, therefore, is a philosophy upon which is
constructed the most beautiful edifice of its psychology. And then there is the
actual implementation of it, which one thinks is yoga and wants to study. Yoga
is not merely practise without understanding. It is a practice with a
tremendous understanding behind it, and when this understanding becomes
complete, one becomes a perfect human being attuned not merely to sociological
reality but to reality in its completeness. Yoga has many stages which I shall
try to explain. Reality also has many stages, and not merely the sociological
reality which psychoanalysts are concerned with. There is something deeper than
the sociological and the outer reality, through all of which we have to attune
ourselves systematically, stage by stage. When we attune ourselves and
harmonise ourselves through all the levels of reality, we are one with nature,
one with truth, and ultimately one with God. This is yoga.
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