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What I am going to tell you has
a background which is purely philosophical, though I am not going to touch that
aspect of the subject. I am taking up a more practical side of spiritual
living, but practice is preceded by a theory or a structure of philosophical
background, which is called the Vedanta philosophy.
The metaphysical foundations of
the relationship between God, world and the individual, to which I made
reference earlier, are to be found in the Vedanta philosophy. You will find it
easier to steer the course of your life towards its wondrous
destination - highest peace of mind and, in the end, Immortal Life.
Actually, what I am going to
tell you is the final conclusion of all learning, and everything else to which
I made reference is a preparatory procedure. It is implied that you have a good
knowledge of the preparatory stages through other aspects of philosophical
thought. You have to bring them together into a holistic way of approach so
that all knowledge becomes one knowledge in the end.
I am principally emphasising
the aspect of love of God. Here is a mysterious but highly elevating,
soul-transforming picture before you. Such a thing as the love of God escapes
the attention of most people who may be religious in their own way, because to
love God is not enough if you are merely religious in the ordinary sense of the
term.
Religions that are known to the
world - the 'isms', as they are called - are the outer form
taken by an inner significance which is the quintessence of spiritual
aspiration. Actually, you will find that to love a thing is different from
doing something in regard to that thing. You may do several things in regard to
a particular object, but that is not necessarily the same as to love it. There
is an action of the soul taking place in every form of affection. A mother
knows what it is to love a child. There is no need for ceremonies or gestures
for the mother to show her affection to the child. It is there, and that is
enough.
Whoever has experienced what it
is to love will know how it differs from any other occupation of the mind. In
love, you do not simply think. It is different from thinking something. Also,
you are not going to do anything. What happens, then? You will find it
difficult to adjust yourself to the necessities that go together with this
so-called act of the soul you call love. A lost friend, as it were, whom you
have not seen for years together, your bosom friend, your alter-ego with whom
you lived for long as one soul in two bodies - such a friend has
disappeared for some reason, whatever that reason be. After years you are
seeing him in front of you. You run up in ecstasy: "Oh, you have
come!" You lose all your sense and apparatus of thinking with which you
may express your feeling on seeing that friend who is suddenly there before you
after many years. You do not know what to do at that time. Are you going to
embrace him? Are you going to hug him? Are you going to request him to be
seated comfortably? Will you entertain him? Will you speak to him in a sweet
tone with beautiful words? Will you enquire about his welfare? At that time,
you do not know what to do. You are torn into pieces of feeling, and the surge
of your being rushes forth in the love that you are unable to express by
external means. This is what you feel when your friend who had been lost is
standing before you.
In the midst of a large
gathering or a crowd where there is a stampede, a mother loses her little
child. Where the child has gone, nobody knows. People are running
helter-skelter, as we have seen in the Kumbha Mela. The child is lost. The
mother does not know whether it has been killed in the stampede. She strikes
her breast with great grief, strikes her head on the ground: "My dear
child, the one alone that I had, is gone!" Many days later the child runs
to the mother, screaming, "Mummy! I am here!" What does the mother
feel at that time? Does she perform any ritual to express her love for the
child?
What does God want from you?
When you love something immensely, you want to make a gesture of offering
something to it because you do not know in what other way you can express your
love for it. In this world, rarely do people feel love. In so-called affections
and friendships in the lives of people, we find a commercial
relationship - a give-and-take policy. "If you do this, I will like
you. If you do not do that, I will not like you." This kind of liking is
not love. Will you tell God in the same way, "If you give this, I will
love you. If you do not give this, I will not care for you"? Would you
deal with God in this manner?
The importance of the principle
of the existence of God will free you from this tangle of confusion as to how
to relate yourself to God. Mortal expressions of human thought cannot
understand what love is. There are, however, instructions in scriptures dealing
with this path of love - how to gradually move in the direction of this
ultimate consummation of the meaning of love. Nobody has seen God. Certain
things which you would like to have, you might not have seen with your eyes.
