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The Mandukya Upanishad is a study of these states. It is said that if we
understand the Mandukya Upanishad and its implications properly, we need
not read any other Upanishad. Mandukyam ekam evalam mumukshunam vimuktaye
(Muktika 1.27): "For the sake of the liberation of the Soul, one Upanishad
is sufficient - the Mandukya Upanishad" provided it is understood properly
in its deep connotations. You should not just read it only by way of understanding
the word meaning of it. The suggestion given by the Mandukya Upanishad
is to take your consciousness deeper and deeper into the very root of your
personality - from external sensations, from body, etc., to what you really
are in your deepest essence.
There is a third state called sleep, where not only are you not aware of
the body, but even the psychological functions are not there. The mind
does not think, the intellect does not decide and you do not know that
you even exist there. Your existence itself is abolished, as it were. It
is a state of nothingness, but you are not even aware that it is nothing.
To be aware that it is a nothing would be something, but you are not even
aware that it is nothing. It is pure, unadulterated nothing. But, what
is happening there? Are you dead? No, you are very much alive. Who told
you that you were alive in sleep, when it was a nothing and your awareness
was totally obliterated by something? You are totally oblivious of all
things happening there. When you did not even know that you were existing,
how did you come to the conclusion that you were alive at that time? Nobody
told you. You yourself conclude, "I am the same person now that I was before
I slept yesterday. I am not another person. Therefore, I must have been
existing during sleep." But how do you know that you are the same person?
You may be another person. Every day you could change and become somebody
else, but this does not happen.
A continuity of consciousness is maintained between yesterday's experience
and today's experience. Is this not interesting and surprising? You are
very certain that today you are the same person that you were yesterday
and your consciousness continues through even the sleep condition, making
you feel that you exist today in the same way as you existed yesterday.
That is to say, you did exist in the state of deep sleep. The proof of
it is only your conviction that you are the same person today as you were
yesterday. You have a memory of having slept. Now, if consciousness must
have existed in the state of deep sleep, you must have existed as consciousness
only. You did not exist as a body, mind, intellect or anything else. You
were not even aware of the act of breathing at that time. You existed as
consciousness only.
So, do you believe that your essential nature is consciousness? Even
minus all these appurtenances of body, mind, intellect, if you can exist
nevertheless, why should you imagine that you are the body, mind, intellect,
etc.? If I can exist minus something, that thing from which I am withdrawn
is not me, really speaking. If I can be safe without something, that something
is redundant. Therefore, the body is a redundant thing, and the mind
and intellect are also not us. You are pure shuddha chaitanya, as it is
called - Pure Consciousness. In that state you existed. There is no other
thing that can be regarded as an attribute of your being in that condition.
Consciousness was your essential nature.
What were you conscious of? You were conscious of nothing; it was conscious
of consciousness only. It was a consciousness of existence, about which
we discussed earlier. It was not a consciousness of something; it was
a consciousness of consciousness existing. You were aware that you were
aware, that is all - nothing more, nothing less. It was Being-Consciousness,
and you were very happy, so it was Bliss also. You know how happy you are
after having gone into a good sleep. You rub your eyes and you would like
to continue to sleep a little more. You were so free in sleep that you
would like to go to sleep again. All the botheration, the turmoil of this
world is no longer there. Sometimes you feel: "Let me go to bed and forget
the devil of this world." Thus, in the state of deep sleep you existed
as Pure Consciousness. Sat-chit-ananda was your real nature in the state
of deep sleep.
This Consciousness, which is sat-chit-ananda, was not merely inside the
body, as you may wrongly imagine once again, even after having deduced
this wonderful conclusion that you were Pure Consciousness. It is a wonderful
conclusion, indeed, that you are essentially Pure Consciousness, but
again you may commit the mistake of thinking that it is inside the body.
