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Yesterday I endeavoured to clear
some of the major misconceptions that are likely to harass the mind of a
Yoga student, a practitioner of Yoga. It was also necessary to clear up the
enigmatic relation that one maintains with human society outside. I enterize
the fact that since we have been living like social units right from our
birth, we are accustomed to think only in social terms. We forget that God
is not a social being. He is not one among the many; but the human being
is one among the many others like one's own self.
The existence of a human individual
in society is tremendously influenced by the nature of the society around,
so much so that one cannot easily, as a physical and psychological individual,
wrench oneself from social relations. Society has become a part of our very
skin, and to peel off social contact would be like peeling our own skin.
Yet, some such super-normal adventure has to be embarked upon when we take
to the practice of pure spirituality, or Yoga.
The desires of the human mind, which
are socially oriented, individualistically conditioned, as they have become
part and parcel of our very way of thinking, persist in telling us:
"How could you attain salvation, when society is clinging to you?"
This question was cleared in our earlier discourses, and it is necessary for
every one of you to bear this in mind, if you are really going to be a one-hundred-percent
student of Yoga and not merely a half-hearted appreciator or participant in
the work of spirituality.
The intention here is to purvey
to you the spiritual background that exists behind your personal and social
way of thinking and interpretation of things. The Atman or the soul that
you are is not a part of human society. There is no society of souls. You
will be wondering, "Is it so? But, what is society, then?" Society
is a well-arranged pattern of psycho-physical individualities.
The Atman or the soul is not confined
to your body. It is a consciousness, a pervading essence, of which we appear
to be a little part, on account of our association with this body - just
as, if the space contained in a little tumbler has the awareness of itself
as being within the tumbler, it will think that the space which is largely
expanding outside is external to it, due to the walls encircling this little
space inside the tumbler. But, if the walls are removed, there is no tumbler
space; it is one space all-pervading, omnipresent.
Therefore, the idea that the Atman
attains salvation may not be associated with another wrong notion that an
individual person attains salvation. The world is also a soul by itself;
as there is an apparently conceived individual soul, there is a world soul
which animates all existence in any form. The world soul may be compared
to the wide space pervading everywhere, and the apparent individuality of
our own soul inside may be regarded as something like the space contained,
encircled by the wall.
Who attains salvation, finally?
Neither you nor anybody else, taken in their individualistic sense, because
the Atman attains salvation. It is not the body or the mind that goes to
God in the state of liberation. When you say that the Atman reaches the Absolute
and reaches salvation, you immediately bring before your mind the notion
of what the Atman is, truly. Too much explanation on this subject is not
necessary, as you are practically aware of the essence of what was spoken
to you earlier.
If the Atman is a pervading essence,
as the so-called space inside a vessel is really the all-pervading space,
the attainment of salvation by the Atman would mean the attainment of salvation
by the omnipresent consciousness itself, which is called the Atman in terms
of the bodily existence. Salvation is a universal attainment - universal
in the sense that you cannot separate yourself from the environment in which
you are located when you are rising up to the state of salvation or attainment
of God.
The environment of human society
is part and parcel of your existence here in society. In a similar manner,
the entire nature is a larger society than human society, which is an inseparable
accompaniment to your personal existence. Society and nature cling to you,
not as external objects or things, but as your own wider involvement in the
life of the universe. The attainment of salvation, therefore, is an indescribable,
unthinkable achievement. Humanly conceivable methods of operation cannot
comprehend this truth. For the time being, when you are an ardent student
of Yoga persisting in the salvation of yourself, you have to stand up as
a super-human person. The Yogi is not a person. He is a super-individual
comprehensiveness, the meaning of which has to be clear. When you rise to
the Almighty, the entire creation rises with you.
I have been mentioning another analogy
on other occasions that when you wake up from a dream, all the people in
the dream also wake up with you; they are not remaining there outside you.
It is not that you, separately from those people you have seen in the dream,
have woken up. This phenomenon also is unthinkable. Society-bound mentality
cannot understand this philosophical or spiritual connotation of spiritual
experience. As all the world of dream experience rises simultaneously into
a wider comprehension of waking consciousness, in a similar manner the world
consciousness will rise up with you. If this does not take place, salvation
has no meaning.
These precedents of consideration
when you sit for meditation have to be taken care of very carefully. I have
dilated upon the methods of meditation; some system of contemplation on the
deity as you conceive it was explained: that was particularly an aspect of
devotion (bhaktimarga). But there are other ways which certain Yoga
students may follow. They are the purely volitional methods of affirmation
of will: it is not a devotion to any particular deity, but it is a devotion
to a particular principle. This psychological method of contemplation is
actually the attempt on the part of a Yoga student to grasp the principles
of operation in the universe.
What are the principles? You have
heard in cosmological doctrines that the creation of the world as we conceive
it commenced with a dark covering of potentiality for creation called mulaprakriti, the
original matrix of the creative process. The methodology of the descent in
the process of creation is very important to remember in the path of Yoga.
The Universal Being appears to be
clouded, as it were, with this darkness of potentiality for creation, as
it happens when we are fast asleep. The darkness of the causes of our sleep
covers the potential Atman within us, so that even if we have the brilliance
of the consciousness of the Atman within us imperishably, the darkness of
the potential for sleep covers it, so that when we are fast asleep we do
not know what is actually happening to us. It is only when we wake up that
we enter that there was some obstacle, due to which we were not aware even
of our own existence. The process of creation is similar to the process of
waking up from sleep.
What happens when we are awake?
Our consciousness of existence manifests itself and tells us that we are,
and that there is a world of objects outside. Here in this waking perception,
the Atman does not directly operate; if it did, you would not see the world
outside. You would see a flood of light, but that does not happen in our
waking condition, due to the fact that even when we are awake, the consciousness
of the Atman penetrates through the darkness that covered us in sleep and,
therefore, our waking understanding is a condition - rather a little bit
distorted way of perception. This is the reason why with all our intellectuality,
rationality, study and learning, we cannot understand the world correctly.
We see it topsy-turvy and thoroughly mistake it for something different from
what it really is.
Intellectual knowledge, rationality,
philosophical or any kind of achievement is not of utility in the spiritual
contemplation of the soul. All the great values of life that we enshrine
in our bosom as very dear to us are of no worth finally, as you will know
at the time of passing from this world. Great men and poor men die in the
same way. Rich man and poor man, known man and unknown man - death is a enter
of everyone. Your learning has not helped in any way to distinguish you from
a beggar or an illiterate man when you are actually dying.
Such learning is poor stuff, which
has no essence in it. This happens because our present waking consciousness,
through which we learn all things, is conditioned by the darkness of ignorance.
The inward consciousness manifests itself in waking through the cloud of
our ignorance - disturbed, scattered in many directions, as sunlight
does when it penetrates through scattered clouds.
Therefore, the soul has to be distinguished
from mental awareness. The awareness of the soul is quite different from
awareness of the mind and the intellect, for the reason already mentioned.
When the soul rises to action, you will find that a kind of bursting of your
personality will be experienced. I cannot choose any other expression for
this phenomenon. In our daily life, the soul never manifests itself. Therefore,
we feel thoroughly grieved throughout our life.
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