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Human life may
be regarded as a process of successive achievements, and every movement
in this process is a step taken towards the actualisation of the ideal
which beckons one to itself. All beings, whatever be in the cosmos, are
comprehended by this single law - the law of a striving for higher achievements.
In this struggle to achieve the higher, one realises pleasure. It is well
said that man never is; he is always to be. We do not entirely live in
the present. There is an element of the future in what we do, and we never
confine ourselves to the present merely. This means to say that we identify
ourselves, though in a covert manner, with an ideal to be achieved in the
future, which, we hope, will bring us a larger satisfaction. If the future
is not ingrained in the present, how could there be such a thing as hope?
That we cannot keep quiet, that we always feel a duty before us, is enough
indication that we are wound up with a future. It is also not true that
we wholly live in the future, because the future cannot be contained in
the consciousness of the present. Time cannot take a jump beyond the present,
which is its core. We might hope for the future, but we cannot live in
the future. Life is always a present.
If,
then, it is impossible to have a 'real' satisfaction in the 'future', and
if we cannot also live without a future, there would appear to be a tension,
or contradiction, in our life. Life is a battle between the present and
the future, between our affairs of today and our future hopes. The present
and future cannot join in time, and yet there seems to be a superhuman
element, transcending human understanding which somehow connects the two
together. With all this, still, we know that the present and the future
never come together. All this may look like a logical untenability, but
logic is not all, and science is not everything. What, to us, seems a possibility,
need not exhaust all wisdom. We cannot understand how it is possible to
reconcile our present difficulty with our longings of the future. We seem
to be wanting something which is not within our present perception, and
feel happy about what we know not. Are we not foolish in trying to achieve
the impossible? We seem to be fighting with time itself, which bifurcates
the present from the future. And what we want is not bifurcation but union
of the present and future. Our souls cry for that which cannot be given
in time. There is something in us which time cannot explain, for it is
not in time. The one which 'asks' is not human, and so the human mind cannot
understand the significance of this epic war. Where does this asking for
'more' and 'more' end? It does not end in time, because there is no end
to time, just as there is no end to the horizon. As we proceed towards
the horizon, it recedes from us. Whatever be our effort to probe into the
future, it cannot be successful, even if we are to live for a thousand
years. Are we then to conclude that we are bound only to hope and struggle,
but achieve nothing? Is this our fate - to suffer for no reason? Or, is
there some meaning in life? Something in us voices that life has a significance,
which makes us daily work so hard. A marvel indeed is human life!
What are we
hoping to achieve then? Logically argued, the effort would appear to be
a vain pursuit. If the life we have lived for so many years, so far, has
not brought us anything worth the while, what is the guarantee that it
is going to bring something in the future? This would be the result of
an investigation of human life from the point of view of mind, psychology
and logic. Though all this may be correct as far as it goes, something
seems to be announcing another truth altogether, something which cannot
reconcile itself with any of the above observations. A timeless Spirit
seems to speak from within us. It defies time and we seem to be living
a timeless existence. The difficulty in reconciling the present with the
future is there only so long as we live in time. All that is in time is
tantalising; it makes a promise which it never fulfils. The eternal seems
to masquerade in time and we seem to have something in us more than what
we appear to be to ourselves as well as to others. We are not mere humans,
and our relations are not merely social. Our connections with others, our
name, age, height, weight, etc., are not a real description of ourselves,
because these have no relation to the eternal in us, which asks for what
is not in time at all. We make artificial adjustments in our life to bring
about a false satisfaction that our wish has been fulfilled, and that our
future has been brought to the present. The realisation of a hope has a
meaning when it identifies itself with the present, which is the nature
of consciousness. People generally complain: "We have made so much sacrifice,
but they have brought us no recompense. Then, what is the good of all this?"
But, this
is one side of the picture. That our outer circumstances often look unattractive
is a part of truth, and our wisdom does not consist in merely accepting
this on its surface. The pains of life are due to the wrong adjustments
we make between our inner personality and outer circumstances. We do make
adjustments, but not always rightly. We may go wrong even in doing a right
thing. Many of us do right things wrongly. Sacrifices alone are not sufficient;
they should be done with wisdom. They should be performed not for any ulterior
fruit but for that joy of the art of adjustment. Science may be a means
to some end, but not art. Art is an end in itself. Self-adjustment is an
art, and when carried to its perfection, it is called Yoga. Even in its
initial stages, an all-round adjustment becomes Yoga. Even the very first
step points to an eternal perfection, and so it transcends all learning - it
is Yoga, says the Bhagavadgita.
We have to
make this adjustment from the point of view of the timeless element in
us. The wrong we do in life's adjustments is in not taking into consideration
the superhuman element in us and thinking in terms only of the personality.
It is not the body, the personality, that makes the sacrifice as this adjustment;
but the 'I', which needs to be trained more than anything else in the conscious,
subconscious and unconscious levels, in a sense deeper than what the psychologists
generally understand. The timeless reality cannot be grasped through the
apparatus of ordinary psychology, because all these instruments are temporal,
while that being within is spiritual. The spiritual reality which is the
'I' is indistinguishable in its ultimate essence from other entities or
beings. Though we differ from one another in bodies and in social circumstances,
we have a kinship of feeling from the standpoint of our essential nature.
The adjustment that we have to make, which is the art of the Yoga of the
Bhagavadgita, so difficult to understand even with all our trained understanding,
is nothing but the simple act of attunement of oneself to the universal
environment, not from the standpoint of time, but the inner reality. It
is an organic adjustment, not a mechanical dovetailing. While mechanical
adjustment is what we generally do in the hope of obtaining pleasure, organic
adjustment is Yoga. We often think that certain aspects of our personality
can be hidden from people and only certain others can be projected outside
and related to others, according to our desire. This is a mistake, and
this is mechanical adjustment. There is a secret law which we forget - the
law which connects our inner personalities with the inner personalities
of others, even without our consciously knowing it. This inner act of spontaneous
recognition is called 'prehension'. Prehension is a process by which we
automatically relate ourselves to everything else in the cosmos. While
apprehension is an outer act on the conscious level, prehension is deeper
than even the subconscious function. There is no such thing as hiding things
from other persons, because we are always related to others. When the prehensive
activity within contradicts the apprehensive activity outside, there is
a psychological tension.
We have an
inner personality and also an outer one. We usually exhibit the outer and
hide the inner. We make sacrifices by the outer personality. We may appear
unselfish in our outer conduct, while there is selfishness in the inner
attitude. We are thus at war within ourselves. The malady of human life
is not only of outer society but also of each one of us, individually.
We are mostly busy in studying others, but not ourselves. Our present-day
system of education pertains to the study of outer phenomena but not the
inner truth of things. We never become the subject of study; the subject
always remains an 'object'! Unless right education of the integral type
is provided, humanity's suffering will not end. There must be a sympathy
between ourselves and the outer world, and between our inner and outer
personalities.
This is Yoga - to
establish peace in our relations with others as well as in our own selves.
The system of Yoga is meant to effect this inner attunement by a graduated
process of self-transcendence. There seems to be no other wrong with us
than an ignorance which has led us to a maladjustment of values. We have
to learn the art of seeking the proper thing in the proper manner. Life
is a process of education in the art of this proper seeking, morally, psychologically,
socially and spiritually. To be at peace with ourselves, with society and
the universe, for ever, is to realise the eternal value which vitalises
all existence. Towards this knowledge, may we proceed with diligence.
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