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I have told you everything connected with this series of lessons on the
Upanishads. There is practically nothing left now. Yesterday I touched
upon certain practical aspects and personal issues involved in living your
daily life, not merely as a student of yoga and spiritual life, but as
a person aspiring to live a good life, a comfortable and happy life, a
perfect life, a satisfied life and an integrated life.
Our relationship to things, to this world, as I mentioned in the previous
session, is to a large extent conditioned by the structure of our own personality.
We see outside what we actually are inside. I told you that degrees of
Reality do not really exist. Reality has no degrees; it is ever perfect,
but it appears as if there is an evolutionary process taking place with
gradations of descent and ascent - which is what is meant by degrees. This
perception is engendered by our involvement in certain degrees of perception
through the coverings of consciousness in ourselves.
To repeat briefly what I told you yesterday, our involvements are external
as well as personal, social, political, physical, material, sensory, vital,
psychological, intellectual and spiritual. These gradations of apperception
of the nature of things reflect upon the way in which we approach things
in general in the world, even God Himself, and it appears as if we can approach
Reality only through certain stages of graduated ascent.
We cannot run out of our own skin; we are included within our own selves.
We cannot escape noticing the kind of involvements of our own selves in
this psycho-physical individuality, and this is a hard nut indeed before
us - a kind of Gordian knot, as they call it, traditionally known as a granthi.
Granthi is a knot. The way in which consciousness gets tied up to certain
locations of perception and experience is known as granthis, or knots.
There are supposed to be three types of knots, known as Brahma-granthi,
Vishnu-granthi and Rudra-granthi. The manner in which consciousness is
tied to psycho-physical individuality is the way of the knot, actually.
Either you untie the Gordian knot, or you cut it. But, you cannot cut the
knot; you have to untie it gradually. Nothing can be cut asunder; everything
has to be opened gradually, like the blossoming of a flower. You cannot
give a blow to the bud and expect it to blossom into a rose! It has to
organically develop into blossoming in a spontaneous, healthy and happy
manner. Actually, life has to be a happy process; it is not intended to
be a torture.
Life is a movement from one degree of reality to another degree of reality;
one stage of perfection to another stage of perfection; one level of wholeness
to another level of wholeness. You are not moving from fraction to whole;
you are living a life of wholeness even now, in this so-called fragmentary
existence. You may be an isolated individual in human society, maybe an
unwanted person; nevertheless, you are a whole person. Socially you may
look like a fraction of human society, a part of the large mass of humanity;
that is one way of looking at things. But each individual, even to the
level of the minute cell or atom - everything - is a whole in itself. You are
not a half human being, even if you are totally isolated from all other
things. You are not a one-fourth human being at any time. You may have
nothing; you may be a poor man with no relations of any kind, owning nothing,
completely discarded, as it were, for all practical purposes. Nevertheless,
you are not a part. You never feel that you are a chip cut off some larger
whole. You are a complete person in yourself, under every circumstance.
Inasmuch as life appears to be a movement from one level of wholeness of
perfection to another level, it should not really be a source of suffering
to anybody.
Anandena jatani jivanti, anandam prayanty abhisamvisanti (Tait. 3.6.1),
says a great passage in the Taittiriya Upanishad: "From bliss this world
has come." The world has not come from a grief-stricken gestation. From
the joy of God this world of joy has come, it is sustained by the joy which
is the nature of perfection, and it shall return to the Ultimate Joy, finally.
"From joy it has come, by joy it is sustained and to joy it shall return."
The Upanishads never say that life is a curse, that it is a hell. Nothing
of the kind is the message of the Upanishads. The perfection of God can
create only a perfection that is the world. Every part of your body is
a perfection by itself. The littlest unknown limb of your personality is
a perfection in its own way, which is why it is working in a harmonious
manner. An imperfect limb cannot give you a perfect orderliness and a harmony
of feeling. There are millions of little cells in the body - so many limbs
and organs. Do you feel any kind of awkwardness because there are so many
parts to your body? The manyness does not affect the unitariness of your
individuality. Therefore, the way in which you have to live in this world
and conduct yourselves as seekers of Truth has to be in terms of the involvement
of your consciousness in the stages of ascent and descent. Ascent is the
progressive march of the soul to the Supreme Being; descent is the evolution
of the world from God down to the earth, down to the lowest atom.
We are physically involved, from the outermost part of our personality.
Nobody can forget that there is a body. You may be essentially pure, unadulterated
consciousness, but the physical body hangs very heavily upon this consciousness;
therefore it is that you have a weight. Consciousness has no weight, and
the mind also cannot be measured on a weighing scale. It is the body that
is heavy; it is a concentrated mass of location, involving a pattern of
material forces in which the consciousness, which is your real nature,
is involved. It has to be counted, taken care of. Even a naughty child
in a family is not to be totally ignored as if it is non-existent. An intractable,
disobedient and naughty boy in the house is not an irrelevant item in the
house; he has to be taken care of and put to the pattern of the wholeness
of the family structure. If some part of the body is sick, we do not cut
it off; we see that it is healed and made part and parcel of the wholeness
of our personality.