Pure Consciousness is not inside anything; it is all things. We have
already concluded in earlier sessions that consciousness is all-pervading;
it cannot be confined to one individuality only. To be conscious that it
is only in one place and not in another place is to virtually accept that
consciousness is in another place also. Otherwise, how would consciousness
know that it is not in some other place unless it has already been there?
Hence, the negation of consciousness in some other place is actually an
affirmation of it in that place. Negation is determination.
Therefore, the second conclusion that we draw by this analysis is that
in the state of deep sleep we existed as Pure Consciousness - not a little
consciousness inside the body, but a pervading consciousness which is everywhere.
Cosmic-consciousness was there; Universal-consciousness was our essential
nature in deep sleep. But why is it that we are not aware of such a condition?
We wake up as the same fools that we were before we entered the state of
deep sleep. We do not wake up as wise persons. The same idiot goes and
the same idiot comes back. Why is this, in spite of this wondrous conclusion?
A peculiar operation is catching hold of us. The impression and the impact
caused by this operation is the reason why we come up as the old fools,
though it appears that we were not really fools during deep sleep.
We have passed through various lives; we have taken many births. This life
is one link in the long chain of the births that we have undergone, maybe
thousands in number. In every birth we think something, feel something,
do something; and every thought, every feeling, every action creates
an impression in the psyche. The psyche is nothing but the individualised
centre of consciousness. This impression is nothing but a remnant of a
desire remaining after a particular experience. If we see something, we
would like to see it again. If we like something, we want to continue with
that liking again, as much as possible. The like and the dislike, so-called,
which is a basic operation of the mind of an individual, create an impression
in the mind - a groove, as it were - and create a propulsion in the psyche
to repeat the experience again. This goes on day after day, every day, and
we pile up impressions, one over the other, so that these heaped-up impressions
become something like a thick cloud covering our consciousness.
This happens in one life; but if many lives are taken in this manner, what
would happen? There would be complete darkness - like an eclipse of the sun
or the experience of utter midnight during the monsoon season - even in the
waking condition, even in the daytime. This cloud weighs so heavily upon
us that it does not permit us to know that we were aware in the state of
deep sleep. Thus the transcendental being that we really are in the
state of deep sleep is almost a negation of our existence because
of the heavy weight that is sitting upon us.
Suppose you are given a very good lunch, very tasty, and at the same time
five quintals of heavy weight are placed on your head. Will you enjoy the
food? Unless that weight is removed, this eating has no meaning. So this
experience of a transcendental awareness of your true nature in the state
of deep sleep does not have any significance for you on account of the
heavy weight of karma potentials which compel you to think only in one
way, in a stereotyped fashion like with blinkers, as it were. And you cannot
think in any other way. You may take any number of lives, pass through
birth after birth, but you are the same person. You do not become different,
because you are whipped by the desires which have produced those impressions
earlier. As a horse being whipped by a rider is compelled to move in one
direction only, you are forced to think only in one way: this space, this
time, this causation, this object, this person, this me, this somebody
else.
The Mandukya Upanishad gives this analysis of our basic nature, but it
is said that we will attain moksha by gaining this knowledge: Mandukyam
ekam evalam mumukshunam vimuktaye. How will we get moksha by knowing
this? It is also added that we are the same foolish person; we have never
become different. This foolishness of ours can be removed by the gradual
practice of yoga. The suggestion of a particular kind of yoga that is made
by the Mandukya Upanishad is the recitation of pranava, or omkara. It
has a simple way, a very easy means of meditation to tell us. It is no
complicated thing - just recitation of pranava. OM is the pranava, or the
omkara, which is a blend of three syllables or letters: A, U, M. A-U-M
becomes OM.
When you chant OM, when you articulate your vocal organ in the recitation
of OM, all parts of the vocal organ act simultaneously in such a way that
they are supposed to be uttering every letter at that time. This is why
all languages are supposed to be included in OM. All the articulatory process
takes place in the recitation of OM, if you can properly observe it.
