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Now we have to go back to the lessons we had at the very beginning
and freshen up our memories about the need which we felt for the
practice of yoga. The need also will explain to some extent the
methods that we have to employ, just as the measure of our hunger
will tell us what type of diet we have to take. There was a necessity
for yoga, and that necessity itself is sufficient explanation
of its methodology of approach. The need was felt on account of
a lack that was felt in social life. There was a persistent feeling
within that something is dead wrong with human society, and the
world is not going to make us happy. This is what is called "the
divine discontent" which comes upon every seeking soul. It is
a discontent, but it is divine, because it is a pointer to a higher
kind of life. If nothing can satisfy us in this world, it goes
without saying that we actually have an idea as to what can satisfy
us. That something which may satisfy us should be something different
from anything we can have in this world, because the world has
been seen to be incapable of providing satisfaction. We have experimented
with different persons and different things, and we find them
unsatisfying. Then it was that we felt the necessity for a deeper
probe into our situations.
Earlier in our discussions, we went into the method of relief
from inner tensions caused by a conflict between the ideal within
our minds and the reality without. We are not happy, because society
is not always going to accept the requests of our minds. We have
many kinds of rules in society on account of which our movements
are restricted and the avenues of our satisfaction are limited.
These are some of the reasons we found for our being unhappy in
the world - we would like the whole world for ourselves, but that
will not be allowed because other persons are there like us in
the world who want equally as much. As a result we try many other
methods of satisfying ourselves in this world. These methods,
covertly employed, also do not always succeed. Sometimes our secrets
get known to people, and then matters become worse. However, even
if our methods are not discovered, they do not always succeed.
There is a moral prick of the conscience, a fear, an anxiety,
an incapacity and various other factors coming upon us to defeat
our purposes. So, man is not happy. This is what we discovered
by a careful analysis of the social situation. Even if psychoanalysis
is going to relieve this tension for the time being, the world
is not always going to be our friend. The analytic technique of
psychology is not a permanent relief, but is only a medicine applied
for a temporal headache. However, we are going to be unhappy even
after we are relieved of this illness. Hence comes the need for
a further research into our mental realm, which was the objective
of yoga analysis.
The need for yoga has been felt because the world has been discovered
to be impossible to manage. The world wants us to abide by its
rules and regulations. Although the urge within us is to control
our environment, the world is not going to abide by our whims
and fancies. This is what we discovered through our earlier analysis.
It looks as if we have become a puppet in the hands of the rules
of the world. There have been dictators who tried to ravage the
whole world with their powers, because of the urge they felt to
rule over everything. But afterwards they discovered that the
method they employed was not successful, and the world recoiled
upon them with a great revenge. Dictators never fully succeeded
in the world; they were all wiped out, because the world took
such a vengeance upon them.
The Urge to Overcome the World
The world is not going to be subjugated by human powers, it is
not going to be utilised for human purposes, and it is not going
to be used as an instrument for human satisfaction. This is what
we ultimately realise - often when it is too late to amend. All
people that lived in this world, ever since creation perhaps,
have realised this truth finally when they were about to leave
this world for the other world. Yoga is a conscious analysis of
this peculiar situation in which we find ourselves. It is an attempt
at resolving another conflict that seems to be behind this superficial
conflict between the psychological ideal and the social law outside.
The inner, deeper conflict is the apparent irreconcilability of
the urge to overcome the world and the possibility to overcome
the world.
If it is absolutely impossible to do anything with the world,
why is it that we have an irresistible urge to conquer the world
and make it our own? What is this irrationality in our aspirations?
Everyone wishes to control everything and have everything for
oneself. "If the whole universe is mine, it will be very good.
Well, I may fail in the implementation of my desire - that is
a different matter - but why is this desire working in me at all?"
Such a devil is working inside us which seems to have no reason.
Yoga tells us that it is not a devil working; it is something
full of meaning which is highly rational in its conduct. This
urge is not irrational. The way of its implementation may be irrational,
but the urge itself is supremely rational. It is explicable within
the very structure of things, and yoga tries to discover the rationality
behind this urge in the human mind. To subdue the whole world
- the whole universe if possible - and to find ways and means
of materialising this urge is possible, because something totally
impossible cannot rise in our conscience. If it is absolutely
unreal, it should be impossible for it to rise into our minds.
The conflict is not between our desires and the social laws -
the conflict seems to be something different. It is between the
irresistible urge for perfection within and the impossibility
of implementing it in practical life. Our longing for perfection
contradicts the realities outside in the world, and vice versa.
While perfection is the thing that we need and we want, it is
the only thing that we cannot find in the world. This is the contradiction
between the world outside and the longings inside. It is not merely
social laws that contradict us; the world's structure itself seems
to be such that it appears to be in conflict with what we long
for from within.
We tried to understand the reason for this urge within us in our
analysis of perception of the world in one earlier stage of our
study. We realised that we have as our true nature and true Self
something which seems to be transcending our body personality,
and which is transcendent even to the world of objects outside.
This is what we studied. By implication, by inference and analytical
judgement we discovered that the true Self must be different from
the material encasement. The Self seems to be a conscious entity
which refuses to be restricted to the bodily limitations, and
it moves out in its reaches to the objects outside. It seems to
be immanent, not only in us as personalities or individualities,
but it also seems to be immanent in the objects of perception
outside. Not only this, it seems to be present even in the process
of perception.
I have already given an analogy for us to meditate on, namely,
the waters in two tanks being connected with a stream. Our consciousness,
our true Self, seems to be a kind of stream filling our personality
here, filling the object there, and connecting the two together
in an inseparable, indivisible and unbroken link. Such seems to
be our true nature, and there should be no wonder as to why an
urge for overcoming the conflict between the inner and the outer
should arise in our consciousness.