Likewise, the involvement of your consciousness in your physicality is
to be taken care of by an adjustment which is in a state of harmony with
the physical structure. The body is very active; the senses are active.
The senses and the body work together. Actually, the body moves on account
of the vibrations set up by the sense organs. This activity is perpetual.
Nobody can keep quiet without doing something. This is what the Gita has
said: na hi kascit ksanam api jatu tisthaty akarmakrt (Gita 3.5). You cannot
sit quiet without doing something. A little bit of action, a little bit
of your movement is unavoidable. This is so because there is an agitation
created in ourselves by the preponderance of what is called rajas - the distracting
and active part of prakriti, the matrix of all things. There are three
qualities, or properties, of prakriti: sattva, rajas and tamas. We are
not always in a state of sattva; clarity of perception and the feeling
of satisfaction and happiness within are not always given to us. We are
mostly turbulent in our personality, agitated and distracted. To put down
this agitating medium in ourselves we have to employ certain means which
are commensurate with this agitation. This is the work that we perform
in a harmonious manner. The agitation, which is also a kind of activity,
can be subdued only by another kind of activity, as a disease is cured
by homeopathic medicines of a character similar to the disease already
prevailing in the body. Similia similibus curantur: Like cures like. Action
can be controlled only by action; diamond can be cut by diamond. This is
a psychological secret in the approach to things, generally.
But what kind of action is it that can subdue agitated activity? A wholesome
action. While it is true that karma, or action, binds, it is also true
that certain karmas liberate. Na karma lipyate nare (Isa 2), says the Isavasya
Upanishad. Action cannot bind the human being, provided it is oriented
in the light of the omnipresence of God. Isavasyam idam sarvam (Isa 1).
Otherwise, every action will produce a reaction. The fruit of action, the
binding power of action, is nothing but the reaction set up by action which
is motivated by externality and conditioned by space and time and objectivity.
So it should be wholesome, God-oriented work. It is work, of course - underline
it. It is nevertheless work; God-oriented work is the means of putting
down work that causes agitation. Binding action can be subdued by liberating
action. This is known as karma yoga. Karma yoga is the art of uniting oneself
with God Himself through action. You may be wondering how action can contact
God, inasmuch as every activity is directed towards some objective that
is ulterior. This is not the kind of action that we are referring to here,
when we talk of God-oriented activity. The Bhagavadgita is difficult to
understand. It is not easy to make out its meaning when we are asked to
do work in a liberating manner. A wholesome work - spiritually conditioned
work, God-oriented work, unselfish work, perfected alignment of oneself
in work - will liberate you from the disadvantages of ordinary work.
You are also very busy every day. Everybody is doing work of some kind
or the other, but they are binding works. The consequence of an action
will tell upon you so heavily that afterwards you may repent for having
done it. As the Gita tells us, the result of an action is not entirely
in our hands. Even if the farmer takes all precaution to plough the field
and sow the seed and pour water and manure it, it does not follow that
it will yield the harvest. Other factors must also cooperate, such as
rain, climate, sunlight and many other things which are of a natural character.
Inasmuch as the fruit of an action is not in our hands - it is determined
by forces which are cosmic in their nature - it is unwise on the part of
any person to expect a particular result from a particular action. This
is what the Bhagavadgita is telling us.
Therefore, by very carefully manoeuvring your life in this world through
well-ordered activity, dissociating it from the idea of any fruit accruing
therefrom, you will find yourself in harmony with two things at the same
time. You are in harmony with Reality because of the wholesome character
of your work. You are also in harmony with the agitations which are caused
by rajo-guna prakriti in your personality so that you oppose neither the
prevailing conditions at the present moment by way of rajasic work, nor
do you oppose the conditions imposed upon you by the nature of Reality.
You are a friend of this world, and also a friend of the other world.
This is the preliminary step that one can take in the practice of spiritual
life: karma yoga. By karma alone is karma controlled and overcome. When
your mind is active, the physical body craves for work of some kind or
the other. Keeping quiet without doing anything physically, but mentally brooding, is not supposed to be action which is liberating. This is
what the Gita has told us.