The visva, as I mentioned, is the name given to the waking consciousness;
the dreaming consciousness is called taijasa; the sleeping consciousness
is called prajna and the transcendental consciousness is the Atman. So,
visva, taijasa, prajna and Atman are the designations of the very same
consciousness involved in the physical body and the physical sensations
involved in dream perception, involved in sleep, and not involved in anything - existing
as transcendent. In a way, the letters of the mantra OM - A, U, M - are identified
by the Mandukya Upanishad, with these three states. 'A' is waking, 'U'
is dreaming, 'M' is sleeping and AUM, or OM, is the Atman. Tasya vacakah
pranavah (Y.S. 1.27), says Patanjali in his Yoga Sutras: "OM is the name
of the Ultimate Reality." The Name of God is OM; He has no other name.
As God is all-pervading, His name also should be all-inclusive. We do not
call Him 'ka', 'kha', 'ga', 'gha' or 'A', 'B', 'C', 'D'.
This AUM is an inarticulate universalised vibration. It is not actually
a letter or a word, but a vibration. OM is to be chanted for the sake of
the removal of the dross accumulated in your psyche, in the form of impressions
of past karmas. Merge waking in dream, merge dreaming in sleep and merge
sleep in the Atman. Draw the consciousness gradually from waking to dream;
that is to say, draw it from the waking body consciousness to the psychological
consciousness, from that to the sleep consciousness. How do you do this?
In the beginning, you have to be seated in a suitable posture and slowly
articulate this beautiful name of God, which is OM or pranava.
The scripture says that in the beginning, the Vedas did not exist. Eka
eva pura vedah pranavah sarva vanmayah (Bhagavata 9.48), says the Srimad
Bhagavata Maha Purana. In the Krita Yuga, the Golden Age as we call it,
the Vedas did not exist; only pranava existed. Also, that religion was
not Hinduism, Christianity, etc. Hamsa is the name of the religion of the
Krita Yuga. Hamsa means just love of God. It is not love through some 'ism' - this
community, that community. No communities existed in the Krita Yuga; it
was total man loving total God, and OM was considered as inclusive of all
the three Vedas. From Akara, Ukara, Makara, Prajapati is supposed to have
extracted the Rig Veda, the Yajur Veda, the Sama Veda; and the three Padas
of the Gayatri Mantra are supposed to be extractions of the three Vedas
and are also supposed to be embedded in AUM, so that all the Veda is inside
OM - all the three Vedas.
To practise this meditation according to the Mandukya Upanishad, be seated
properly, without distractions, and chant Aaaauuuummmmm. Take a deep breath
and then chant Aaaauuuuummmmmmm, Aaaauuuuummmmmmm, Aaaauuuuummmmmmm,
Aaaauuuuummmmmmm, Aaaauuuuummmmmmm. When you recite OM like this, don't
you feel a sense of satisfaction inside? In a few seconds you feel the
difference; you feel as if you are a different person altogether. You are
not the same body; for a few seconds you are not even aware of the body.
It was melting, as it were; it has actually melted. Every day practise
this chant for fifteen minutes, in the morning and in the evening. You
will feel as if the body is melting. Actually, physically it may not melt;
the sensation of melting will arise on account of the withdrawal of the
consciousness from the body. It will withdraw itself from even the mind
and it will withdraw itself even from your personality consciousness.
Only by the chanting of OM can one enter into the Bliss of the Atman, is
the teaching of the Mandukya Upanishad. All yogas are combined in this.
So, do this practice yourself. When you are alone somewhere - under a tree,
near the Ganga, in the temple, in your room, wherever you are - sit for
a few minutes and chant in the same way as I told you, with a sonorous
sound, beautifully, calmly, creating an equilibrated vibration in your
personality. You will forget all your worries; you will feel happy inside;
you will feel a tingling sensation in the body as if the consciousness
were slowly getting withdrawn from the body. This is the practice of the
yoga of the Mandukya Upanishad.
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