The longing for perfection arises not merely from the mental realm
of our personality. The mind, which is limited to the body in
all its practical functions, receives an impetus from the consciousness
within. The impetus is a universal urge, because the consciousness
is indivisible. This indivisible something which seems to fade
away into an infinitude of being, gives a push to this limited
mind, and an infinite push can be tremendously powerful. We can
imagine how powerful the infinite could be, and such infinitude
of propulsion received by this fragile mind of ours is the explanation
for this longing to attain unlimited perfection - whether or not
the world of objects outside is going to understand it and answer
its needs. In its discovery of the rationality behind this human
longing for perfection, yoga psychology realises also another
important fact. If anything is rational, it should be practicable;
the irrational is impractical. If there is any reason behind our
longing for this infinitude of perfection, if it is rationally
justifiable, it should also be practicable.
Yoga should therefore be a practicable affair, and it should not
merely be a wild goose chase. If an infinitude of my being is
the explanation for my longing, I should be able to fulfil this
longing. My mistake may be in not being able to put it into practice
properly in a world of this nature. The mistake does not lie in
the longing itself. The urge within itself is not meaningless,
but the difficulty seems to be in how to relate it to the circumstances
of the world outside. We don't lack intelligent people in this
world, but we lack people who can relate their intelligence properly
to the prevailing situations in the world.
There is no use in having intelligence merely in theory. The intelligence
has to come down to the level of the earth and then be acted out
in accordance with the practical conditions prevailing in the
world. Intelligence is not merely a theory; it is a capacity to
adjust oneself with the world outside. That is intelligence. When
rationality, which is another name for intelligence, pushes itself
forward in our lives, it also gives us hope and seems to promise
a fulfilment of our expectations. Yoga analysis of psychology
is therefore deeper than the psychoanalytic techniques, because
while psychoanalysis concerns itself merely with the conflicts
of one individual in his relation to the society immediately around
him, the psychology of yoga concerns itself with a genuine conflict
of the human mind in general - not merely with one person's mind
in its relation to what is outside itself.
It is not my difficulty or your difficulty - it is the difficulty
of every person in this world. There is no use in studying one
person's mind to cure an illness, because this illness is general
to all people. We cannot take one person to the clinic and examine
the mind of that person and cure that person of that conflict.
It is impossible to truly cure the malady in this manner. It is
a general malady that seems to be pervading the minds of all people,
and it is more a subject of general psychology than abnormal psychology.
Sober minds which are perfectly sane are in this state of conflict.
It is not abnormal minds alone that are in conflict - normal minds
are also in conflict, says yoga. What we call normalcy of behaviour
is itself a kind of conflict. We call it normalcy because everybody
seems to be in the same kind of conflict. If everybody in the
world is a fool, we cannot know who is a fool, because foolishness
looks normal. If there is however another person of a different
nature, then we can try to find out the distinction. Everybody
without exception in this world seems to be in a similar state
of conflict. Not even one is an exception; hence, we cannot know
that we are in a state of conflict.
Yoga Brings Freedom from Conflict
Conflict has become a state of normalcy to us. Inside there is
conflict, and outside there is conflict. Everywhere there is conflict
in every person that we see. We live in a world of conflicts,
and therefore it is that we are not able to realise our situation.
We cannot judge whether people are abnormal or normal. It is difficult
to define what is abnormalcy and what is normalcy. For us, the
majority is normalcy, and the minority seems to be abnormal, but
this is not the correct way of judgement. The judgement of yoga
psychology is more fundamental, and it needs a profounder rectification
of the ways of human thinking than is generally known to people.
That we look all right need not mean that we really are all right.
To actually be all right is a different thing altogether. If we
were really all right, there would be no sense of longing or want
in our minds anymore.
The sense of want itself is an indication that something is not
all right in us. If there is something annoying our minds, we
cannot just go scot-free with the idea that we are normal in our
ways of thinking. According to yoga psychology, to be perfectly
normal is to be free from any kind of conflict with nature outside
- not merely with people around us. Even if all our friends agree
with us, the world - which is more than just people - may not
agree with us. If all the world of people is going to claim that
we are normal, or perhaps even a great person, it need not be
correct, because the world is more than people put together. The
other aspect of the world which is different from 'people put
together' may not agree with this conclusion.
Yoga goes deeper still - deeper than human psychology - into the
psychology of creation itself. The yoga student therefore is not
considered merely to have relationships with human beings. The
world does not merely mean mankind. When we talk of world peace,
for example, we unfortunately mean only mankind's peace, but mankind
does not make up the whole world. Mankind is only one part of
the world. What makes us think that humanity is all the world?
Universal brotherhood does not merely mean mankind's brotherhood.
Yoga psychology recognises this and therefore goes into the fundamentals.
Unless we are in harmony with the world in its truth, we are not
going to be happy in this world.
The world is not merely man - remember this important point again.
Even if we are in tune with all people, we cannot be truly happy.
A thunderstorm may strike on our heads, but this has nothing to
do with people appreciating us or being friendly with us. The
impetuous forces of nature and the intractability of the elements
are something quite different from man's attitude towards them.
The earth's orbit, for example, has nothing to do with people's
thinking about us or people's thinking about themselves. If all
the nations are at peace, it doesn't mean that we can have any
control over the movement of the Earth. We can have international
peace in mankind's realm, but peace cannot be insured by everyone
merely acceding to it. Something else also has to accede, and
we cannot ignore that aspect of the matter.
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