After having attained some kind of mastery over this technique of conducting
yourself in the world of action, you may take to concentration, which is
called upasana. You cannot take to meditation, worship - upasana or devotion,
as it is called - directly, when your mind is distracted or agitated. Agitations
are caused by disharmony with nature, disharmony with human society, disharmony
with one's own psycho-physical individuality. You can bring to your memory
what I told you yesterday. Alignment of the psycho-physical individuality
within, harmony with society and a kind of concordance with nature as a
whole is expected. Until this is achieved, direct meditational work may
not be of much success. There are varieties of prejudices in the minds
of people; everybody has a prejudice. You prejudge things from your own
point of view and foist your ideas upon things outside. This is the dirt
that is in the mind; it is called mala.
It is believed that the mind has three defects, known in Sanskrit as mala,
vikshepa and avarana. Mala is the dirt which covers the mind - like dust
covering a clean mirror; thereby, the mirror cannot reflect light. And
even if the dust is removed, the glass may be broken and it may not give
you a wholesome reflection. The craving for things, the impulses of like
and dislike, love and hatred, create impressions in the mind every day.
They are piled up, one over the other, like thick clouds - which is what
is meant by the dirt of the mind - and these impressions cannot be removed
except by hard work. Why should you work? Why should you not keep quiet?
Because it is not possible for you to keep quiet. Prakriti, nature, will
not permit you to keep quiet; you have to do something. If you don't do
a right thing, you do a wrong thing. Instead of doing something wrong,
why not do something right, when it is found that doing something is
unavoidable? The scriptures give a long list of the nature of this dirt
that is covering the mind: raga, dvesha, kama, krodha, lobha, moha, mada,
matsarya, irsya, asuya, dambha, darpa, ahamkara. There are thirteen types
of dirt. I am not going into the details of all these things. It is not
necessary for you to know all the details; it is enough to understand
the meaning of it.
There is a kind of cloud hovering around our consciousness which is our
heritage from various births that we have passed through earlier. It has
to be scrubbed by karma yoga, which includes not merely the highly elevated
cosmic work of the Bhagavadgita type - which, of course, is the highest thing
that we have to aspire for. But karma yoga also implies and includes holy
worship - rituals that you perform in altars, in temples, in places of pilgrimage,
on special occasions, etc. They are also part of karma yoga. Anything that
you do is a kind of work. All performance of every kind is a kind of doing.
This doing of yours, which is the work, has to be an emanation of your
being and it should not be an extraneous foisting of yours. If the doing
is totally unconnected with your being, it ceases to produce any result
which is worthwhile. What you are doing is nothing but the projection of
what you are; then it is that your work will have a productive effect.
If you speak and think what you are really inside, it will have a tremendous
force; it will have a power of conviction. But if you think and speak what
is not what you are, then it will be like an empty gale that is blowing
for nobody's good. So the first step in yoga, in the art of spiritual living,
is karma yoga, an outline of which I have mentioned just now. Only when
you have attained palpable, tangible success in the control of your mind,
bringing about a cessation of its extreme agitation caused by unnecessary
likes and dislikes, will you be able to sit quiet and concentrate your
mind. This is upasana, the next stage.
Karma scrubs the dirt of the mind, which is mala; upasana subdues the distractions
of the mind, which is vikshepa. Even if you are a good person, unselfish
in your behaviour, and for all practical purposes you are a well-behaved
individual, the mind may not be under control. It will have its own distractions
of a different nature. The agitations are not merely in the physical body;
they are also in the mind. The mind is also constituted of the three gunas,
which are sattva, rajas and tamas. The distractions of the mind can be
subdued by upasanas - attempted concentration. What kind of concentration?
On what are you going to concentrate? Doubts of this kind also may arise
in the mind. For all practical purposes we may say the concentration is
to be directed only on that which is your aim. An aimless life is no life.
Many people live a desultory life, doing everything in a perfunctory manner,
with nothing positive in their approach. Life is short. We cannot go on
wasting our time in experimenting with things and achieving nothing, finally.
Even a little good that we do, in the smallest measure, is a great achievement.
Nehabhikrama-naso'sti (Gita 2.40): "Good deeds cannot perish; they will
produce good results, always."
Do not try to do too many things in a day. Do small things. These small
things will become big later on. The seed will become a large banyan tree
later. The concentration has to be directed on what you consider as your
great aim. The aim is also of a gradational character, and you cannot immediately
pitch upon what kind of aim it is on which you have to concentrate. That
which is immediately above your present condition may look like an aim
for the present purpose. There is something just above you, and that is
your aim at the present moment. If you are sick, the gaining of health
is your aim; there is no use of thinking of anything else at that time.
If the body is ill, what is the thing that you do at that time? Do everything;
move earth and heaven to see that health is restored and you are robust
in your personality. If you are hungry, or you have starved for days together,
or you have not slept for days together for some reason or the other, what
do you do at that time? You take rest and do whatever is necessary to appease
your hunger and thirst. These are the little things of life, but they are
not in any way unimportant things. A little toothache can kill you, and
you know how painful an earache is. These are not unimportant things.
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