Unseen longings sometimes disturb your soul. "I would have liked to have
that, but I have not seen it."
There is a difference between
the act of the soul and the thinking of the mind and the actions of the hands
and feet. Inasmuch as the depth of the spirit of affection to God is not
clearly intelligible to the ordinary mind, stages of approach to this goal have
been prescribed by ancient masters and seers who loved God truly. The saints
and the sages about whom you might have heard, about whose lives you might have
read and have observed the way in which they lived, would perhaps be great
instructors to you on the path of love of God.
There are types and types of
devotees of God. I would like you to read the lives of certain saints known as
Nayanars, who lived in what today is called Tamil Nadu, and Alvars -
Vaishnava saints. I cannot describe to you how they loved God! You have to
read, with great concentration of mind, how these great masters of divine
devotion lived and manifested their love for God. The Nayanars were principally
devotees of God in the form of Lord Siva, and the Alvars were devotees of the
great Almighty in the form of Vishnu - Narayana. There are 4,000 Tamil
poems, called Narayana Prabandham in the Tamil language, which record the
expressions of the love which these great Alvars had for this Supreme Being.
Those who have studied it and appreciated it consider Narayana Prabandham as
equal to the Veda itself; it is called the Ardhavedam. Similar is the case with
the lives of the Nayanars. You will be stunned and breathless when you read the
lives of these great people.
How do you call God? Do you
know how you can call God? "Oh, my dear!" It is not enough if you
say that. God is not merely dear; He is something more. "Oh,
honey! - ananda tene!" There was a great saint who described
God as the bliss of honey, or the honey of bliss. You become crazy when you
love something. You get drowned in honey, in nectar. You get drowned in your
own soul! You get drowned in the soul of that which you love! Read the life of
Saint Mira, of Varender Das, of Tukaram, of Kabir Das in addition to those
saints who I have mentioned just now.
The difficulty is proverbial.
How do you love God when He is an omnipresent being? This concept of
omnipresence is hard to entertain in the mind. So, there is a prescription for
you. Begin your devotion with actual worships that you can perform; apply the
concept of omnipresence to a lesser degree, such as a portrait of God that you
have in your mind - which, also, it will be difficult for you to entertain
for a long time. Do you not keep with you a photograph of the person whom you
love - a memento connecting yourself with that person whom you love? You
hang a photograph of your deceased father on the wall of your house. It is a
portrait. The father is not there, but it represents the father who lived once
upon a time.
Temple worship, for instance,
has been prescribed as a means of developing devotion to God. Even temple
worship is not an easy thing. You do not just ring the bell and offer flowers
and wave arati and go away. This is not what it stands for. The temple
is the diagram of the way in which the universe is operating in front of us.
The whole universe is there in this little area occupied by the temple. Even to
build a temple is not easy. There are scriptures, known as the Vastu Shastras,
which describe in minute detail how to construct a temple. You do not enter
into the holy of holies suddenly. In well-constructed temples there are several
prakaras - seven corridors - one inside the other, one outside
the other. They are comparable almost, as they say, to the sheaths of this
body. Similarly the levels of existence: bhur loka, bhuvar loka,
swarga loka, mahar loka, jnana loka, tapa loka and
satya loka are, in a cosmical sense, almost comparable to the physical body
and its layers: anamaya, pranamaya, manomaya,
vijnanamaya and anandamaya koshas - inside which is the Atman, the
Light in the holy of holies.
In all temples you will find
that in the holy of holies, in the innermost garbhakuda, it is dark. It is not lit up with electric light, though today
some of the temples have electric light also, which is a tragedy. It should not
be. It is a dark anandamaya of the cosmic existence in which there is a
limpid lake of illumination - the shining Atman. I am not going into great
details of the pattern of the structure of temples; I am coming to the main
point of what you do when you actually worship in a temple.
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